I sat in the dark room, listening to the tick of the second hand on the wall clock.

Although the phone was shut down and the mobile phone was turned off, I was thinking: where was he just now? Why is it so messy? That tone doesn't sound normal. Did you drink? Are you drunk? Drunk by the road like that day?

Thinking of this, I can't sit still. Immediately stand up and look outside, gray ground seems to have a layer of snow.

I was surprised. I opened the window and went out to have a look. It was snowing, and it was snowy.

He got up in a hurry and turned around the room. Finally, he couldn't control his leg. He stood up and went outside. Before he left, he went to the children's room to check. Yuan Yuan and Tong on the high and low bed slept just right.

When I got to the yard, the screen of my mobile phone was already on. I didn't care if I could disturb others at this time. I called Shen Mo directly. He was asleep at that end and asked vaguely, "what's the matter?"

"You should still have the key to my door. Now can you help me to look after the children? I have something urgent to go out." I lowered my voice and finished in a hurry.

It has been snowing for a while. There is a creaking sound when I step on it. The chill comes from the sole of my shoes. It's very cold.

"What's the matter?" His voice was clear and he asked me rationally.

"To put it simply, Cheng Xingang just called me and said those words. After I hung up the phone, I found that it was snowing heavily. He seemed to be very drunk. I was afraid he would get drunk, so I went out to look for him." I'm going to talk briefly about the process.

"Where are you going to find him? Beijing is so big, you're out of your mind! " Shen Mo said, "what does he feel about you? Now he has almost forgotten all about it. When he thinks of a little bit of the last leaf, you run to it. Are you cheap or cheap?" Shen Mo raised his voice.

"I've tried my determination. I can't let him get drunk or freeze to death outside. It doesn't matter if you scold me. Just help me look after the children." With that, I had come to the gate, locked it gently, and then came to the street.

At this time, it was late in the night, the snow was quiet all around, and the street lamps were brighter than before because of the reflection of the snow light.

I thought about it. I really didn't have an accurate purpose. When I called his cell phone back, it was turned off.

Heart a horizontal, I went straight along the alley out. The bar in Houhai is the place where he used to come. I can always find out his whereabouts one by one.

Walk out of the hutongkou and turn two more turns to the bar street. There is a lively atmosphere here. At least the lights are on at the intersection.

I took a deep breath and plunged into three thousand li.

Here is always the world of young people, no matter how the weather, can not stop them outside for fun, squander the enthusiasm of youth.

The bars in this area are relatively virtuous. The glass door is closed and the sound insulation is good. You can only hear the faint music at the door. When you open the door, you will see the excitement.

In the position near the bar one by one to find the past, did not see the shadow of Cheng Xin.

Coming out of heaven, I stood on the side of the road and calmed down for a while. After a quick walk, I was sweating hard. Blowing the cold wind with snowflakes, I feel much better.

Look at the time. An hour has passed.

There are three missed calls on the screen of the mobile phone. It may be that the voice inside was too loud just now and I didn't hear them. I opened it to see that it was Liu Tian.

I was just about to go back. Liu Tian's call came in again and I got through quickly.

"Where are you?" He asked at the other end.

"The gate of heaven." I said, at the same time, I was a little strange. If you come to me in the middle of the night, what can he do for you?

"Cheng Xin called me. He was drunk. When I found him, I was in the snow nest by the side of the road. Now I'm in my three-story bag, room number 309. Come here quickly." Liu Tian said briefly.

I know the location of my life. It's a bar that goes along the line of literature and art. There is no earthshaking music. The singing inside is an idyllic folk singer. It's as quiet as a teahouse every day.

I couldn't think more and rushed to the bar. Deep in the alley, I found the bar under a hundred year old tree.

On the third floor, I find 309. I open the door and see Liu Tian sitting on the sofa with a cigarette in his hand. On the sofa opposite him sits Cheng Xin with red eyes. It seems that he is sober.

When Liu Tian saw me, he put out his cigarette and said, "I'm still drunk. For a while, he said he was Cheng Xin. For a while, he said he was he LianchengI was anxious to find him just now, but now I see that worry in his heart is gone.

"You know that?" I sat down beside Liu Tian.

"I know everything about you, but I can't help you." Liu Tian poured me a glass of water and asked, "what do you think about him?"

"Who are you now?" I asked Cheng Xin.

He looked at me for a while and said, "Leyi?"

