This new year is the first year of reunion for our family.

On the evening of new year's Eve, the family of seven sat around and had a hot meal. During the dinner, Cheng Xin had been smiling, and from time to time gave he Zelin a wide dish.

Kuankuan has a small stomach, eating snacks and talking about how hot it is this year.

On the surface, the family is very harmonious, but only those who are in it know some details that can not be ignored, which reminds us that we are not as happy as we seem before.

After the Spring Festival, he Zelin returned to the company and asked me to accompany Cheng Xin to the United States for treatment. I have no suggestions for such an arrangement. After all, I hope that when he Liancheng can remember the past, the first person I saw was me.

It's just that Cheng Xin seems a little reluctant. He refuses twice and finally agrees.

He Zelin arranged for me to go back to the past, and naturally his ideas were different from mine. I know that he is afraid that there will be other people in the middle of the secret hands, I go to stare at him most at ease.

After all, I hope he Liancheng can come back with holography.

Our aunt Yuan Zheng made an appointment in advance. When we arrived, we went through the hospitalization procedures directly. After a day's rest, we had a comprehensive physical examination the next day.

A day and a half later, the results came out, and all the indexes of Cheng Xin's body were normal. According to the doctor, in this case, if you can maintain calm mood, coupled with specific treatment, should be able to receive a more ideal effect.

On the fourth day, they took out the complete treatment plan and discussed it with us.

As a patient, Cheng Xin can even participate in the discussion, which I never thought of.

The doctor's explanation is that this is a mental and memory problem, and the patient's full consent and cooperation must be obtained, otherwise his subconscious conflict will make the whole treatment plan fail.

The program involves many aspects, such as anxiety, psychotherapy, psychological rehabilitation, home drainage system treatment, etc. In addition to a psychological expert as the attending doctor, there are also two experts in other fields, who are mainly responsible for different stages of treatment.

In fact, such a treatment plan is impossible in China. As far as I know, every patient has an attending doctor, who is responsible from beginning to end. There are very few cases of Midway attending.

The treatment plan is detailed, and the possible problems at each stage are assumed, and the worst results are simulated, and then the opinions of Cheng Xin and I are asked.

In fact, I can't fully understand the whole set of treatment plan. Fortunately, before he mentioned it, he found a reliable professional translator in medical field.

Cheng Xin and I have no medical knowledge. After listening to this, we almost subconsciously stare at the expert translators we invited. He was originally the chief of a hospital in China. Because of he Zelin's face, he came here with us as an interpreter. After listening to the plan, his eyes began to shine.

Seeing us looking at him, he nodded and said, "it's risky, but it's worth trying. There is no such bold treatment plan in China. What's more, "he said with a pause," there are very few people in China who make this whole set of treatment because of amnesia or selective amnesia. First, the cost is too high. Second, Chinese people feel that as long as their physical functions are not affected, they basically do not need to see a doctor. This is a matter of medical awareness. "

I understand this situation, and it was only in recent years that mental illness was raised in China. Originally, as long as there is no physical disease, mental illness is not serious to mental disorders, will not go to the hospital. Even now, because of economic reasons, there are many cases in some areas where mental patients can not get treatment.

"Uncle Zhao, do you think you can have a try?" I asked.

"I think this program can be tried, because the level of treatment is very obvious, from shallow counseling, shallow stimulation, and then gradually deepen, after each stage of treatment, there will be ten days to observe the patient's reaction, so that he can fully adapt to the next stage. I think there is a great possibility of success. " He said, looking at Cheng Xin and asking, "of course, the most important thing is your decision. Before coming here, Lao he said to me that he would respect your choice. No matter whether you would receive treatment or complete treatment, he would respect your opinions. "

From my point of view, I will choose treatment, but as Uncle Zhao said, we should all respect Cheng Xin's own opinions.

He thought about it, looked up and said with a happy smile, "I agree."

After signing, the hospital adjusted the final treatment plan, and then prepared the time for the first treatment. In addition to psychological treatment, he also needs to stimulate his cortical response with instruments.

According to the hospital, such a case is also the first time to accept.

Generally speaking, even those who deliberately erase their memories can recall the past because they are strongly stimulated by the outside world and suddenly recall all the past.Cheng Xin, for example, has only vague memories of the past, but few of them ask to recall them through treatment.

The sky here is blue, there are many stars at night, and the environment of the hospital is very good. The high and low trees and lawns will not remind you that this is a hospital.

