Two Xiaobao in the room have heard the voice of Shen Mo, immediately get up quickly.

Every time Shen Mo comes over, he will bring delicious and fun things. These things are a great temptation for children. In addition, he has been taking care of our mother and son for the past two years, which makes Xiaobao feel that Shen Mo is one of the closest people.

When I finished washing with three small things, Shen Mo even squeezed the juice and was pouring it into the glass.

"All up?" He looked back and we asked.

"Hello uncle Shen." Yuanyuan and Tongtong call cleverly. They go to get the juice, pull the stool and chair, and sit at the table.

After breakfast, I sent three little things to play in the yard, poured a glass of water for Shen Mo and put it in front of him.

He sat down with a relaxed face and looked at me.

"You have something to tell me?" I asked.

"Yes, I'm just hesitating before I enter the door. Is it better for you to continue like this, or to look for the past and get to the bottom of it?" Shen Mo said hesitantly.

"It's about he Liancheng?" My voice trembled a little.

"Not really." With a long sigh, he seemed to call out his hesitation. Then he stood up, walked quickly to the side of the hall cabinet, picked up the bag he put down, opened it, and took out a thick pile of information.

"Pa!" The pile of information was put in front of me. Shen Mo leaned on the chair and said, "look, it may help you."

I opened the information with hesitation and expectation.

The first page is the medical record of a person who suffered severe trauma. The more I read it, the more startled I was. I am too familiar with those diseases. In the past two years, I almost memorized the medical record. Every time I feel that I can't stick to it, I go to see the medical record copied from He Xiao's hand and remember every word carefully. Later, I don't need to read it. I can think of every sentence, every word, the first medical term as long as I close my eyes

Half an hour later, when I finished reading the medical record, I couldn't help shaking, Looking at Shen Mo in a daze. Seeing the change of my mood, he stretched out his hand across the table, held my hand tightly and said, "it's not easy to find these, so there's a lot of time lost there."

"Which hospital is this in?" I asked.

"Mayo Clinic, a better private hospital over there." Shen Mo said, "keep looking. If you really need to have a try, I'll take you to see this man."

I continue to look, after the medical record is a plastic surgery hospital operation records, the first page is a picture, a face can not see men and women, only the eyes I am very familiar with, if I did not see the eyes, it is he Liancheng's eyes... However, a close look is not like, the eyes in the eyes let me feel strange, there is only cold and empty, nothing can be seen.

"The information shows that this man is of Asian origin. He went to three different hospitals before he was discharged. And the name of each hospitalization is different. If I didn't take this as an additional condition and promise to cooperate with the other side, you and I can't get these things. " Shen Mo suddenly stopped and looked me in the eyes seriously, saying, "so, my original inference is correct, he Liancheng is not dead!"

Shen Mo's words were undoubtedly a piece of thunder, which rolled over my head and exploded. My ears were full of roaring sound. I looked at him in surprise and opened my mouth, but I didn't say anything.

He Liancheng is not dead. I've thought about this sentence many times, and I hope I've done it many times. However, sometimes hope is totally different from reality. The loss after every disappointment is more painful than accepting his death at the beginning.

When I arrived, I almost avoided any news related to him. I was afraid that I would hope every time and be disappointed again in the future.

Again and again, hope failed, the heart really do not know is broken, or numb!

"This is the way he appears in front of the public now. I've just returned home and I haven't had time to look for it. I can only find this picture there." Shen Mo took out a picture from the back of the bag and put it in front of me.

I know I can see it when I look down, but I dare not. He pretended that there was no picture in front of him, only a mouth of Shenmo's nonsense.

"Do you believe it or not?" He was probably a little confused about my reaction and continued to ask, "if you don't believe me, I don't have the trouble to find this information. If you believe it, just have a look at the man, and then we'll dig him out together. We'll know if it's true or not. "

I listened to what he said. I really listened to every word, but I didn't know how to deal with it.

"You don't have the courage to see it?" He asked suddenly. After thinking for a while, he said, "if not, I'll go and find out this, and then I'll tell you, OK?"I was ambivalent and tangled in my heart. When Shen Mo was ready to pick up something and stand up and go, my heart suddenly settled down. The worst outcome was just another disappointment. I should still be able to bear it.

