Muyan looked at her wearing a jacket, then sat down opposite her and sighed: "the injury is so serious, why don't you say it? If you see me one day later, I'm afraid you won't be able to improve your accomplishments from now on. "“ And if it is treated as soon as possible, it can be cured only once, but now it needs at least a month of continuous treatment before the root of the disease can be completely removed. " After biting her lips, she said in a low voice: "in the battle of Tianqing, I didn't protect my little master. I almost let him die."“ So you punish yourself in this way? " Mu Yan is about to be laughed, "are you stupid or stupid? How sad would Xiao Bao be if he knew? " Phantom shook his head: "no, I just realized that I was too weak. I want to be stronger, and I want to be qualified to continue to be the leader of the xuanzi department. I want to be able to guard you, the king and the little master in the future. " And she is a weak woman with general talent and late start. If she wants to be better than others, she must make thousands of times more efforts than others. It's a luxury for her to recuperate for a long time. However, her identity as a woman can not be known to anyone, nor can she be treated by doctors. Mu Yan frowned: "don't you want to restore the identity of a woman?" The shadow lowered her eyes and did not answer. His hands clenched their fists unconsciously. Muyan sighed: "what about the cold night? How sad it would be for him to know that you are suffering from such a heavy injury every day without telling him? " The shadow spirit was staring at the ground and murmured in a low voice for a long time: "he deserves better."“ What? " Mu Yan suspected that he had heard wrong. Phantom raised her head, toward her smile, smile unspeakable calm cold. But mu Yan felt that he could hardly breathe because of the pain in his heart“ On a cold night, he deserves a better woman than a bloodless monster like me. " She can't rely on him wholeheartedly, can't have children for him, and can't even be together forever. In the battle of Tianqing, the heartbreaking cry on a cold night seems to be still in my ears. And she, even can't promise to put down the sword for him, from then on, become his virtuous wife. She's not a man, she's not a woman. It's just a monster. Shadow ghost finish saying this short sentence, get up toward Mu Yan kneel down on one knee, heavily kowtow a head, just turn to leave. Anyway, she had already vowed that she would be loyal to you all her life and guard you and miss. Anyway, she chose to dress up as a man and became the leader of Xuanbu. She did not look forward to living a quiet, loving and ordinary life. Think so thoroughly, turn around, crystal clear tears or across the face Mu Yan looked at the candlelight in the room in a daze. The sound coming from one ear goes in and comes out of the other. I didn't catch what I was saying. Finally, the speaker couldn't bear it. He clasped her chin and forced them to look at each other“ Jun Mu Yan, don't push too much! "“ I have promised you to treat shadow for two hours. Now that the treatment is over, are you still so absent-minded? Is it hard to say that you are not as good as shadow in your heart Muyan returned to his senses, and when he saw the man's gloomy and handsome face, he couldn't help laughing.