Seeing that I didn't answer him, Liu Tian continued: "he actually called me. It's strange. He was too crazy just now. It's not like he Liancheng's way. Are you sure you're right?"

"It's normal for a person to lose all his memories and change his character. Because of this, I never know how to face him. If you want to let it go, sometimes you can't let it go completely. " I saw that Cheng Xinzhen was basically irrational, so I talked to Liu Tian.

Cheng Xin stayed on the sofa for a while. He didn't know what he suddenly thought of. He suddenly stood up and came to me with red eyes and asked, "don't you love me?"

His mouth is full of wine and his eyes are red. He is in an abnormal state, but this sentence is a bit normal.

I repeated the question: "who are you? Who is qualified to ask me that? "

His original firm eyes panicked, and he said to himself, "who am I? I'm Cheng Xin. " Then he hugged his head, sat on the sofa in pain, and kept asking, "who am I? Who is Cheng Xin? "

Liu Tian took my hand and said, "don't use such words. It's easy to get insane if you stimulate him when he is delirious."

Ignoring Liu Tian, I poured a glass of white water and handed it to Cheng Xin. Then I put it in his hand and said, "wake up after drinking water. Wait a minute. Shall I ask your secretary to pick you up or your family to pick you up?"

"No!" He raised his head abruptly and refused.

"What do you want to do?" I don't want to talk about identity anymore. Liu Tian has a point. Although I didn't think about what I would do, I wanted him to live a normal life.

"Leyi, I'm sorry..." he grabbed my hand.

Forgive me that my psychological quality is not so strong. I was held by a stranger with a deep face and apologized. I couldn't do it. I pulled back my hand and stepped back a little.

He approached me again, almost holding my hand firmly and saying, "you don't love me anymore. Now you love Liu Tian, right?"

"You're drunk!" I said out loud, trying to get rid of him, but found that he was too hard to get rid of twice.

He forced me step by step, and I had no place to hide. The smell of wine came to my face, which made me feel sick.

"Say, do you have me in your heart?" He asked again.

If he Liancheng really said this, I would be moved and guilty. But Cheng Xin, I'm sorry, I really don't feel like that.

Liu Tian pulled him away from the side, threw him back on the sofa, and then asked me anxiously, "are you ok?"

I rubbed my swollen wrist, shook my head and said, "it's OK."

"I'll have his people pick him up." Liu Tian said, "I'll look for his secretary's phone number."

"I'm not going back." Cheng Xin, who has been lying on the sofa, actually understands what we are talking about.

Liu Tian was speechless. He took me outside the door, closed the door and asked, "his memory is very unstable now. If there is no reasonable treatment recently, he will either become Cheng Xin completely or be mentally disordered. The probability of recalling the past is very low."

"I know that, but I have no position to help him." I leaned against the wall and said.

"Is it more appropriate to call he Zelin?" Asked Liu Tian.

I finally found the most suitable method. He Zelin came soon. Seeing the disheartened Liu Tian and I, he said thanks. When he went upstairs, he saw the drunken Cheng Xin. He shook his head helplessly and said, "as for the treatment, I discussed with him. He is an independent force. If he doesn't want to accept it, I can't help it. I can't tie him up."

When we got downstairs, the people he Zelin brought brought brought Cheng Xin into the car, and the three of us stood in the snow. It's 3:30 in the morning and it's still dark all around.

He Zelin's gray hair looks very sad at night, and my heart suddenly softened.

When an old man reached this age, he was still running for his son. Most of the night, he came to the bar to pick up his drunken son.

"Leyi, I will persuade him to come home as soon as possible. No matter whether it's tempting with his family property or anything else, I will let him change his identity back to he Liancheng. If you still remember your old relationship with him, can you move over and live with him. I believe that giving him a completely familiar environment will be conducive to his treatment. " He Zelin looked at me and said it very clearly.I don't know how to answer. Before I saw Cheng Xin's face, I was very worried about it, but after seeing the drunken Cheng Xin, my feeling really disappeared.

"You don't have to worry. It will take a while for me to persuade him to come back." He Zelin gathered up his coat and said, "I'll go back first. He needs to have a gastric lavage. This mental disorder will do him great harm."

Looking at the car tail light disappeared, I was relieved and wanted to say goodbye to Liu Tian.

Looking back, he saw that he was staring at he Zelin's car in the distance. He probably realized that I was looking at him. He immediately covered up his loneliness with a smile and said, "I'll take you back. It's late."