I suddenly stood up, pressed his hand, picked up the photo and put it in front of me.

At first glance, my doubts are even more serious. I don't know the person in the photo, but I am the latest partner of cooperation - Cheng Xin!

It's him! It's him!

"What? Do you know him? " Shen Mo asked.

"Yes." I said word by word, "it's a client. He's talking to me about advertising promotion recently."

"Well, do you think..." Shen Mo didn't know how to speak.

I knew what he thought and then said, "on the surface, he doesn't remember anything that happened before. As for whether he pretended it or not, I really can't see."

The room was very quiet. I kept silent for a long time and continued to explain to Shen Mo: "he had the experience of pretending amnesia. Last time I didn't see that he was pretending."

"So it's possible he's still pretending?" Shen Mo's face brightened.

"Not really. This time, it's really not. It's too natural." I analyzed it calmly.

After finishing this sentence, I suddenly felt anger on my head, looked at Shen Mo and said, "if he still pretends, I think I will delete him from my life. I don't want a person who can calmly calculate his own gains and losses and maximize his own interests to take care of me and my children at any time. "

Shen Mo stood up, turned the table, walked to me, sat down on my right back, patted me on the shoulder and said, "you are still angry, which means you still have feelings for him. As long as you react like this, I will be relieved. What I fear most is your indifference. It's not like this has never happened

I look outside. Three children are playing happily in the yard. They are sitting on a small swing. Yuanyuan and Tongtong push behind them. On the ground, they spread out a damp proof mat and put some LEGO toys on it. Under the sun, three people smile happily, in the eye is pure.

"Shen Mo, do you think I should go on like this? Or is it better to find the so-called past and true love? " I looked up and asked him.

He didn't seem to expect that I would ask such a question. His expression was obviously stunned, and then he said with a slight smile: "you are talking angry."

"No, it's not angry. Sometimes I wonder, why does he suddenly appear after I get used to a new life? Why is it so hard for both of us to take every step? Maybe we are really not suitable for each other... "I said softly.

I may really have experienced a little too much in recent years, and I have no courage to change my current state.

Shen Mo held my hand tightly and looked at it with a pair of beautiful eyes: "I respect your choice, because I have only the right to take care of you, not the right to suggest. But, I want to say, don't do things you regret. No matter what decision you make, you have to think about whether you will regret this decision in a few years or decades. Time can never go back. While we still have energy to toss, we should do what we want to do within our own range. "

His voice was not big, but every word came to my mind and made deep ripples. I know what he said, but I can't accept the current situation. After I accepted his death, did he show up again?

"You can't be sure that he Liancheng is the man. After all, the face before the operation was too hurt to see. Let alone you, even his mother would have to recognize him for a while. So don't hope too much. " Shen added.

"Thank you. I see." I started to sort out the things on the table, held them in my hand and asked Shen Mo, "can I have this? Let me take a closer look and think about it. "

"No problem. I brought it back for you." Shen Mo said.

I stood up, calmed down, and finally calmly went to the bookshelf, put this pile of information on the highest floor, and closed the glass bookcase door.

"What do you know about this man?" He asked me suddenly.

"Who?" I asked.

"Cheng Xin, your new partner." He said.

I think about it. My understanding of this man comes either from the newspaper or from Fang Muchen's dictation. So he shook his head and said, "I don't know much about it. I've only touched it two or three times. But his performance is also a bit strange, and I always have a sense of familiarity

I can't go on. Everything about ruizai shows that he Liancheng is related to this person, whether from the medical records or from his personal performance.

What do I need to do now? Confirm his origin? Or confirm his feelings? Confirm why he did it?The thing in the hand is put down, but the thing in the heart is really raised. I don't know where to put it.

Shen Mo looked at me and chuckled a few times. He came over, put his hands on my shoulder and said, "don't think so much. What's more urgent now is what to eat at noon today. It's rare for a child to have lunch at home. You have to be a mother. "