Chapter 456

Late at night, my daughter and wife went to sleep.

I am a person sitting in the study smoking, the room is very quiet.

Looking at the calendar on the desk, I suddenly realized that I had known Lin Leyi for four years and eight months. During this period, I tried to get close to her more than once, and she cleverly avoided me. In her eyes, only he Liancheng. The former Playboy, now Cheng Xin.

The more tortuous their experiences are, the less others can get involved.

Even though she is still lukewarm to Cheng Xin, it is better than her inexplicable familiarity with me, because this deliberate indifference just shows that in her heart, she still cares about Cheng Xin.

I pay close attention to everything about her and find out Cheng Xin's identity earlier than her. However, I took the information and didn't want to tell her.

It has been said that to really love someone is to make her happy. I am the same to Lin Leyi. But this time I really don't want her and he Liancheng to recognize each other again. When she accepts Cheng Xin, it's equal to accepting a complete stranger, which is unfair to her.

Besides, looking back on what happened to them together, I always feel that she will not be happy with him. There are too many changes.

If I stood in the position of he Liancheng, I would never care about my family property and inheritance. I would have been far away from the right and wrong circle of he's family with Yue Yi, and I would have gone alone.

But he didn't, he wanted everything, more and more tangled.

Maybe, this idea is just an outsider's idea. When I'm in the game, how can I get entangled.

Smoke burned out, I haven't smoked a mouthful, looking at the inch long ash, my heart wry smile together.

My state is not fair to Mingming. With my own wife and daughter, I am still thinking about whether other women are happy. I am a scum in the end.

That night, I didn't go back to my room.

The next morning, I got up early and prepared to cook breakfast myself. My mother happened to be in the kitchen too. When she saw me, she was very surprised and said, "go to sleep a little longer. What can I do when I get up so early? I will prepare breakfast immediately."

"Where's Auntie?" I asked.

"My aunt asked for leave today. Now I need to mend my body, so I got up early for a while." Mom said.

"I'll do it. You go and have a rest." I whispered.

My mother looked at me and looked outside again, and asked in a low voice, "every day, if I tell my mother the truth, is it that I have trouble with Mingming? Recently. "

"No I immediately denied it.

"You two are not in the right state." My mother whispered, "during this period of time, when you moved back, my mother realized that there was no such polite relationship between the couple. It's OK to look at each other, respect each other and understand each other, but it gives Mom the feeling that you are just like a polite stranger living under the eaves. "

"There is." I'm busy denying it.

"Every day, take care of yourself. Some women are suitable to marry at home, and some women can only experience it. Lin Leyi, she is not destined to be your lover. " My mother saw that I denied it so much that she couldn't speak more clearly. Finally, she advised me.

"She and I are most common friends now. We only meet once in a while, and we can't say a few words. Don't think so much about it." I said hot milk, my mother's toast is almost out of the oven.

"You think I really don't know, how many things have you done for her with your own relationship?" Mother asked, "your father said that if you let Mingming know about this, we Liu family will be in a bad position."

I stopped in a daze. After a while, I said, "not anymore. My daughter is so old."

"It's best for you to think that way. After two years of stable relationship, we'll have another son, a son and a daughter, and we'll be complete. Don't think about those who don't have." Mom said and went out with the sandwich.

I watched the milk bubble little by little, thinking about my mother's words, and finally sighed out of the kitchen.

From then on, we should take the responsibility we should take.

I deliberately forget her for a period of time, buried in their own company, as well as home affairs. Every day after work, I help my mother and Mingming take care of their children together.

The arrival of my daughter really makes me warm and smooth, but occasionally I think of her when I have insomnia.

I tried my best to restrain myself from going to her, missing her and paying no attention to her.

Until one day, I suddenly think of her, but I can't help it for a moment, just like after so long time, everything accumulates in my heart, and I want to find a way to vent.

I left my job behind and went to the downstairs of her company to call her landline. She said that she was not in the company and it would take another month to come back.I was in a hurry. I inquired about it four times. She and Cheng Xin went abroad for treatment together.

The sense of loss surged in, all blocked in my chest, making me breathless.

I don't know how I got home. I was absent-minded for several days. I thought I was ill and told me to take a few days off.

In the face of her concern, I feel guilty and sad.

Her side of good news, Cheng Xin recovered memory, but also with a somewhat strange face.

They are finally reunited!

To this moment, I really don't know what I think in my heart, that kind of sour can't help but vent.

As time goes by, I think back to my proposals, wishful thinking, desperate moths... Everything is like a dream and a joke.

At this moment, my heart is in vain.

Finally, let's give up.

Watching their family celebrate and get together, I stood alone in the street for a long time, and finally came to a small bar on the corner. I drank calmly, cup after cup, just like drinking water.

