Chapter 326

"Aunt, it's not just a meal, is it?" Cheng Xin broke the silence.

Now the sky is not completely dark, a gray light, I look back at him, facial features like separated by a layer of mist, for a time actually feel familiar, I feel a little warm. This kind of sudden move is like a return to the past.

"Did you guess?" I asked.

He Liancheng has always been a smart man. Cheng Xin's style of handling affairs is not the same as him, but the most basic thing is not the country. I'm not surprised that he can guess why his aunt came.

"Do you want me to go to America for treatment?" He asked.

I nodded and said as I walked, "I really need to discuss this with you. What do you think? We don't mean to force you to do anything. "

He looked up at me with a frown and said, "to tell you the truth, I really don't know what to do. I hesitated and decided to think of the past as soon as possible. I also thought that if I thought of the past, would I deny myself and kill myself now? "

He considered the problem from his own standpoint, which was totally different from what we thought.

What I think of with he Zelin is not this problem. What we want to worry about is whether Cheng Xin will think of the past, need to bear so many responsibilities, feel tired and afraid, so he doesn't want to remember the past.

I know that there is one thing in people's subconscious called selective amnesia.

That is to say, people will deliberately forget the memory that hurt them the most, and they will forge a false image to make up for the blank of this paragraph. Only when one day they encounter another or several other parties of this event, and the lie that deceives them can not continue, will this memory be displayed in their brain.

The body thinks that these memories will harm its own interests, and it can delete these harmful memories on its own. I always thought that Cheng Xin didn't make any progress in remembering the past. It was his body's self-protection function that was working. I didn't expect that he was afraid of this.

"Besides, what you like is the original he Liancheng. No one cares about Cheng Xin now." He continued in a low voice.

I don't know how to answer him. I really don't like he Liancheng now. All the memories in my memory are the cheerful and handsome he Liancheng in the past. No matter what happens, he will face the sunshine, even if sometimes he can't carry it, it's only temporary.

"In fact, you should not think so. No matter what your current personality is, it's all an experience in Liancheng's life, so even if you think of the past, you won't forget the present experience..."

"No..." without waiting for me to finish, he interrupted me directly, "you don't understand. If he Liancheng comes back, I'll never have it. "

I was shocked by his words, stuttered for a long time and then said: "impossible, you are him, he is you, you are one person, there is no case that one person comes back, the other is gone."

He looked at me with a smile but anger in his eyes!

I didn't expect him to be so serious. He thought that Cheng Xin, who had no previous memory, was another complete person. However, he is just a memory of he Liancheng.

Seeing his expression, I know we all think things are simple.

He continued to move forward, I was stunned for a while, and quickly ran after him. He looked at me with a wry smile and said, "I know. You won't understand me when I say this."

"I understand, but I think you think too much." I said.

He shook his head, continued to smile bitterly and said stubbornly, "you don't understand."

I don't know how I can convince him that he is he Liancheng and he is he. Just as I was about to speak, I suddenly found out in horror: I always think so. I don't think Cheng Xin is he Liancheng, he is another brand new person!

Cheng Xin didn't care too much about my face change, but continued to move forward slowly: "if I really can't remember the past, and I'm willing to take care of Kuankuan and you, would you think that's ok?"

I didn't think about persuading him to receive treatment. I was faced with such a reply, and I didn't know how to say it.

At this time, the wind gradually increased, hit in the face pain.

Silence, hard silence.

He walked on my right hand side, which made me feel familiar and strange. If it is he Liancheng, we should join hands and take the children for a walk in the community.

"Yue Yi, after I talked with you that night, I also found Liu Tian and Shen Mo to ask you and he Liancheng." He coughed and said, "that's what happened between me in the past. I'm very moved by what happened to you, but I think it's a bit difficult for me to give up all my consciousness and accept a new identity..." he didn't go on.I can quite guess what he's trying to say.

"Don't say I'm selfish..." he hesitated to explain to me, "I can bear all the responsibilities of this body, including you, Kuankuan and uncle he, but I..."

Before he finished, I couldn't control my emotions. He just wanted to maintain the current situation and stop asking about the past?!

