But now, the only child in front of me, a mother is not very dutiful.

Looking at Yuan Yuan's expectant eyes, I knew I couldn't take speculation as reality, so I took a deep breath and said in the most common voice, "baby, I want to know this question you asked. But I'm not Dad, and I don't know why he did it. But no matter what he does or why he does it, he loves you in his heart, but some expressions are not quite right. "

From my point of view, there is no pressure to scold Chu Yi. But in the face of children, every word I say is very stressful.

Yuan Yuan is in my arms, holding his head down and playing with the small stickers on his clothes. After thinking for a while, he points to his mobile phone and asks, "Mom, I want to call dad."

I called Chu Yi before I came to the United States, but I didn't get through.

Yuanyuan wanted to call at this time to confirm the truth of the matter, so I couldn't refuse. So I dialed the phone, put the microphone in his ear and said, "my father's phone has been blocked, and my mother was contacting him a few days ago."

Before my voice fell, there came Chu Yi's voice. Yuan Yuan sat up straight and said, "Dad, where are you?"

I didn't expect that he was still using the original mobile phone number. He was also stunned.

"Dad has something to deal with. He hasn't called you all the time. Maybe he won't be able to see you for a while. Remember to take care of his brother." Chu Yi's voice came out from inside.

"Dad..." Yuan Yuan hesitated and called, and then quickly asked, "brother Kuankuan was taken away by bad guys, has anything to do with you?"

Yuan Yuan's words directly let me not prepare, but this sentence is also what I want to ask.

Chu Yi was silent there for a while and asked, "is mom around? Let mom answer the phone."

"Dad, I want to hear from you." Yuan Yuan didn't mean to give me the phone at all.

After about a minute, Chu Yicai said, "no matter what Dad does, he won't hurt you and Tong Tong."

"What about mom?" Yuan Yuan asked.

I didn't know that Yuan Yuan's thinking speed would be so fast, and I didn't know how to answer the phone. He said very seriously, a pair of eyes open round, inside clean as pure stars.

"Mom, I won't hurt either." Chu Yi also said that his voice was a little astringent.

"Did dad do that for Kuankuan's brother? If not, tell the police uncle clearly, Dad, don't be wronged. " Yuan Yuan heard that Chu Yi didn't answer this question directly, and added another sentence.

"Well, I see." Chu Yi didn't seem to have the strength to go on. He stopped for a while and said, "Dad will contact you again."

Then he hung up the phone and a beep of disconnection came out of the microphone. Yuan Yuan handed me his mobile phone. When I looked up, I saw that his eyes were full of tears, but I tried not to let them flow down. As soon as he turned his eyes, the tears were spinning around in his eyes.

"Baby." I look at heartache, a hug him into his arms.

His little shoulders twitched slightly, as if trying to hold back his sadness.

"Baby, this has nothing to do with baby. Let's wait for the final news from dad. Maybe everything is a misunderstanding." I tried to comfort the little thing.

I don't know if Chu Yi ever thought of two children when he was working. If he still had some old things in mind, he would not have been able to face his own son.

"No, dad must have done it." Yuan Yuan's voice came out through his clothes, stuffy.

I was surprised. When did he infer the result based on the connection of previous and subsequent events? Yuan Yuan is in my arms, every word I say exhales hot air and pours on my chest, which makes me feel very hot.

"Baby, now it's just doubt." I repeat.

Yuan Yuan no longer argued, but looked up at me with tears in his eyes and asked, "Mom, I'm very sad."

As soon as his voice fell, I couldn't help it. Children do not know what to express to vent, but with a cry to almost choking tone, I said, "Mom, I am very sad."

"Baby, no matter what Dad has done, he and mom love you. Just remember that." I patted him on the head and said.

I'm not a virgin, and I don't mean to be pitiful to Chu Yi, but when it comes to children, I have to be magnanimous. Because I don't care about my own feelings, I care about my children's feelings. Maybe only a woman who has become a mother will understand that I hate a man but try to make a good impression on him in front of my children.

"Well." Yuan Yuan was quiet for a long time before he gave a dull answer.I didn't know Yuanyuan would be so calm before. He shed tears silently in my arms for a while, and then fell asleep.

I put him back on the bed, wrung a towel to dry his face, and then slipped out.

He Liancheng and Peng Jiade are anxiously waiting on the first floor. They all look at me when they see me coming down. I shook my head to them and said it in a low voice.

Peng Jiade said: "this child is too sensible, much better than his father. How can Chu Yi not cherish it?"

I said in a low voice, "it's not just Chu Yi's problem. If we hadn't divorced, we wouldn't have these things. Children don't have to be so precocious and sensible at a young age."

In the eyes of others, children are sensible. But in my own eyes, I deeply realize my incompetence, and let the children come into contact with the cruelty of the society too early when they should not know these understanding ages.

