2 What the fuck am I supposed to do?

In the beginning, there was only chaos and emptiness. This world was created in the eternal dream of Neil Hillum instead of the ancient temple. The chaotic spiritual energies tangled with each other, collided with each other, creating only endless destruction, and there were no living creatures at all.

However, there were those who did not deserve it, so they were the three children of Neil Hillroom: Lumenox, Meteria, and Sinus. They were the Creators, the beings of matter and order.

Then one day, Lumenos gathered his brothers and said, It was a long conversation, but in one sentence, it was to purge the chaos and emptiness of his father, Neil Hillum, and create his own world. Here, his eldest daughter, Materia, strongly agreed, but her youngest son, Sinus, did not make the decision easily. It was because they agreed to create a new world, but they could never accept the intention of purging chaos and emptiness from their world completely.

Then Lumenos had to take the courage to persuade Sinus. It was because sinus could not create a new order without the god of spirals, who ruled the laws of all things.

In the end, Sinus decided to accept his brother Lumenos's offer on one condition. The work that laid the foundation of the new world and the law of all things was to do only as Sinus intended.

Lumenos, who was not dissatisfied, was willing to accept the offer. It was only Sinus who did it anyway.

After that, Sinus established the boundary between chaos and emptiness by his own will, creating the laws of all things and the foundation of the world. And Lumenos created light and darkness in it, and his father-in-law, Materia, added matter and all life to it.

This was the universe that was made.

Lumenos loved the world they created. I also liked that the newly sprouted creatures could not reconcile with each other and caused conflict, but all things flourished within them.

But the fun didn't last long. I saw monsters from all over the place that he had never anticipated harming his lovely creations. It was the witches.

Lumenos went to his sister, Materia, and asked, "What is this vile creature?" But even the meteorites didn't know. It's because there were no magic objects among the creatures she created.

Rumenox and Meteria, who thought it was strange, looked carefully at the world they created and eventually found the cause. The shapes of chaos and void energy infiltrated through dimensional cracks were influenced by the material world.

Lumenox is furious. It was absurd and fascinating that Father's power to escape the polar sphere was influencing their world.

Lumenos immediately ordered his brother, Sinus, to stop the crack. The one who erected the dimensional wall is none other than sinus. In other words, whether it was a mistake or intention, it was all caused by sinus.

But Sinus has expressed his objection. It is unfortunate that the creatures suffer with magic objects, but it is an inevitable phenomenon to maintain their world.

It was intentional. Sinus created a rift between dimensional boundaries of his own volition.

However, Lumenos was patient by pressing down on the bursting furnace. I didn't understand him, just because he was too strong. Lumenos never stood a chance against his brother, Sinus.

But I didn't even stand still. After a while, Lumenos, along with his sister, Meteria, and many newly created gods, ambushed Sinus and threw him into a world of chaos and emptiness beyond the boundaries of dimensions. If you like the world your father made, you should live there.

Since then, Lumenox and other gods have blocked dimensional cracks and perfected the universe. Thanks to this, the world is at peace, and those sacrificed by witches are gone. For a while.

Then one day, some dimensional boundaries collapsed and one side of the universe completely collapsed. He was consumed by chaos and emptiness. The desperate gods have tried their best to prevent further collapse, but this is not the end. Soon after the outskirts began, there was a great collapse throughout the universe.

It was then that Lumenos realized. how fragile this world they've created is, and how powerful the chaos and emptiness of Nihilum, the father who surrounds it, is. Sinus, his brother, knew too well about this. So he decided to slowly accept the chaos and destructive pressure of the void by creating a dimensional crack, like opening the water door to a dam that blocked a huge stream of water.

Now it's clear what to do.

In order to prevent the collapse of the world they created, they had to reopen the rift. But it wasn't easy. Although it was easy to stop them, only Shin Sinus of Helix, who ruled over the laws of all things, knew how much to open to minimize the damage caused by chaos and emptiness.

However, the ark that had already been sealed by sinus was thrown into the dream world of Neil Hillroom, an infinite space. A place of chaos that no god in the material world will ever find again.

Eventually, Lumenos began to temporarily create a dimensional rift wherever chaos and void pressure became stronger, moving around the borders of the dimension by joining forces with other gods. It is a task that must be spent close to eternity, or the world will be consumed again by the dreams of Neil Hillroom.

And then, with the dimensional cracks created in this work, many civilizations and creatures disappeared in front of chaos and void. It was a terrible and terrible destruction, but they were forced to embrace their own desperate fate in the outer faces of the gods.

In the eyes of the gods, they were merely a few sacrifices for the survival of an absolute multitude, and they were not to be saved.