I really want to start over, but the past, whether it's good or sad, is a part of my life. If you want me to start over, it's not that easy!

"You are selfish!" I suddenly stopped, looked at his bright eyes in the snow and said, "you are selfish, you want to forget that memory, I don't want to. I don't want to miss every minute of my child's growing up. Unlike you coward, I just want to maintain the calm I pretend to be. Do you think it's easy to maintain the status quo? Kuankuan was kidnapped, Yuanyuan and Tongtong were given overpowering drugs. These have nothing to do with your pain and itching, right? Have you ever thought about what I'm like as a mother? "

He was surprised by what I said and looked at me in a daze.

If it is he Liancheng, when I lose my temper, I should come and hold me, speak softly or say nothing, but now the person in front of me is not him!

"If you want to maintain the status quo, will those who do small or big things agree? Is that how Kuan Kuan was kidnapped? Who knows if that person will do anything new? What's more, do you think that after starting the fund, he will be able to operate completely? There are still many problems you can't think of, which can only be solved if the original one comes back! " I said with a long sigh of relief, looking at the horizon and saying, "besides, you can't just enjoy the benefits of Liancheng's identity without bearing all his memories, including the pain. Have you ever thought about it? If you don't admit that you are he Liancheng, this huge fund has nothing to do with your dime. " I finally finished, looking at his red and white face, don't want to say anything, turn around and go.

When I got home, I looked back. There was no shadow of Cheng Xin.

What did he think? Scared away by my words?

If he Lian is dead, I will not pursue the past. Why? Because I don't have that ability, I don't know who caused the car accident and who controlled it behind the scenes. Now that he's back, doesn't he want to know who killed him?

Over the years, nothing has happened naturally.

Kuankuan's milk powder is drugged. He Zelin calms down the situation without harming the child, and kicks He Xiao out of his core group. He thought it would be OK, but I'm the mother of the child. I don't think it's OK. I want to get justice for my child.

Kuankuan is kidnapped, Yuanyuan and Tongtong are drugged, and he Zelin and Cheng Xin, including Liu Tian and Shen Mo, help to save the child. Who is behind the scenes now is unknown. How can I sleep? When I think of a pair of eyes looking at me in the dark, looking at my children, I'm in a cold sweat.

If he wants to maintain the current situation, will he not pursue everything now?

He Liancheng is not like this, he will not be like this!

When I walked in the door, I saw that the two people in the living room were talking happily. After smiling and greeting, I went to the children's room.

Three children are still playing, Kuankuan saw me go in, bit his fingers and asked: "Mom, can I have dinner?"

"Right away." I let my anger down.

More than ten minutes later, aunt Cao came up for dinner. I arranged the clothes for the three children and took them downstairs.

Cheng Xin didn't know when he would come back, and he was also sitting in the living room.

At the dinner table, Yuan Zheng and he Zelin kept talking about the past. I heard a few words about he Liancheng's going to college, making girlfriends, going on blind dates, and even going back on purpose

I know they said this on purpose to prepare Cheng Xin psychologically. Our plan is comprehensive, but when it comes to implementation, the key figures in the plan are not in favor of it at all, and even have serious resistance. We all thought that he might disagree, but we didn't expect it to be so intense.

Cheng Xin's face is very ugly. I know I've pissed him off. But after that, I don't regret it at all.

Because he is so different from the original Liancheng that he doesn't care much about the life or death of his children.

Seeing off Yuan Zheng, he Zelin nodded to me with a smile. I know what he means, that is, he has a good talk with Yuan Zheng. As long as he persuades Cheng Xin, he can go abroad for treatment.

But Cheng Xin was messed up by me. I had a bitter smile.

Cheng Xin was not interested either. After dinner, he went back to his room. He Zelin asked anxiously, "what does he mean?""He wants to maintain the status quo, but he doesn't want to remember the past. He says that if he remembers the past, Cheng Xin won't exist." I told you the result.

He Zelin frowned, things in our view the most smooth time, difficult! He lit a cigarette, silent, not knowing what he was thinking