Chapter 1453

He Yining looked at Jin shaosi dimly with tearful eyes. The smile from the corners of his mouth was bigger and bigger, but it was more and more frightening.

"Can I do it?" he Yining asked hoarsely, "ace, tell me, how can I do it?"

Jin shaosi's lips moved and wanted to say forget, but he found that it was difficult for him to even say so. How can he forget?!

"Yining..." Jin shaosi looked at he Yining sadly.

Why would you rather turn your head and let the tears flow out all the time, as if it couldn't be finished.

"All along, I thought the obstacle between me and Li Yunze was that I couldn't catch up with him." he Yining choked. "Later, I spent a night with him. I felt that even if I couldn't be together, at least I ended my life of chasing him."

Why rather bite his lip, "but he said to try, and this try, let me finally complete the biggest chase in my life."

She said, looking at Jin shaosi, "ah Si, when I know that the car accident between my mother and father may have happened because I went after Li Yunze, do you know how much strength I have to use to not think about it?"

Sad words gouged out Jin shaosi's heart word by word, and the pain was drenched with blood.

"I think, I don't want to feel guilty, I don't want to stop life because of guilt." he Yining gently fans his eyes, and tears will roll down. "My father and mother won't want to see me like that. They want me to be happy. They know better than anyone that my happiness is Li Yunze."

Jin shaosi gently held he Yining's hand and felt her trembling all over her body, frowning and tightening.

"But now?" he Yining laughed and sighed, "how can I convince myself?"

Jin shaosi held he Yining's hand tightly and tried to give her some firmness.

"Ace, do you know?" why Ning couldn't stop crying. "Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan didn't do anything, just because his surname was Chen, so there were no children in Jinxi and no happiness in Jinxi..."

Jin shaosi frowned slightly. He didn't know how this matter had something to do with Chen Xuan.

But on second thought, Jin shaosi seemed to have guessed something

"Li Yunze clearly told me that although he wanted Jinxi to be happy, he would not forgive anything related to the death of brother Yunhao." the sadness at the bottom of he Yining's eyes spread again and superimposed together, which could not describe the pain.

"Chen Xuan, he won't forgive. What about me?"

He Yining suddenly went crazy. He threw away shaosi Jin's hand and suddenly stood up. His hands kept poking himself in the chest. He roared hoarsely: "I am the person who caused the event. If it weren't for me, no one would know the process of Brother Yun Hao's research, and no one would know that those studies that can also make drugs are all me..."

Jin shaosi stood up slowly. Even though he had a thousand words at the moment, he clearly knew that he had no way to comfort he Yining.

"I accidentally got the paper for research and calculation. It's me, it's me!"

He Yining sneered, which was a hatred of himself to the extreme.

When proposing marriage, under the statue of Hippocrates, Li Yunze said to her: practicing medicine is only for curing diseases. Don't give poison to anyone, and never instruct anyone to use it.

That's Li Yunze's persistence, but also Yunhao's brother's persistence

Even if he committed suicide, he didn't give his research to those who made drugs!

She took the paper she wrote during her research and even fell into the hands of evil people

"Ace, Li Yunze and I are out of the question!"

He Yining beat the position of his heart in pain, and exerted great force every time.

"Yining!" Jin shaosi came forward to stop him.

He Yining suddenly retreated. Such pain is not pain at all for her at the moment.

"Can you imagine what happens when Li Yunze knows that I caused everything?" he Yining shook his hand, stamped his feet, bent down and cried. "Can you imagine what happens to him when he knows that I took brother Yunhao's research manuscript away because I went to him?"

"Wuwu..." why would Ning cry? He was out of breath. "He will hate not only me, but also himself!"

"If I hadn't chased her, those things wouldn't have happened!"

"If it weren't for me, my aunt wouldn't die, and brother Yunhao wouldn't commit suicide..."

"If it weren't for me, Jinxi wouldn't have miscarriage, let alone pain!"

"I caused all this -"

Why rather roar, slowly squat on the ground, holding his knees and trying to cry.

She is in pain, she will bring more pain to Li Yunze.

……

"Yunze, you should control the research direction well." the professor turned off the computer and said, "if there is a breakthrough this time, your little thought will pay off."

Li Yunze raised his eyebrows. "Professor, what do you say? It seems that I joined the research group just to think carefully?!"

"That's not sure." the professor smiled, "you boy, when you don't care, you let us bystanders see it indifferently and feel too much. But if you care, according to the current students, it's the unbridled spreading of dog food."

"The professor is quite fashionable." Li Yunze smiled.

The professor was amused by Li Yunze. He looked at the time, "OK, it's too late. Go back early... Drive carefully."

"I know." Li Yunze raised his eyebrows. "There will be a family soon. We must take care of it."

"You boy..." the professor smiled, shook his head and patted Li Yunze's arm.

Li Yunze said goodbye to the professor and left. While walking to the parking lot, he took out his mobile phone and wanted to call he Yining to pick her up.

The number hasn't been dialed yet. A text message arrived.

Jin shaosi: Yining felt sad and slept in the vineyard.

Li Yunze frowned slightly and dialed Jin shaosi's phone

He Yining has changed from crying to sobbing. Jin shaosi looks at it and calls and says, "Li Yunze's phone."

Why Ning looked at Jin shaosi with red and swollen eyes. Many emotions flashed across his eyes, and finally turned into fear under resistance.

With a deep sigh, Jin shaosi got up and answered the phone as he went out.

"Is Yining all right?" Li Yunze asked.

Mr. Jin looked back and said, "there must be something in her mind when sorting out the relics..." she paused. "She went back to the house where they lived before, lay down by the bed and fell asleep."

Li Yunze opened the door and got on the bus, "let me go and see her..."