I don't remember how much I drank. I just remember that the more I drank, the more sober I became. The past flashed before my eyes.

Drink like this, a spicy piece in the throat is a relief.

There were more and less people around me. When I went to close the shop, I still held my glass and refused to put it down.

"Sir, we're closing." The bartender came up to him and said, "do you want a friend to pick you up, or..."

I didn't hear him finish. I took it and settled the account. I went out step by step.

In the Lingli of the imperial capital, there is no one on the street, only the sanitation workers are sweeping the street silently. The streetlights are dim and the shadows of every pedestrian are drawn long.

I went into the house and everything was asleep.

There is a lamp beside the sofa in the living room. Someone is waiting for me.

"How did you come back?" She looked up and asked me, her eyes full of doubts.

I shook my head: "why don't you sleep?"

Mingming stood up and stopped three steps away from me. She frowned and asked, "did you drink? Do you have a party

I nodded and shook my head, she suddenly understood, looked at me and said: "I called the company and said you came out after work. I want to be a wife, I should know where you are. I made no less than ten calls on your mobile phone, and none of them got through. Later, I simply shut down the computer. What do you want to do? "

Subconsciously touched the pocket, the mobile phone is not in, looking all over the body did not find the trace of the mobile phone, I said: "lost the mobile phone."

"Why do you drink? Since there's no party. " Mingming looked at me and asked.

I don't know what I thought at that time. Maybe alcohol made me lose my mind.

Sitting down on the sofa, I said, "Mingming, do you know? Cheng Xin has recovered his memory. He is he Liancheng. Now they are together again. In a word, a family reunion will lead a happy life. "

At that time, I thought these words were very common.

But I don't know why, Mingming's face became very ugly. She looked at me, turned into the room without saying a word, and closed the door heavily.

Because of this noise, Tian Yue wakes up in her deep sleep, crying so much.

I went into the baby's room and coaxed him for a long time. At last, Tian Yue cried and fell asleep. I also sat on the floor and felt that my eyes couldn't open.

From beginning to end, Mingming never came out of the bedroom again.

In hindsight, which woman can bear her husband's memory of other women.

What's more, she is a strong woman. She can't rub sand in her eyes. With her conditions and character, it's really worth a better man to treat her attentively. She has no worries about food and clothing and is worth more than 100 million yuan. It's really a grievance to find me. Because after people satisfy their special life, what they need is the resonance of spirit and soul. She and I are never on the same frequency.

I agreed to divorce Mingming.

I have no reason to marry her when I don't have the heart and the ability to love. All this is my fault.

Both parents were surprised at our marriage. The only calm one was my mother. She sighed and said, "we Liu family are always sorry. It's clear that you don't have to talk about the property. Let's share more with her to make up for it."

I nodded.

She didn't want property, she didn't want children, she left home with all her clothes.Looking at her back, I really don't know if I regret it.

That's it. After a big circle, I went back to the origin.

I know that I can't forget Lin Leyi in my life, but I can only hide her in my heart. When I have the most possessive desire for her, I lack the courage to act; When I had the courage to act, I lacked the opportunity.

Everything is missed, step by step wrong.

After the divorce, my heart was inexplicably relaxed and devoted to my work.

My father is very indifferent to me for such a woman to degenerate to such a stage. I can also see his impatience with me. He found a reason to start his own business.

Some people are right. The so-called entrepreneurship of people like us is much easier than others because of our parents' relationship.

I focused on her and finally got the chance.

That piece of land should be able to make her worth dozens of times, and then have the capital to shoulder with he Liancheng.

Her all-round trust in me gave me a sour sense of helplessness.

I was by her side, became a real friend, no other ideas.

Cheng Xin... Oh, no, he Liancheng talked to me, and he was very sincere. He said that he was very grateful to me for taking care of Le Yi when he was away over the years, but he hoped that I would be far away from Le Yi from now on, because he wanted to take over all the days after her.

This kind of words can only be said by a real spouse. I was not angry. I nodded and agreed. I said in a very cooperative tone: "don't worry, she and I are just ordinary friends."

He Liancheng laughed, patted me on the shoulder and said thank you seriously.

Her care and love has become a habit. I am glad that I can always be in the same city with her and watch her happy from afar.

I don't think about things like dying for love. I didn't have this idea because of my childhood education.

Like a person, keep it in mind, silently pay attention to her is also a kind of happiness.

None of us know what we will experience in the future, but after all, every day will be better. Looking at her from a distance with her beloved, I would be so indifferent, which is also a relief.

But no one knows that when I am alone, my eyes will always flash her orange smile from time to time. The smile was so sweet and warm that no one could beat it