Chapter 1213

Zhang Nian's eyes turned red. The feeling of suffocation tore her heart.

"There are too many things between us. Even if I still love too much, I can't come near you... Because I'm too tired." Zhang Nian looked at Chu Zixiao and slowly turned to face her. After a self mockery on the corner of his mouth, tears fell down.

"Not every fairy tale has a happy ending, and not every love has a result." Zhang Nian strongly sniffed and smiled, even with tears. "Someone has investigated online that up to 95% of first love has no result? You and Jian Mo, you are to me..."

When the words fell, Zhang Nian only felt heartache.

Originally, she can face him become alienated and indifferent, but she can't stop the heart that loves him.

This relationship is finally coming to an end

She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of those bad things.

But it turned out that she forgot the human heart. If it was filled with another person, it would be pulled out with blood

Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked. He looked at Zhang Nian, came forward and gently raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face.

"I don't want such a result." Chu Zixiao's voice showed a trace of sadness. "I couldn't see clearly at the beginning, but it has become what it is now... Zhang Nian, I don't mind the hardships of this road, but I want a chance."

Zhang Nian couldn't help crying. She was choking with pain.

"No!" Zhang Nian closed her eyes and squeezed out all the tears in her eyes.

She kept shaking her head, even if her heart was suffocating.

Chu Zixiao hugged Zhang Nian and wrapped his arms around her body, as if he wanted to rub her into his own body.

"I won't apologize for what happened at the beginning. After all, I am angry and disgusted under such circumstances." Chu Zixiao's eyes are scarlet. "However, I ignored that you are also a victim. I didn't take into account your feelings, and even made you suffer twice as much as me..."

Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with deep sadness and regret.

If it wasn't for the persistence of Mo Mo, if it wasn't for the anger of that night, he and Zhang Nian might start slowly, and everything could be quiet.

But what happened, whether he or Zhang Nian, can't be changed.

Even, he can guess the answer, but he doesn't want to face

So he's struggling.

"At that time, I was also a victim. Now I don't have a chance. How cruel is it to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "and how innocent are we?"

Zhang Nian kept crying. In Chu Zixiao's arms, her tears seemed to burst the embankment and poured out.

Once, how much she hoped for this embrace.

She imagined that if Chu Zixiao held her in her arms, she would be able to pass out happily

Green love, all the girls' dreams of love, she did in Chu Zixiao.

Just because of these beautiful dreams, when she woke up, she found how vulnerable her strength was.

"We're all right, but time can't fit..." Zhang Nian endured the impulse to hold Chu Zixiao. She knew that at this moment, she would only make herself and him more painful.

"The time is wrong, you can correct it." Chu Zixiao gritted his teeth. "If you miss it, you can wait, you can look back... Without trying, how can we know that it has been wrong?"

Zhang Nian sobbed. "There's no way..." she suddenly pushed Chu Zixiao away. "Can you give me back a father? Can you make my mother no longer lie in the hospital bed all year round? No!"

Zhang Nian roared, "Chu Zixiao, you're not me. You don't know how difficult I am in the middle... I even thought, if it wasn't for my unreasonable request, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if it wasn't for that play, would I be happier today?"

She laughed at herself and said, "but how can there be a if? Everything happened, and we can't change..." Zhang Nian wiped her tears. "Once, there were so many problems between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen, but they were in love, so they had to overcome, and what about us? No, no unforgettable, how can we spend the thorns together?"

"Now we can write our unforgettable!" Chu Zixiao roared.

Zhang Nian shook his head. "You don't understand... Only when there are no impurities in each other at the beginning can we be unforgettable. There is a gap between us. How to depict each other's bones and remember each other's hearts?"

A query made Chu Zixiao feel powerless.

He understood everything Zhang Nian said. It was because he understood that he was more powerless.

"Everyone is well..." Zhang Nian tried to smile, even if his nose is very sour. "Maybe one day I can forget my mind about you, and you can also find a calm love that belongs to you... We bless each other and keep the memory today."

Chu Zixiao's eyes were red, and the corners of his mouth moved back and forth, trying to do something forcibly.

But at this moment, he couldn't move.

Zhang Nian is so strong in front of him. He looks at her eyes, the tears in her eyes and the smile on her mouth. He can't use anything to hurt the girl.

Winter night wind, mixed with biting.

All of a sudden, across the face, just like the tip of a small needle on the skin.

But how can such pain compare with the pain in my heart at this moment?

From the beginning of returning home, he made mistakes in dealing with Mo Mo's feelings, and finally extended the mistakes to Zhang Nian.

He is innocent, but Zhang Nian is more innocent than him.

But now I understand that it's too late

Even if Zhang Nian is reluctant to be with him, she will be unhappy. She tortures herself every day because of her behavior ashamed of her parents.

Is this what he can pay for love?

Just like the original foam, can his love only bring harm?

No

He can also give in or pay silently, can't he?!

Not every relationship, all he can do is love without being sharp

Time, little by little.

The winter night is getting deeper and deeper, and the wind is getting more and more biting.

Chu Zixiao leaned on the car and smoked one cigarette after another. By the time Zhang Nian got off work, a circle had fallen in front of his heel.

Zhang Nian was in a mixed mood when she saw Chu Zixiao.

She doesn't know what to do to completely push Chu Zixiao away

"You don't have a burden," Chu Zixiao said gently when he saw Zhang Nian standing there. "Can I send you one last time in an embarrassing capacity?"