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Knowing that I really want to, I can only feel guilty

Just like usual, Tang Hongbo left for the company the moment he saw Tang Hongbo.

"I heard that you and Chen Xi took Tony to find Chen Yiran yesterday, right?"

"So you're not going to France now, are you? The last time, the two of you did something too immoral. When you came back from France and didn't tell Chen Xi and I anything, you suddenly went back home. Tang Hongbo joked.

"Cousin, you're making fun of me again. The last time we suddenly returned, I didn't tell you that we were in the wrong. Please forgive me."

"Alright, since you're my cousin, I won't argue with you guys for now. But since you're back, you should live a good life in the country. Since when should you also have a child?" Tang Hongbo said in all seriousness.

Meng Qingxia blushed greatly when she heard him, and said: "Aiya! Cousin, what are you talking about? You're so shy. "

"Alright, I won't tease you anymore."

"Oh right, what about Chen Xi?"

"She went to see a friend of hers."

"Oh, so it's like that. Alright then, I'll go out first. You take your time." With that, Meng Qingxia turned around and walked out of Tang Hongbo's office.

Meng Qingxia packed her things for a while before she left the company.

"Sister Qing, did you go out?" Xiao Wen of the company asked.

"En, that's right. I have something to do outside, so I'll be leaving first."

"Alright, then go." Xiao Wen replied.

Walking out of the company, Meng Qingxia hailed a taxi.

The taxi driver asked, "Miss, where are you going?"

"To the Modern House Lafite Bar," Meng Qingxia replied.

"Alright!" The driver said with a smile.

Meng Qingxia dialed Chen Xi's number. Du du du. A crisp female voice sounded from the other end of the phone.

"Hey!" Chen Xi, have you arrived? "

"Yes, I'm here. I'll be waiting for you." Chen Xi replied Meng Qingxia.

"Alright."

"Oh yeah, you didn't tell Tang Hongbo that you wanted to see me, right?"

"No, don't worry." Meng Qingxia said with a smile.

"Alright then, I'll wait for you."

With that, Meng Qingxia hung up the phone.

"Miss, we've arrived at the Modern Lafite Bar. A total of one hundred and fifty. "

"Alright, here you go."

"I'm looking for you for fifty, miss. Take your time."

After getting off the car, Meng Qingxia saw the words "Modern Lafite Bar" on the door.

Once inside, Meng Qingxia saw Chen Xi sitting in a corner of the bar. Today, Chen Xi was wearing a red cheongsam, which was very eye-catching amongst the crowd.

Meng Qingxia quickly walked over and greeted Chen Xi.

"Hai, I'm so sorry to have waited so long." Meng Qingxia said embarrassedly.

"I'm fine. And I just arrived not too long ago? " Chen Xi replied politely.

The waiter walked over.

"Hello! "Miss, may I know what you want to drink? We have wine, beverages, and sweets. Take a look." The waiter politely replied.

"A cocktail will do." Meng Qingxia said.

"Yes, please wait a moment."

After he finished speaking, Meng Qingxia turned around and looked at Chen Xi, and asked.

"Why are you looking for me today?"

"I called you here to ask you something."

"What is it? You still don't want me to tell Tang Hongbo that I came to see you. " Meng Qingxia did not understand.

"Actually, it's not a big deal. I just don't want to tell him everything. After all, I prefer freedom and don't like being restricted."

"Yeah, that's true. What exactly do you want to know?"

"Why is my brother so sad? and getting drunk. " Chen Xi asked carefully.

"So that's what happened. Didn't Tang Hongbo tell you?" I thought you knew. "

Chen Xi laughed awkwardly: "Hehe, I really didn't know, I didn't ask in detail."

"Fine."

"Why is that?"

Isn't this all because of his good brother Han Hao? Meng Qingxia pouted with an expression of helplessness.

"Because of Han Hao?" Chen Xi was at a loss.

"That's right! It's all because of Han Hao. "

"Tell me about it."

"Han Hao was the one who hypnotized him. You also know that medicine is good and you know a lot about hypnosis. So Han Hao let him hypnotize us. "

"What!?" Han Hao will also hypnotize him! " Chen Xi said in shock.

"Un, that's right!" And that's why I'm blaming myself. " Meng Qingxia was also very sad.

"Then why did Han Hao hypnotize him?" Chen Xi asked, she really hoped that someone could answer her questions. After all, Chen Yiran had treated her very well, and she was very worried about Chen Yiran.

"This..." Meng Qingxia said hesitantly.

"What is it? Speak up! " Chen Xi was obviously excited, even her face was flushed from the blood stain.

"I really can't say." Meng Qingxia was clearly in a difficult situation, she knew that the consequences of what she had said would be severe, but seeing Chen Xi repeatedly pressing on her, she had no other choice.

"How should I put it …"

Chen Xi was getting impatient.

"Meng Qingxia, just tell me, I feel very uncomfortable like this, and you also feel very uncomfortable while holding it in."

"Alright, then I'll tell you, but you have to promise me, once you know it then it'll be like nothing happened, you'll still be as deep in love with Tang Hongbo as before, don't change anything, okay?"