Because Cheng Xin is a key patient, the key is that the yuan family and he family are willing to spend money. Cheng Xin's ward is a single family villa, which not only has a well-equipped living room, bedroom and toilet, but also has a fully equipped kitchen.

The three of us live here. In terms of room allocation, Cheng Xin and I live upstairs, and uncle Zhao lives downstairs. Cheng Xin came back from the examination and changed his clothes. Naturally, he rolled up his sleeves and said, "the treatment will start soon. I don't know how much I will remember in the future. Let's make a meal for you."

The kitchen here is decorated according to the demand of Western food, which is not suitable for Chinese food fried by oil fire. He took apart a large box in the kitchen and said, "all the ingredients I ordered from the online convenience store are fresh today. I'll make you fried steak today."

Uncle Zhao said with a smile: "my teeth, but fried tender, four mature."

Cheng Xin said with a smile, "Western food is simple. If you have to help, just wash the fruits and vegetables."

He put on his apron and began to cook skillfully. In less than 40 minutes, he prepared everything from side dishes to snacks and small drinks. Finally, he served a delicious steak.

"I heard that Lao he said that his son could cook, but I didn't expect that I had such a good mouth." Uncle Zhao said with a smile.

Cheng Xin said a few words and sat down.

I know he's always good at it, but he's never eaten steak or anything like that. Picked up the tableware, did not have the reason to think of the original situation he cooked for me for the first time, can not help but feel some indescribable emotions, a meal so eat in the past.

After dinner, uncle Zhao excuse jet lag did not reverse, too tired to go back to the room to rest.

He and I didn't want to go to bed so early. He looked at me and said, "get some wine. Let's go out and sit for a while. It's hard to escape the haze of the imperial capital. "

"Good." I should come down easily.

Since I came to the United States, I have been thinking about his treatment every day, tangled between various schemes. Today, all the dust has settled down, and my heart is a little relaxed, even a little empty.

After dinner, there were no children playing around, which made me feel a little abnormal. I was just looking for something to do. He put forward this suggestion.

There is a small garden outside the villa. It is surrounded by white wooden fence and planted with some local green plants that are easy to live. All I can recognize is thorn rose. There are wooden tables and chairs in the garden. Outside the fence is the lawn. About three or four hundred meters away, there is another villa.

Cheng Xin took the wine and put down two cups and said to me with a smile, "many women are not used to strong wine. Just sip it or two with me."

He brought out an amber whisky with a high alcohol content. I know that this wine is usually drunk with ice cubes and mixed with other sparkling wine. Of course, people who really know how to drink wine are all drinking it directly or just with ice.

He put the ice into the glass. As soon as he poured the wine, he could see the small bubbles coming up. Just looking at it, he could feel the reaction of the ice when it met the strong wine.

"You're a good drinker now?" I took the cup he handed me and asked.

"No, but I love drinking. I hope I can stop drinking when I'm cured." He chuckled twice.

"You didn't drink well." I said.

No matter what people become, their bodies are honest. They can't be forced to do what they like or can do.

"If I forget my memory as Cheng Xin after the treatment, you can help me remember it." He raised his glass and said, "thank you."

After a few sips, he drank a glass of wine and poured another.

As soon as I saw his way of drinking, I quickly reached out and held the cup down and said, "I will be treated tomorrow. Is it not good to drink now?"

"It's OK. I usually have three drinks drunk and two drinks left." He took my hand and said.

I'm not him. I don't know what his mood is. I can only accompany him and listen to him.

He really didn't drink any more. After three drinks, he put the cup upside down on the table, sat down on the chair, looked up at the sky and said, "did you find that the stars here are very bright?"

"Yes, the environment here is good, the air is transparent, and the stars are naturally bright." I also looked up at the Milky way.I only saw this scene when I was very young. At that time, I was enjoying the cool in the yard, lying in my mother's arms and asked her to point out which one was Petunia or Vega. But the answer I got was, this is Sagittarius, this is Sagittarius. Because my mother is also a child who has not heard much of ancient Chinese mythology.

"It's not just that. I haven't been here long, but I have a long memory. I think compared with the people in our country, the people here are more simple. No matter what they do, the reasons are also more simple. " Cheng Xin said quietly.

"I don't know much about this, but I can see that they are very simple and happy!" I said.

"So I suddenly remember, is it the external material and environment that affect people's inner spirit, or the human spirit that affects the external material and environment?" He asked me askew