"Leyi, this has nothing to do with you. You don't have to blame yourself." He Liancheng pulled my shoulder and said.

I gave a wry smile. That said, but it is not the case. He called Chu Yi again, but he didn't get through again.

At more than three o'clock in the afternoon, the three children woke up. Yuan Yuan didn't react too much to Kuankuan except for his listless expression. He just took more care of Kuankuan.

Now I just hope that they can grow up healthily and happily. I don't want anything else.

After staying in the hotel for two days, the children had a good time. However, the children's heart and nature like to move. After a long time, they are tired of it. Peng Jiade stayed in our room, saying that it was a free super seven star hotel. He Liancheng said that he was a light bulb, and he didn't care. He generously said that three children had more wattage.

We can see from the reference magazine of the hotel that Hawaii's WET'N wild Hawaii is the world's largest water park with the most complete facilities. According to the introduction, there are more than 25 super water slides and various water entertainment projects. When he Liancheng was still reading me a brief introduction, three little Baobei got excited and quarreled to go one by one.

We took a look at the distance and thought that the next arrangement must be two nights to stay in a hotel outside. The snorkeling in the horror corner is the amusement project designated by Yuanyuan and Tongtong when they see the publicity picture. The water park is far away by three people. But these two places are not close to each other. I look at the map and am struggling to book a hotel in the evening. When it's convenient to go to another place the next day, he Liancheng put the map away and said with a smile, "don't worry, I'm a living map here. I'm sure you'll all have a good time."

To tell you the truth, I feel close to the children these days. Although they are tanned, they are much more cheerful. In particular, Yuanyuan has come out of the sadness of that day, at least forgetting about Chuyi for the time being.

We seldom come out. This time, domestic affairs are almost arranged, so we are determined to play a few more days.

These days, I have to admit that Hawaii is a holiday paradise, but the price is a little expensive.

Before departure, he asked Peng Jiade if he would like to join us. He waved his hand and said that it would not affect the intimate time of our family. He wanted to stay here to swim and watch the sea and the beautiful women with long legs. He also said that it would be better to separate from us. It was said that there was a celestial bathing beach nearby. He would come to have a look later.

He Liancheng rented a seven seater business car, and our family of five started the next journey. He Liancheng is more careful when dealing with Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong. I understand that he didn't want me in the middle.

Dinosaur Bay has shallow water, small waves, lots of fish and clear water. After we checked in at a Hotel nearest to the coastline, we went to the seaside. He Liancheng doesn't know through what channel the ship ordered to go to sea is already waiting.

The first time the three children went to sea, they were so excited that they chattered all the way. The seasickness I was worried about didn't happen. After arriving at the snorkeling ground, the coach practiced how to wear breathing apparatus and how to paddle. I worked with He Lian in Chengdu, mainly helping the coach teach the children together.

After all the preparations, I, Kuankuan, and a handsome coach with blonde hair, blue eyes and high nose. He Liancheng, Yuan Yuantong and another female coach.

It is also a small bay, with high straight reef mountains on both sides, covered with unknown green plants.

The water surface is as smooth as a mirror, and there is basically no wind. There is no other change except the ripple of people jumping into the water. According to the coach, the water depth here is about 50 to 80 meters, but as long as you put on your eyes, bite the respirator and bend over the water, you can see that it is directly to the colorful coral reefs, groups of colorful fish, and even about half a meter long sharks.

I just glanced at it, then I put on a life jacket and floated on the surface of the water, guarding Kuankuan. He was absorbed in it. At the beginning, he forgot what the coach said that he couldn't speak. When he opened his mouth, he choked on the water. The second time, he learned to behave well. He looked on the sea for a while, looked up excitedly and rowed with me, saying how big a colorful fish he saw.Yuanyuan and Tongtong are only about five meters away from us. They are also very excited. When they talk with he Liancheng from time to time, their eyes are bright and happy.

Snorkeling is to adapt to children's sports. Originally, the coach didn't agree that Kuankuan would enter the water at such a young age, but as the guardian, he didn't stop us. Later, seeing that Kuankuan was quite obedient, he was relieved.

About forty minutes later, we got the three kids on the boat, had them drink some water, had some bread prepared in advance, and were ready to return.

Who knows three little things are not full of fun, a force to say still want to play for a while. He Liancheng looked at the sun and said, "no, I can't. I'll be a little black monkey if I want to come again tomorrow."

In this way, the three people reluctantly agreed to go back. The coach praised the three little things all the way. He praised them bravely, wisely and manly.

Maybe it's the function of praise. On the way back, the three of them were more obedient and seemed to be little adults.

He Liancheng said to me with a low smile: "we should really learn. More praise is more effective than more teaching."