My nervousness in front of her is definitely not pretended. It's real nervousness. Every time I have the opportunity to stand in front of her, I also want to be as confident as other male students, but I really don't know where to put my hands and feet at that time.

I admit that at the beginning, I had a great purpose for Lin Leyi, but after a long time, I found that I really fell in love with her, which is the kind of deep love.

She is kind-hearted. Although she is beautiful and rich, she doesn't hold airs. She is very warm-hearted to her classmates. Basically, she will help anyone who has difficulties. In the big class, just like other students, help students to take the book and go to the canteen for lunch.

These actions are no different from others, let me feel that she is very kind, no longer unattainable.

In order to be worthy of her, I am also doing my best to make myself a better and perfect person.

On my first Valentine's day, I prepared for her for a whole week. From the scene to the flowers to the words of confession, every link was rehearsed countless times in my heart.

Since this year, many boys have confessed to her, but she has not agreed.

I really do not know my confession, she will not agree, with the mind to prepare for all this. Because I know that if I don't do it, there's no chance. Now there are at least five or six boys who share my thoughts.

That was the first big scene of my life.

The success of this confession is crucial to me.

At that time, there were not many people who used flowers and heart-shaped candles to express themselves. I spent three months of living expenses to decorate the scene of confession, downstairs.

When I finished playing the song "the moon represents my heart" that I had practiced for more than three months, the whole person was excited and about to burn up.

Liu Caixia helped me to send a letter, and then I stood downstairs waiting for her like a rose fool.

More than ten minutes is like a lifetime. The onlookers all coax and say nothing.

Just when I saw Lin Leyi come out of the building door, she was hit on the head by someone, and the whole person fell on the ground. Her lips and nose hurt badly on the ground. This kind of pain almost made me lose consciousness.

Before I could look up, I got another hit on the waist.

Then I heard Lin Leyi's voice. For the first time, she said so loudly: "Zhang Wei, what are you doing?"

"Help you clean up the garbage, such toads also want to tell you, also don't know to look in the mirror. It seems that I played too little some time ago Zhang Wei's voice.

"It's my business who will tell me. Please don't mind your own business. Don't run rampant in the school just because you are powerful. You think you are a bully Lin Leyi retorted loudly.

"It's not that I meddle, it's this man who gets in the way." Zhang Wei said with a smile and said, "classmate Leyi, I'm here to tell you today. I like you. Can you accept my confession?"

I got up from the ground and saw the ninety-nine roses in his arms. It suddenly appeared that the eleven roses in my hand were extremely shabby.

Because when I fell down just now, the rose was pressed under my body. Now, not to mention the shape of the bouquet, even the petals fell off a lot, just like they were picked up from the dustbin.

Look at Zhang Wei and look at myself.

There is a big difference between them. He is dressed in a suit and shoes, his hair is combed meticulously, and he is holding a big red rose in his hand. It's still a big one, followed by a little Yue Chu, who is playing some music that I can't understand.

I am not very clean sweatshirt, ordinary board inch, because of malnutrition, hair is a little yellow; The fallen rose in my hand, the ridiculous wooden guitar, and the heart-shaped candle went out a lot

At this moment, I gave up, in the heart of infinite disappointment to the hands of the flowers down.

If I were a girl, I would choose Zhang Wei without hesitation.

"Sorry, I can't accept your confession. I have someone I like. " Lin Leyi's indifferent voice rang.

I've dropped my hand and looked up at her.

She came up to me very gently and said, "don't you have anything to say to me?"

My heart is like a shot in the arm, beating violently. At this moment, my whole body is shaking, and I can hardly believe my ears.

Of course, I understand what she said, but happiness came so suddenly that I didn't react.

After nearly five or six seconds, I stammered, "I like you, Leyi. Are you willing to accept me as your boyfriend?"She looked at me, a pair of eyes in the water waves, voice crisp said: "I do." Then she reached out and took the 11 roses in my hand. She said softly, "do you mean to be single-minded?"

The onlookers clapped for me.

I can't believe that the goddess in my dream agreed to my confession, and then stood in front of me so gently and generously.

But the joy didn't last long, and I felt a pain in my waist. The whole person almost flew out and fell on the ground on the right side.

Then the fists rained down. I wanted to resist, but I didn't have the strength to fight back. There were countless fists and kicks on me. All I could do was hold my head and bow my waist.

I didn't know how long I was beaten until I heard the voice of the school security.

