I put all my energy into my work, and the project of ACA company was successful in bidding.

A week later, unexpectedly, they got the letter of acceptance. Zheng Haitao and some of them cheered when they were in the office. Someone was shouting to go out to celebrate.

I looked at their happy faces in a trance. More than a year ago, it was also the award notice of Arca company, and everyone was so happy. It seemed that I took these children to the bar that night.

The two scenes are so similar, but there is no one who can celebrate with me quietly.

"Sister Lin, shall we go to dinner or sing in the evening?" Zheng Haitao has come to petition for the people.

"Eat first and then sing. If you have energy to go to a bar and drink again, I'll be responsible for paying behind you." I try to laugh and make my face look natural.

"Well, where shall we go? Everyone is waiting. " Zheng Haitao asked again.

"Houhai bar, Quanjude after eating roast duck, there is a melody nearby, and then find a bar to let you all have a hi." I thought about it.

"Sister Lin, you are so kind!" Zheng Haitao's eyebrows are flying. He can only express his happiness by hugging me. But after he reached out his hand, he took it back, wiped it on his pocket and said, "I'll go to inform everyone, and then book a seat right away."

The company is an iron camp, and the employees are soldiers of running water. Since its establishment, employees have been relatively stable. During this period, they have entered several new faces. However, one of the invariable changes is that these children all have young faces.

"Sister Lin, it's done. Would you like to take the children with you? " Zheng Haitao probably knows something about me. He will come and ask after he has made arrangements.

"No, they did. I can go back late in the evening. You've had a good time tonight. It's a beautiful end to this work. After tomorrow, it is estimated that everyone will be even busier. " I face the same things, but not the same mood.

Houhai is still prosperous. As soon as the night falls, it has been decorated with all kinds of lights.

Eating and singing... My heart has no waves, mixed in the middle of these children, looking at their sincere smile and happy, feel that the world is far away from me. But I can't say that I am aloof from things. I have not changed, or that I love money, but the mood is clearly different.

Coincidentally, the bar Zheng Haitao ordered happened to be the same one he ordered last time. We found a big card seat to sit down, and then called the waiter to order drinks.

When the drinks came up, seven of the 11 people had already run into the dance floor, and Zheng Haitao was one of the remaining four.

"Sister Lin, do you want to dance? I remember you danced very well." Zheng Haitao asked.

"I'm old in arms and legs. I can't stand this toss. Go down and play. I'm ready to go back." I see it's already 12:30 in the evening. "It's late. You go on. Here's the card. I'll go first. The child has been sent home. "

"Well, I'll give it to you." Zheng Haitao picked up my bag first.

"No, I can go back by myself. It's not too far from here." I picked up the bag and recommended.

"I'll see you off. It's so late. There are many hutongs in this area without street lights." Zheng Haitao said and stood up.

I recommend everything, but he still stubbornly follows me.

But then I had to acquiesce to the fact that he sent me. He walked beside me for a while and suddenly asked, "sister Lin, do you smoke?"

I thought about it, shook my head and said, "no, but I don't mind if you smoke."

He took the cigarette out of his pocket and lit it. After a moment's silence, he said, "sister Lin, you've lost a lot of weight now."

Listening to him saying nothing, I had to stop and step back. I saw what was hidden in his eyes through the street lamp, so I asked, "if you have something to say, just say it."

"No, no, where do you live?" He looked up at the road.

I think he deliberately evaded and refused to say, and it was not easy to continue to press questions. He pointed to the alley in front of him and said, "go to the head and turn right. It's more than 100 meters away."

Then he didn't speak. When he took me to the gate of the hospital, he handed me his bag and said, "I'll go back first." Then turn around and go.

His action made me a little confused. After thinking about it, I couldn't guess what he was thinking. He shook his head and turned back home.

The so-called "frustrated in love, happy in casinos" is roughly right. After I became single, my business became more and more smooth. It seems that the bottom line that we thought we must keep is becoming blurred. Some things that we thought were unacceptable are now normal.People in society for a long time, the edges and corners will become more and more smooth, just like the pebbles tempered by thousands of streams, the whole body is close to perfection.

A year goes by so fast that everything seems to be back on track.