* * *

“Mmm-hmm. ”

It was the early dawn when the calm wind was blowing. The breeze seeped through the window, and the curtain waved, tickling the ball. I was lying on the bed, waving my hands annoyingly. I really hate being disturbed by sleep. You have to sleep well today so you can survive tomorrow.

Suddenly, I opened my eyes.

The fact that we have to survive tomorrow means that we are alive today. It's something I can never understand as a common sense.

“What? I'm alive? ”

At this moment, a ridiculous sight was unfolding before my eyes. A wall covered with gold wallpaper. A translucent silk curtain surrounding the bed with vintage furniture engraved with exquisite patterns. Outside the window, I saw a beautiful oak tree, and on its branches, the wild birds sat and wept bitterly.

It was a landscape obsessed with poor memories, but it was definitely a familiar place.

Do you have my room? ’

This was my room that I spent my youth in.

I rolled my eyes in confusion, then hit the ball hard with both hands.

It hurts.

Of course it should hurt, but it should never, strangely. This is absurd. My room should have died in the ruins long ago, and I should have died already.

“No, what the fuck is going on? ”

I jumped up and rubbed my eyes. However, even if I rub my eyes so red, the landscape that is open now has not changed at all.

But I soon straightened up and lay back comfortably.

"Oh, no, you didn't. It's just what heaven looks like. ’

Actually, I'm seeing the afterlife for the first time today. And no one I've ever known in my life has ever experienced the afterlife. So it is not so strange that the afterlife is wrong with common sense. No one's ever been there, so there's no way those common sense would hit us.

Apparently, this place was a paradise. Hell of degradation would not have provided me with this space left in my poor memories. Apparently, the space I'm lying in now is a gift from God to me through the underworld.

I had a big smile on my mouth. Maybe it's because I'm a god and I have a different sense of holding a gift. I have always longed for peace in this era, living in an age of destruction.

I embraced the soft silk duvet.

“Oh, great. This is paradise. If I'd known this, I'd have died sooner, but I didn't deserve to be kicked in the ass. ”

At that time, a cautious visit was made, and a young man, tall, entered. It was Paul, my personal servant. I heard that he was dragged to the front and disappeared, but I guess he was in heaven first, too.

When Paul saw me awake, he quickly approached and tightened his waist.

“Grand Duke, it's time to wake up. ”

I folded the blanket and raised my torso.

“Hey, Paul. Nice to meet you. Hey, but my skin improved a lot while I wasn't looking. You look absolutely kissable.Heaven looks good, too. ”

“Yes?”

I stood up and shoulder to shoulder with Paul, who was embarrassed.

“Anyway, take care. You're the one who came first. Don't go too far. Honestly, I've been through a lot. You know?”

“No, what do I know? ”

“What's wrong? ”

“Yes?”

“Don't you know?”

“Yes.”

I carefully examined Paul's appearance and clenched my fist.

“You. Surprise! Ta-da. 'You're really going to die? I've been to the Master's side my whole life. ”

Paul kneels, trembling.

“How can I joke in front of the Grand Duke? If there's been a mistake, just let me know. I'll fix it right away.”

Paul really didn't know anything. His expression was true, and Joary did not see any lies in his movements.

I felt anxious about what I was saying and patted Paul on the shoulder with a index finger.

“You're really not dead? ”

When his own death was mentioned in my mouth, Paul's face turned white.

“Help me!”

“I won't kill you! ”

“So you'll let me live? ”

“Of course. How can I kill a dead person again? ”

Paul looked up at me with a big relief look.

“I'm dead? I'm alive and well. ”

“What are you talking about? You were dragged to the front in 367, and then you died. ”

“Yes? 367? It's 358 now. ”

358 is before the age of destruction. It was precisely the time when I had just graduated from Empire Noble School and had a ceremony.

I glanced at the nearby full-body mirror and swept down my face because I couldn't believe the way I am now. In the mirror, only a black-headed boy stands dazed, not a majestic commander.

“Am I really 358 years of Imperial Power? ”

“Yes.”

I sat there helplessly with my forehead in my hands. This is crazy. If what Paul said is true, I must have time-slipped 10 years ago. Eight years before the age of destruction.

"Tsk, it has to be a dream. ’

I hurriedly jumped on the bed and put the blanket back on. I couldn't spend any more of that fucking time. If it's a dream, wake up quickly.

But it is absurd to ask me to go back to sleep to wake up from my dreams. Soon, I got up and shot Paul with all kinds of impressions.

“Ugh. Foul. If you're lying, I'll kill you. Wow.”

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