Chapter 480

I don't like this kind of mother, every day in addition to smoking, playing cards and chatting with others will only cry, as well as humbly ask men for money.

But anyway, she's my mother. She's the only one who really cares about me.

That so-called father even looks at me one more time to feel bored, every time comes and goes in a hurry. Mother begged him many times, but never stayed here for the night.

My mother cried for a long time, and only when she got my coat wet could she do it.

In fact, I don't know how she stopped crying, because I fell asleep before her. When I woke up, I heard the sound of mahjong coming from the living room.

There are many books in my room, and the floor is also cleaned up by the cleaning aunt. There is a small wool carpet by the window, which is covered with cushions and a small wooden table. I sat on this windowsill for two years with my favorite picture story book.

No one has ever told me a story. Every night I read the story book by myself, looking at the pictures and guessing. But behind the living room, mahjong sound and chat sound unceasingly.

Women's loneliness is a kind of poison, can let a person more and more sink poison.

A few days later, my mother picked me up at the gate of the kindergarten for the first time. When I was led out by the teacher, I saw her. I almost couldn't believe it. Then I broke away from the teacher's hand and ran quickly.

She squatted down and reached out for my hug.

Being held in my arms by my mother, I shed tears. I like this kind of mother. She has the smell of sunshine when she laughs.

"Will mom take you out to dinner tonight?" My mother said to me with her eyes bent with laughter.

I nodded hard and said, "OK."

Then my mother stood up and took my hand to the street to stop a taxi.

In the car, I sat beside my mother and summoned up the courage to say, "Mom, if only you were like this in the future."

Then I saw her eyes move, water flash, and then she put me in her arms, don't let me see her expression, in my ear said: "Doudou, mother gave birth to you, but can't give you a father, do you hate mother?"

"No, I love mom." I whispered around her neck.

Mom was silent for a while before she said: "Doudou, mom doesn't want you to have no sunshine like me in this life, so she is going to send you back to he's home. In their home, you can get the best education, and then you will have a good future in the future, which is more promising than following your mother. How about that? "

I didn't understand the meaning of this. I thought for a long time before I said, "I still want to be with my mother."

"Well, mom knows. But mom can't take you well now. Anyway, that woman is a good person. She shouldn't treat you badly. She should give you the right of inheritance and custody. It's better than following mom. " Mom's words are a little fast, and it's a bit reversed in my ears, I really can't understand.

That night, my mother took me to eat delicious food, even a large box of ice cream which is not easy for me to eat, as well as KFC's Hanbao chips and coke with ice.

I am happy to eat, my mother must be happy to look at me, between the eyebrows are smiling.

This is my first time to see such a gentle mother. I am so happy that my heart will fly.

The next day, my mother called the kindergarten teacher and asked for leave, saying that I would not go in the future. I didn't understand at that time, but later it was too late.

After asking for leave, my mother took me to the park.

It is the largest park in our city. A natural river passes through the center of the park. Tall water fir trees are planted on both sides of the river bank. The leaves are as green as jasper.

On the bench by the river, my mother took me for a long time to sit down and look at my watch. Then she picked me up and gave me a kiss. She said in a low voice, "Doudou, my mother has a few words to say to you. No matter you understand it or not, you should remember them."

My mother's rare seriousness made me feel that something unusual must have happened, so I sat upright and looked at my mother seriously.

She put her hands on my shoulder and said, "no matter where you are and what kind of life you live in the future, remember that you are unique and no one is better than you; No matter what you meet in he's family, you should stick to it. You are he Zelin's son. In the future, you must get the part you deserve, including the part your mother deserves; In the future, find a woman who really loves you, get married, have children and live a good life for her mother. You're a man. You have to live in the sun all your life

I remember my mother's words hard, although I can't understand a word.

For the rest of the time, she held me tightly, as if I would disappear as soon as I let go.We waited on the bench for about half an hour, and the woman who went home to talk to her mother that day appeared. She was wearing a goose yellow silk jacket, straight white jeans, drooping hair and a pair of light gold sunglasses.

