Xiao Yuan's room is still the same as before.

Xiao Yuan's parents bought it when she was five years old. The decoration style is full of the colors in the little girl's dream, soft and warm.

Xiao Shi went in, sat by the bed covered with pink sheets, gently moved his eyes and looked around the room.

Calm face, sad sight

Obviously shouldn't all pile up together. At this moment, they all fall on Xiao Shi in such a contradiction.

I don't know how long he sat like this. Xiao's neck was stiff for a long time. After he was calm outside for a long time, he suddenly woke up with the sound of firecrackers.

get up.

Xiao Shi "calmly" packed up some Xiao Yuan's things.

Suddenly

Xiao Shi opened the drawer manually, and his sight fell on an envelope that read "dear brother, open gently".

He didn't move, so he looked at it for a long time. Until the corners of his mouth were tight, he twisted his eyebrows and took it out with complex emotions.

The font on the envelope is not particularly beautiful. Xiao Yuan, who has been in the hospital since she was ten years old, often has no time and energy to practice writing.

She said that she would rather read more books if she had time to practice calligraphy.

Maybe, because I can't learn, I'm more eager to learn

Xiao Shi took out the letter paper and unfolded it.

Brother:

When you open this letter, I should have been unable to accompany you.

I'm sorry. I don't want to say it, but I know. I think my brother is the same, so it's much more comfortable to say it than to hold it in my heart. Brother, do you think so?

hey!

HMM... nowadays, few people should write letters, right?

With a mobile phone, you can chat about QQ, wechat and microblog. All places can record their lives. Even text messages have been "eliminated". There is no such a long-standing way to convey feelings as writing letters.

But now I want to write a letter to my brother.

Because it will not disappear because the mobile phone is lost or replaced, and it will not feel the temperature because of the coldness of the system text.

I want to leave a letter to accompany my brother through the loneliness during my departure, until a good and warm girl, my future sister-in-law, accompanies my brother and gives him a home again.

……

Xiao Shi only felt that for a moment, his nose was sour and his eyes became blurred.

He looked at the faint marks of water droplets on the letter paper, and even thought of Xiao Yuan writing the letter while laughing and crying.

……

Brother, I'm really happy to be born in this family.

I still remember that my father worked in the Construction Bureau and often had to go to the acceptance site. He was often disheartened. If he didn't look like a cadre in the pediatrics room, he came to the school to pick me up. The children always thought he was a migrant worker.

At that time, my little self-esteem was always hurt by my father's "sloppiness", and I was angry with my father.

My father hugged me and told me that migrant workers are just a job, which is the same as his job.

He said: no matter migrant workers or any people who don't seem to have a decent job, they can have a lot of infrastructure in the city, and we can live in beautiful houses. We shouldn't discriminate against anyone who works with their own hands.

At that time, although I didn't understand it, I grew up slowly. I understood that in this family, I got the best education and understood more truth.

Mother is a junior high school English teacher.

When I was in primary school, I was worried that my mother would be assigned to the class of head teacher in junior middle school.

Unexpectedly, I didn't have time to worry too much. When you were in junior high school, you were assigned to your mother's class as a head teacher.

I watched you secretly at that time!

However, my brother's academic performance was good. Later, I found that my observation of you had no preventive effect at all.

……

Xiao Shi smiled, but tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

How could he not remember?

At that time, the little girl always secretly observed the "interaction" between him and her mother when she came home. What was she thinking with her little head tilted from time to time?

Occasionally he would toot his mouth and look puzzled.

……

Unfortunately, I didn't have time to worry about whether junior high school would be assigned to my mother's class, so I couldn't be in school.

And such regret, until dad and mom left unexpectedly.

At that time, I cried and affected my condition.

While you have to deal with the aftermath of your father and mother and go to school, you also need to take care of me in an unstable condition... You must be very tired?!

……

Xiao Shi turned his head and tightened his eyebrows. At that moment, his sadness could not be contained.

Yes, very tired!

He was a sophomore in senior high school.

Even if he doesn't do anything, he is busy just studying.

He is not a genius, not a God... Xueba's identity requires him to make more efforts than others.

Just one week after his parents left, he often felt that he couldn't make it.

However, seeing Xiaoyuan, she is still so young and her parents are gone. What will she do if his brother falls down?

That time is very tired, but it seems that after that time, it will not be so tired.

Xiao Shi took a deep breath and continued to look at the letter written by Xiao Yuan.

Looking at it one by one, the words behind it are getting uglier and uglier.

Xiao Shi knew very well that his sister was supporting every word when he was sad and out of strength.

There is no strict logic in a letter.

Letter, see the last page.

……

Brother, I left. Please be sad.

Because I should be more sad.

I have my father and mother waiting for me and accompanying me, and you... Are really only one person.

So please just be sad and start your new life.

Whether it's architectural design or this home, please be free until she appears who can form a new home with you.

I think my brother Xiao Yuan must be a designer who can have his own personality like aunt Jian Mo and is not willing to drift with the tide and be imprisoned by the public aesthetics.

Brother, you can!

^

A "•" is on the other line behind the smiling face. There is no word. You can see that it took a lot of effort.

Xiao Shi didn't know this. Was it because Xiao Yuan was trying to say something, so she didn't write after writing, or was she suffering something because of her body or thoughts?

But whatever?

At this moment, his heart seemed to be pricked by a needle because of this point.

Finally

After this point, I didn't say anything, only left the last sentence at the bottom.

[brother, I love you! Sister: Xiao Yuan!]

Xiao Shi closed his eyes. Tears were squeezed out and fell on the stationery. When he fainted and dyed, he fainted the words scratched by the water marks.

Xiao Shi gritted his teeth and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes. He greedily wanted to continue to feel his sister's breath and read the letter again.

The hand finishing the letter paper suddenly paused, and Xiao turned the letter paper immediately.

Unexpectedly, there are words on the back of the last page