It's just that I'm missing the most important person in my life. This person's loss is different from Chu Yi's betrayal. His departure seems to take away my heart. I have no other characteristics except that I can laugh, eat and live normally.

When I first left hospital, the assumption Shen Mo gave me seemed to be false.

In one year, except for my work, I put all my energy on finding the evidence that he Liancheng was still alive, but I made no progress at all.

Slowly, I also died heart, maybe that is just a way for Shen Mo to let me regain the desire of life.

In business, Liu Tian and Shen Mo have also given me a lot of help, and I accept them all. In this state, I'm not afraid of rumors and gossip. Why should I extrapolate things that can make money?

He Liancheng's forefather's family, just like vanishing out of thin air, has no news in China.

My relationship abroad is only that of my uncle and big cousin, but they are just ordinary people living there. They have no chance to get such information.

I'm dead hearted and take three children as the focus of my life.

"Leyi, I'm going to America. Would you like to go with me?" Shen Mo said on the phone.

"Is it tourism? I can consider taking my children out for a visit. Are you responsible for the round-trip air tickets and the whole five-star hotel? " I asked with a smile.

"There's a business. The person who is going to cooperate with has some business contacts with his grandparents. Don't you want to see it?" He asked with a smile.

"I don't want to." I refuse directly.

Over the past year, I've heard a lot of such news. At the beginning, whenever there was any wind or grass movement, I would quickly check it out. Later, I found that it was the connection that couldn't be played by eight strokes. Now, I also have deep doubts about Shen Mo's words.

Last time, in order to ask me to help, he cheated me for more than ten days with suspected information about he Liancheng. This time, the door is gone.

"Are you sure you're not going? Forget it, miss can only say you are predestined Shen Mo's tone spread a little regret.

"I'm sure not." I hung up.

I don't want to repeat this meaningless thing after finally calming down. If he Liancheng is still alive, he will come to me as long as the opportunity is suitable. If he doesn't come to me, it only means one thing. Either he is not in the world, or he has the right chance.

Shen Mo called again and told me the departure time and flight number. Finally, he said, you can think about it again. If you want to go with me, please let me know in time. I'll book the ticket first.

His smiling tone made me think it must be a farce, and I decided not to go.

At the weekend, I came out of the company ahead of time to pick up three children for the weekend. When I came to the kindergarten, Shen Mo called again and said, "do you want to go? I'll let you know for the last time about the plane tonight. But now, even if you want to go, it's too late to get a visa. " With that, he laughs, his tone is wild.

I'm also really strange. Shen Mo seems to be afraid of stimulating me. Whenever he has a chance, he will stimulate me with what he Liancheng does. At the beginning, I was angry with him almost every time, even sad for a few days. I wish I could wipe my tears out of thin air when I thought of these three words.

I don't know if my nerve has become strong after being stimulated every day. Now no matter what he says, I can face it calmly.

But this time, as soon as his words were finished, I subconsciously looked at the small bag on the second seat. I had already completed my business visa to the United States, and I took it with me. I also remembered the date of his departure. I just came to pick up the children on purpose, pretending to be calm.

"Think about it. It's time to come to the airport." Shen Mo said over there.

"No I hung up and pulled over.

It's three o'clock in the afternoon. The sun is still in the air. There are few people on the road. Cars are driving very fast. It's a rare day without gambling!

I put my hand on the steering wheel until my palms were sweating. Then I suddenly looked up and made a decision in my heart. Go and believe in this shadowy news again!

In fact, I made a decision long ago, but I didn't want to compromise with another one so soon.

I quickly called Chu Yi, called He Zelin, arranged for three children's weekends, and then turned around and headed for the airport.I just stopped the car, Shen Mo's phone call came in again, he asked with a smile: "are you there? The highway seems to be in a traffic jam now. "

"You're right. I'm here. I'll find you where you are." I put on the handbrake, opened the door and went out.

"I know you can't hold it." Shen Mo laughed even more.

He told me where he was and took the line in.

It's not that I don't want to go out, but every step I take, I can think of the moment when I am with him. The feeling of having time to change things makes me feel like I'm dreaming. It's as if he will suddenly appear in a scene of my life