When she came to us, she took off the mirror, sat down on the chair opposite, looked at me with a smile, and then looked at her mother: "if you think about it clearly, this card is for you. It's enough for you to live in another city for a lifetime."

"You can change your child's name, whatever your surname is best," she said

I don't know what they're talking about.

Mother took the card, looked at it, and then asked, "do you have a password?"

"The secret is six zeros." Said the woman.

Mom gave me the card and said, "Doudou, take it. This is the last pocket money mom gave you." After that, she looked at the woman with a smile, "I know that my existence makes you very embarrassed. I won't appear in your life any more. It's just that the child is he Zelin's seed. I don't take it away, and I don't have the right to take it away. If you look at us as women and treat our children better, I will be grateful to you for the rest of my life. "

Mom said with a smile, stood up, and then sorted out the clothes, and then bent down in my face to kiss a mouthful, whispered: "beans, mom and you say, can remember."

I nodded hard.

Then I saw my mother turn around and go to the river behind her. Before I knew what was going on, she went over the railing as high as me and flew out like a bird.

One step ahead of me, it was the woman who screamed. She ran to the edge of the railing, looked back at me, and then turned over and jumped down.

I was stunned and didn't know what was going on.

At this time, some tourists yelled: "someone jumped into the river to find short sightedness!"

In a hurry, I ran to the railing and looked down. In the water, I couldn't find my mother's shadow, but the woman came out to take a breath, and then went into the water again.

I burst into tears, a nameless danger that scared me.

Next to me, a 40 year old aunt hugged me and said, "don't be afraid, mom will come up soon." Then he took me aside, no matter how much I yelled.

After half an hour, the woman went ashore, but she didn't save my mother. She looked exhausted. She came to me and squatted down. She half raised her head and said to me, "I'm sorry, I didn't find your mother. The river is so muddy that I can't see anything clearly below."

Her eyes are red.

However, as soon as I saw her in front of me, I thought that my mother might not be able to get on. I kicked her on the shoulder and cried, "you bad woman, you dragged my mother down."

The police came quickly and asked about the situation and the statements of the onlookers. Two hours later, my mother was rescued, but she was no longer breathing.

The woman was holding me cold.

I broke away from her, threw myself on my mother's body and began to cry.

She just made me a warm mother for one day and died like this.

I looked up at the woman and yelled at her, "you are the bad woman who killed my mother."

The police have already recorded a confession, and they have a very good attitude towards her. At this moment, I feel that the world is too unfair. Since today, I don't even have a mother who loves crying, making noise and losing her temper.

After crying for a long time, I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I saw that the man who often came to give money to my mother was also present. I was in the hospital bed, he was sitting on one side, and the woman was lying on the other bed.

He saw me wake up and asked, "wake up?"

Although I don't know what the specific situation is, I can guess that their mother's death has something to do with them. I turned my head aside in anger and refused to pay attention to him.

He said nothing more, and after a while the woman in the next bed woke up. He immediately stood up, walked over and asked in a soft voice, "how are you? Would you like a doctor to come and have a check? "

I peeped over, and the woman shook her head weakly, then turned her head aside and ignored him.

The expression on his face was very anxious. He looked back at me and then said in a low voice, "I always want to find a chance to make it clear to you, but I don't know how to speak every time."

The woman lay flat on the bed with tears coming down from the corners of her eyes.The man I should call dad showed a side I had never seen before in front of this woman. He was patient and gentle, just like a child who made a mistake and was careful everywhere.

I closed my eyes and didn't want to see.

My mother would never have imagined that the man she liked looked like this in front of other women, which was different from her attitude.

There's one thing I've come to realize, mom died.

She used her own death to push me back to my father's home. I don't know if she ever thought about what kind of life I might face when she was doing all this. Does she really think money is the most important thing? Why didn't you choose to take a sum of money to leave right and wrong, and help yourself and my normal life