Chapter 514

Du Wei's beautiful, very amazing, very sunny, like a flower in full bloom in the sun. It's just that I'm not really interested in her beauty.

I don't know whether my aesthetic has changed after such an accident, or because the psychological shadow has begun to resist her beauty.

She gave me a serious look and her eyes drifted out of the window again.

There was a man who had just sent her to the parking lot outside. She thought about it and said to me, "what do you want to know? As long as I know, I will tell you. "

Suddenly I didn't know what to ask.

She looked at my expression and said with a smile: "in fact, since God has let you forget many things, you don't have to pursue the so-called truth, because the truth is not beautiful“

"I want to know why you're with him." I also look outside. She should know who I mean by "he".

The corner of her mouth looks like a bitter smile and a flash of illusion. She whispers, "no reason, you are also excellent, but there is no way to compare the feelings on the table. I am more in tune with him. No matter in daily life or in bed, I am more in tune with him than with you."

When I heard her words, I felt another pain.

This kind of feeling comes suddenly, I am a little bit, I stare at her, just doubt is false, she is really my fiancee?

"How long have we been together? How did you get to know each other? " I asked her steadily.

She said with a bright smile: "it's not necessary to tell you these things now. I think it's God's best arrangement that you forget me. Now that you are well, you should start over. "

My amnesia seems to have given her more freedom, and her words have no lingering effect on me.

"Can you say something about it? I just want to know what kind of person I am I said to her.

She was silent for a moment and said, "in fact, you don't have to pay so much attention to me. I'm not a good person. Before I met you, I changed boyfriends more often. However, you are a little silly. I'm sorry that I'll have a car accident in a hurry for me. "

Next, no matter how I asked her, my words were very consistent. I didn't want to talk about the past again, and repeatedly said that it was a perfect arrangement for me to forget her.

At the end of the day, I lost my patience. I suddenly stood up, punched the table and yelled: "don't think that people who forget are very happy. Do you know how it feels to look back at the past? I didn't come to you because I wanted to make up with you. You can rest assured. What I want to know is my past. If you know, please tell me

She just put away her smile, looked at the waiter who was coming here, raised her hand to stop him, and whispered to me, "OK, don't get excited. I'll tell you

The following narration is the same as all love stories. We meet for the first time, then attract each other, and then slowly get together. She's from a middle class family. She works as a model in a company. As an Asian, she's petite and not very popular. She's barely making ends meet.

I love her so much that I even give her my salary card for safekeeping. Even her mobile phone still keeps the consumption record of using my card.

After all this, she looked at me seriously and said, "thank you for being so kind to me, but now we don't have that kind of intimate relationship. Can I go after you listen to me?"

I waved her away.

There is no flaw in her words. Everything is true.

But in her narration, I didn't feel familiar, let alone familiar things that touched my heart.

Watching her get into the man's car, I suddenly thought of a problem. It should be what traditional Chinese men do when they express their love. If I grew up abroad, how could I have such a habit?

All this cognition in my mind is like jumping out of thin air, which makes me feel as if I have caught something, and as if I haven't caught anything.

After a while, aunt yuan drove to pick me up and asked me anxiously how I was doing. I shook my head with a wry smile and said, "I can't say good or bad. I have no impression of everything she said. I just know something about the past. It's a harvest."

Aunt yuan sighed with relief and said with a smile, "don't think so much about it. You are very good now. Since fate has made you forget it, there is a reason for it."

"What else?" I sighed

In this series of things, I vaguely feel that Aunt yuan is the key, but I can't grasp it. So in front of her, I try my best to show that I have no choice but to accept my life.This side has been exposed, except for the sudden appearance of a fiancee, my life has not changed at all. In my mind, I can't even see the trace of a word and a half across the vast white space.

People who have not really experienced amnesia should never understand this feeling.

Standing in your own memory, what you can remember is everything after waking up from the hospital. Before, you can't even remember your parents' facial features and names. Everything depends on other people's narration, which doesn't touch you at all.

However, I always have a feeling, which is wonderful. I always feel that I have forgotten someone who is very familiar and close to me. This kind of familiarity and closeness is closer than my parents. Moreover, from these collected phrases, I also vaguely feel that many things are different from what I imagined and the narratives of people around me.

But I couldn't find any sign that Aunt yuan wanted to harm me.

Everything in life is stuck and everything is going well in work.

When I couldn't afford it, Annie unwittingly advised me: "Mr. Cheng, I have a direct saying. Please listen to me if it makes sense."

I look at her.

"Now you want status, status, money and money. Why do you care about the past. Moreover, if you think that someone deliberately arranges all this, then I also want such an arrangement. " Said Annie.

I thought, "can you see my doubts about all this?" It took me a long time to think about the right word.

"It's too obvious. Your performance recently." Said Annie.

Annie's words made me seriously think that all deception in the world should be accompanied by utilization or benefit. If everything aunt yuan told me was false, what is worth her using?

All of a sudden, I just like to find a new breakthrough point, a little excited in my heart.

Going to work in China is still going on. When I didn't think I had anything to use, everything was ready.

When I got off the plane and saw the sky of China's imperial capital, I felt inexplicably familiar. I asked my assistant, "how many times have I been to this city?"

Annie shook her head and said, "I don't know that."

At this time, I think that she is a person who pretends to be with me for two years. If she didn't slip the tongue that night, I haven't begun to doubt everything.

"I feel familiar with this city, as if I have been living here all the time." I whispered.

She laughed: "boss, you are too sensitive. Your education experience, including the projects you have done, has been implemented there. How can it be possible to live here for many years. Although the imperial capital is also a first-class international metropolis, the level of employees in the financial industry is not on the top in the world. "

Annie's words are also reasonable. I didn't say much and I didn't know how to refute them. I just looked at the street scene outside the window and tried to find something in it.

When a person doubts everything around him, all the wind and grass can become a reason for doubt. Although I didn't affect my work on the surface, I felt that everything was suspicious in my heart. Even if a customer who met me in the cooperation looked at me more, I would have doubts.

Unfortunately, I have been back for a month, but no one recognizes me, let alone reminisce with me.

This month, I never deliberately avoided any social activities. I met half of the people in the financial circle of the imperial capital, and no one recognized me.

A month later, I was sitting on the balcony of my apartment, thinking about this period of time, I felt a little ridiculous.

If my suspicion of returning to the imperial capital on the first day is true and I have lived here for many years, someone will recognize me.

Judging from the current situation, I just forgot my personal experience, not my professional skills and industry experience. And these can't be learned only after I wake up. It should be after several years of systematic learning and application that everything can be so handy.

He shook his head and got rid of the suspicious people.

If aunt yuan is really using me, what is she using me for? In her position, why would I be such a manager?

Give me a brand new company, give me a good opportunity, let me give full play to my potential under the condition of full freedom? What's more, I want to be famous and beneficial for everything I do now... Even if I use it, how many people are flocking to it.

I suddenly feel that there is no need to doubt, forget it, at least now the experience is what I like.Our company has been established in DIDU for almost a year, with only 20 or 30 employees. Before I came, the headquarters didn't even send a capable person. In aunt yuan's words, this company was set up for me at the beginning.

With the support and fund of the group, everything is developing in a good direction.

Before coming here, aunt yuan called me into the office and specifically explained the competition situation of the imperial capital. Even the main competitors were listed one by one.

Since I have been in the imperial capital for a month, I have been observing the situation here every day in addition to socializing and meeting new people. I don't want to show my cards and means too early when I don't know anything