Lin Nanan held Ye Ziyu tightly. He felt sorry for her. At the same time, he knew that this was a thorn in Ziyu's heart before he was "dying".

At that time, he gave Ziyu an illusion because of his task

That is, he has never forgotten Xiaoxiao. Everything he does, including accepting the task of zhanxiaoyun, is all because of Xiaoxiao.

Even, close to her, but also because of small!

During the military region martial arts competition, the play with Ouyang Meng, the suicide notes and photos pressed in the military uniform... Everything is the pain that Ziyu can't let go.

A girl who is still in college, for her strength, even fulfilled his righteousness

And even though he said love after she lost her memory, he never seriously explained about the little past.

"Ziyu, there is no one between us..." Lin Nan slowly opened his eyes, loosened Ye Ziyu, and looked at her with burning and firm eyes, "including, small!"

When the task was completed, when he took off his military uniform, he stood in front of the small tombstone... In this life, he had no attachment to Xiaoyu, but left a pair of Ziyu with deep guilt and pain and love.

It is said that he is a long-term and dedicated person. After he had an idea about Xiaoxiao since childhood, he has been trying to stay with Xiaoxiao.

But when the birthday party held for Xiaoxiao was stood up, in front of several brothers, he smashed the cake and watched the diamond ring reflected by the sun lie on the ground and hurt his eyes... He knew that maybe he should let Xiaoxiao go and himself.

When he chose the road of joining the army arranged by his grandfather and put on the military uniform with 12 epaulets in the military camp, he had decided to let go of everything in the past.

Falling in love with someone may only take a moment.

And forgetting a person is often a long process

He paralyzed himself with training and the ambition he had made an appointment with ah Zhao. Gradually, he found that the responsibility was too great.

In a special mission, several times of narrowly escaped death

The dissociation of time and the edge of death made him put down his feelings from small to large.

Just, when everything is calm, when you know a little death... Even without love, there is still the past.

Especially when I know that Xiaoxiao didn't agree to be with him because of what she was carrying.

Knowing that Xiaoxiao died so tragically in the mission, and even couldn't enter the martyr cemetery after death, and even the tombstone didn't have a name... As a man who once loved her and a soldier, he was in pain!

However, in that pain, there are self remorse, chagrin and sympathizing... But alone, there is no love!

Ye Ziyu looked at Lin Nan. She could read a lot from his eyes, but she was not sure about some things.

"I don't want to be jealous, nor do I want you to completely forget her..." Ye Ziyu lowered her eyes. "I didn't have time to participate in your past, but..."

She knows the truth, but she is just an ordinary person, uncertain and jealous.

Even for small, she should not be jealous.

But knowing and doing are two different things

We all know and understand a lot of truth, but how many people can really do it?

It's said that others are easy. When it's their turn to do it, it's not that... Isn't it?!

Lin got up to the South and took Ye Ziyu with him. He went to the bedside and let her lie down. It was more comfortable.

He leaned aside at the head of the bed, took Ye Ziyu into his arms, and then slowly opened his mouth: "that's a task, and I owe a little understanding... Whether as a man who once loved her or a fellow soldier, I must accept the task, give her justice, and let her tombstone engrave her name at the same time, I can be included in the martyr's cemetery!"

Ye Ziyu listened quietly without speaking.

"I know what you care about?" Lin Nan's eyes fell in front and his voice was a little empty. "The little suicide note and the words I let you hear about my little love... I didn't mention these when you lost your memory."

Ye Ziyu drooped his eyes and his mouth began to tremble because of nervousness.

"When Ouyang lemon came to Los Angeles, I explained it to you, but I didn't dare to explain it too deeply..." Lin Nan mocked himself. "You lose your memory, even if you still have feelings for me subconsciously, I dare not take risks."

He would also be afraid to lose Ziyu again because she might not remember her past after she recovered.

Ye Ziyu tilted his head and looked at Lin Nan. He had an indescribable taste in his heart.

Lin Nan looked back at Ye Ziyu and smiled. After a kiss on her forehead, he continued: "whether it's the suicide note you saw or what you heard from Ouyang Meng and me in Pancheng Military Region... It's all part of the task."

At the beginning, although those words were not said to Ziyu, and he didn't know Xi Hongwen would lead him to pass... However, hearing is hearing.

He was angry with Xi Hongwen's private decision, but he also knew that when the task came to a critical moment, he could not be willful because Ziyu was hurt!

Not because of small, but because of the responsibility on your shoulders!

"You mean..." Ye Ziyu was a little confused.

Lin Nan smiled. "It's my first love. It's something that happened. I can't think it didn't happen..." he looked at Ye Ziyu with burning eyes and said, "and you are the person I've determined to accompany me through my life after the task is over!"

Ye Ziyu didn't respond. He just looked at Lin Nannan. His head still couldn't turn around.

"The suicide note was written by Xiaoxiao and forged by Ouyang Meng." Lin Nan sighed softly, "Ziyu, since I pushed you away for the first time, I don't want to have you in the task... I don't want to hurt you because of a small thing, let alone hurt you because of myself!"

Ye Ziyu suddenly sat up, "so, can I understand that what you said during the mission that you don't love me or don't want to be with me is because you don't want me to be in danger or afraid that I misunderstand you afterwards?"

Lin Nan looked at Ye Ziyu and smiled. His little girl has always been very smart and rational.

Although I occasionally get into trouble, most of the time, I tell her that she can understand

"What do you think?" Lin Nan didn't answer.

Ye Ziyu left his mouth, thought about the past briefly and said, "so there are no small problems between us..."

Lin nodded to the south, "no!"

Ye Ziyu glanced at the corner of his mouth and looked at Lin Nannan's skin, which was a little dark bronze and turned into wheat color when it was different from Pancheng. He pondered slightly, crossed a touch of emotion in the bottom of his eyes and said, "I'm sad about Mr. Zhan's problem, but I have nothing to say, and the small problem has been solved... But it seems that there is still a strict war!"