The security guard was called by Lin Leyi. After pulling these people apart, my whole face became swollen. Because when I looked at Lin Leyi, I found that my eyes were blocked. When I touched them with my hand, my eyes were swollen and there was only one crack left.

She helped me to the school infirmary to bandage, because the injury was too serious, had to go to the hospital.

My confession night ended in such a fight, and I won. Of course, I was happy. In the next seven days, I received Lin Leyi's natural care in the hospital.

Every day, she asked the driver to send her to me for dinner. I stood at the window of the ward and could see the driver parking downstairs. Then she ran up with her lunch box.

The next day, I asked her if her family knew anything about us. She was evasive. I knew from her expression that it was all hidden from her parents.

Suddenly relieved, if so early by her parents know, our result is only one break up.

I think it can be kept from us for a while, at least to make our relationship more stable and our relationship deeper. I didn't expect to see her father on the eve of discharge.

Her father came by himself. When he entered the ward, he first asked my name, then asked my injury, and finally introduced himself: "I don't need to say that you can guess who I am, can you?"

I nodded and cried, "Hello uncle Lin."

He nodded slightly and said, "since I know you, I have checked your home without permission."

"Uncle, my family's situation is really bad, but I'm sincere to Leyi." I said, the heart has been sinking.

He said with a smile: "I understand the feelings of young people, but as a parent, I still want to arrange a smoother path for my children. To tell you the truth, I can't say that I want you to leave my daughter, but you are really not suitable for her. Now that you are just together, a lot of life habits and habitual thinking patterns have not yet been shown. For example, she spends more than 2000 yuan on clothes every month. Can you accept it? This is still the present, and there will be more in the future. You have to know that when you really start to live in the future, it's still the responsibility of men to support the family and women to take care of the family. "

"I haven't graduated yet, but I believe I can find a good job with my own ability and give her a better life." I said firmly, but I felt uneasy. I know this is not convincing, the future is uncertain, not to mention too much understanding of the hardships of making money. How many years has it taken for their business to reach its present level? As a poor boy with no foundation, it's not easy for me to win a place in this city.

"I'm glad you think so, but you're still in school and don't fully understand the cruelty of this society. If you think you have to try with her for a while, I don't mind. But there is a saying that in front of us, when we are friends, we should not do anything more than polite. " Yue Yi's father said.

I immediately understood what he said and nodded: "uncle, don't worry, I know how to handle a lot of things. And I'm sincere to Leyi. Some things will be left for her to promise when she gets married. "

He was quite satisfied with my answer and sighed, "it's OK to try to walk for a while first. Young people always have to get in touch with feelings."

Finally, he comforted me to take good care of my illness and not to worry about money.

Not long after he left, Lin Leyi ran into the ward with tears on her face and asked anxiously, "my father has come to see you?"

"Yes, my uncle is very kind." I said with a smile.

She breathed a sigh of relief, wiped the residual tears from the corner of her eyes and said, "I knew my father was not so unkind as my mother. He didn't say anything. You can take good care of yourself. I take notes seriously these days. Take them and ask me if you don't understand. "

"Thank you I said.

"So what are you doing?" Le Yi smiles, eyes and eyebrows are curved, unspeakable moving.This time, I stayed in the hospital for 17 days. Every day after class, she would come to accompany me and go back or go home before the dormitory closed. Help me deliver food and chat with me every weekend.

This is the most relaxed period of my life. I wish I could keep it.

When I was discharged from hospital, I was eight Jin fatter than when I was admitted to hospital. Yue Yi took out a mirror from her bag and held it up in front of me and said, "look, you are a little fatter and still pretty handsome."

I can't recognize myself in the mirror. My skin is white and my face is a little bit fleshy. I don't look so smart any more. I can't tell what I'm looking like.

"I've also bought new clothes. Try them on. I don't know if they fit or not." She put a bag of clothes in front of me. "I'll go out and wait for you. OK, call me."

I've never worn such expensive clothes. After wearing them, I don't feel strong all over. When I called her in, I saw her face full of surprise.

"Leyi, it's very expensive for you to buy these for me. I'll pay you back when I earn money." I said.

"No, it's all because of me. I should have given you some clothes." She said with a smile.

This is where our relationship begins, and then it gets closer and sweeter.

At the beginning, Zhang Wei would come to find little trouble. Later, when he saw that it was irreparable, he turned his attention to find the beautiful little sister in the freshman