After Meng Qingxia finished speaking, she then decided to tell Chen Xi the truth, because she felt that everyone had the right to know the truth. As for knowing what to do in the future, it would be up to them.

"Tell me!"

"The reason behind all of this is because of you," Meng Qingxia said.

"It's because Han Hao likes you a lot, and I think you should know about this matter. However, you only treat him as an older brother, and Han Hao doesn't care, he's willing to give it up for you."

She knew that Han Hao had always liked her and treated her especially well. He had always been by her side, silently caring for her and loving him, but in her heart, there was only Tang Hongbo.

"And then?"

"Then he asked me to hypnotize him as well, and before, he also silently gave a lot for you, but you also know that he never wanted others to know that he paid well for you, he only wanted to support you behind your back, even if you didn't respond, for him, wealth and glory are not worth mentioning, but for him, you really are a dream."

"There were other things that happened before. I guess you know it was all because of you, he, Han Hao, had sacrificed all his life for you. Speaking of which, I really admire him." Meng Qingxia said as hot tears welled up in her eyes.

"It's not because of anything else, but simply because he feels sorry for Han Hao. If it wasn't for Chen Xi, he would definitely be living a good life. She would have someone she likes, and maybe even have a girl of her own."

Hearing that Chen Xi could only let out the tears in her heart, she couldn't stop crying. She had really let Han Hao down, in this life, other than letting her parents down, the only person who felt sorry was him.

In fact, in his heart, Chen Xi also wished that he could fall for Han Hao, because she did not want to hurt him, but in his heart, there was only Tang Hongbo.

She knew very well that Han Hao had always been good to her, but she could only treat him as her big brother. She really couldn't give him any other feelings, nor could she give them to him.

"I really hate myself. If it wasn't for the fact that I, Han Hao, am not like this right now, I wouldn't have brought anything to him. I would have brought nothing but pain."

Chen Xi was already crying so much that she couldn't control herself from thinking about him. She also couldn't control herself from thinking about how he had taken care of her like a big brother in the past.

To Chen Xi, although they weren't love, they were like family, like siblings. She was very at ease with her days together with him.

Meng Qingxia didn't know what to say. All this while, Meng Qingxia had never comforted anyone else, for Chen Yiran to be like this, and for Chen Xi to be like this, she could only let her cry happily. Perhaps this, Chen Xi could be better.

Along with the slow flow of time, Chen Xi finally stopped crying. The current Chen Xi was sprawled on the table, unmoving, not crying at all.

Meng Qingxia patted Chen Xi.

Chen Xi raised her head, looked at Meng Qingxia, and said nothing.

Chen Xi's originally exquisite face was now mostly spent on her makeup, it was as if a beauty had fallen into a river, her expression miserable.

Her eyes were huge, but she had been crying for too long. Originally, her large eyes were swollen to the point that they felt like they had extra lumps growing out from the bottom of her eyes. She looked very haggard and unsightly.

Meng Qingxia wiped away Chen Xi's crying face and said to her: "Chen Xi, don't cry. The situation has already become like this, what else can you do?"

Chen Xi remained silent. Then Meng Qingxia continued: "Chen Xi! Chen Xi! Did you listen again? "

Meng Qingxia seemed to be at a loss for what to do, and then said: "If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have told you. Seeing you look so sorrowful, I couldn't help but want to cry."

At this time, Chen Xi opened her mouth: "Meng Qingxia, don't you think I'm special? Do you think I'm particularly cruel? "

As he spoke, Chen Xi couldn't help but cry out loud. He hugged his head and cried on the table, then picked up the bottle of wine in his hand and drank it all up.

She really wanted to stay drunk today so that she would feel less self-blame and guilt in her heart. She would then be able to live a blissful life with Tang Hongbo and her own child Tony without thinking too much.

But how could she live so peacefully when she knew the truth? How could he live a happy life like before?

The reality told her that it was impossible. She owed Han Hao so much that she couldn't repay him with her entire life. She owed him so much that she owed him her entire life.

Right now, Chen Xi only wanted to find Han Hao and personally tell him that she wanted to say to him: "I'm sorry."

Although these three words had been said a thousand times in her heart, she had never said it out loud.

It was already midnight, Chen Xi was drunk as mud, Meng Qingxia looked at him with a helpless expression, then Meng Qingxia dialed Tang Hongbo's number, and before long, Tang Hongbo's voice came out.

"Hey!" Was it Tang Hongbo? Chen Xi is with me, she's drunk now, we're at the Modern House Lafite, you should come and pick her up. "

When Tang Hongbo heard this, he immediately drove to the Modern House Lafite Bar. He saw Chen Xi sprawled on the table, and when Meng Qingxia saw Tang Hongbo, he immediately waved at him.

"Tang Hongbo, over here!"

Tang Hongbo supported Chen Xi up then said goodbye to Meng Qingxia and left with Chen Xi.

As he sat in the car, Tang Hongbo looked in the mirror and saw Chen Xi sitting in the back seat.

In a short while, they reached home. Tang Hongbo carried Chen Xi in her arms and brought her to her bedroom.

Looking at Chen Xi's disheveled appearance on the bed, Tang Hongbo was puzzled. Exactly why did Chen Xi drink so much wine? She had never drunk so much in her life.