Chapter 269

I can't believe and refuse to believe it all the time. It turns into hope under the analysis of Shen mo. everything in front of me becomes vivid without any reason. It's like being suddenly painted with color dye - the world has come back to life in my eyes.

I can't wait to say goodbye to Shen mo. when I got home, the two little things felt my change for the first time. Tong Tong carefully raised his head and asked me, "Mom, what's the matter?"

"Mom's OK. I'm sorry to let the baby worry with mom during this time." I bent down to hold the two children in my arms and gave them a big hug.

All the things in my heart finally have hope, the real return to normal.

After a week's rest, I sent my children back to the kindergarten to go to school. Watching the two children follow the teacher, I turned around and called a car to get to he Zelin's house.

He raised his hand and rang the doorbell. After waiting two or three minutes, the door opened.

Unexpectedly, he Zelin was standing behind the door. When he saw me, he was obviously stunned. Then he turned to me and said, "come in."

I haven't seen him for more than a month. He's getting old. At the moment, he's like a real old man. His hair is white for the most part, and the wrinkles on his face seem to grow out suddenly. There's a lot more, which makes my nose sour.

As for he Zelin, I don't know what kind of identity to face. Generally speaking, he is he Liancheng's father and generous grandfather. How can I call him uncle? Even when I was preparing for the wedding, he asked me with a smile if it was time to change my words

But now when we meet again at this time, we are just like strangers who meet for the first time. We can only see strange estrangement in each other's eyes, I have unspeakable guilt for him.

"Are you here to see Kuankuan?" He was the first to speak.

I looked up in the room for a while, didn't see Kuankuan's shadow, and asked, "isn't Kuan at home?"

"The child is asleep. When he wakes up, he will hold it down and show it to you." He asked me to sit down and said to my aunt standing by, "pour me a cup of tea."

I took the cup from my aunt and said thank you in a low voice. Then I saw the relaxed expression on his face. We have finally returned to the position we all feel fit for, and no one has a direct relationship with us.

"Don't worry about Kuankuan. He has a good time here. If you have time, you can come to see him at any time. Our ho family will not cover up the fact that you are his own mother. When the child grows up in the future, he will decide whether to live with you or my grandfather. " He Zelin lit a cigarette and said these words slowly in the thick smoke.

I can't refute. I have known for a long time the result of he Zelin's handling of the leniency issue. It's not that I don't want to be lenient, but that I can't take care of three children in this situation.

"Well, I just want to see Kuankuan. Does he... Miss me?" I hesitated to ask.

"When I just came back, I called for my mother every day, but the child's memory is not very good. Recently, he has rarely looked for you. He is very adapted to the present life." He Zelin put down his cigarette, raised his hand, looked at the time and said, "I sleep for an hour and a half at noon every day. I'm about to wake up."

I sat next to he Zelin and quietly looked at my watch. The room was quiet. After my aunt poured the water, she went out quietly.

I never thought it would be such a peaceful scene to see he Zelin again. After I asked Kuankuan Kuan, I had nothing to say. He Zelin was not interested in speaking to me either. He pressed out the smoke, relaxed and sat on the sofa, his eyes fell on the courtyard outside the glass window.

I followed his eyes and looked out. There was a swing in the yard. In the bare yard, the swing leaning against the wisteria was very conspicuous. I've heard Lian Cheng talk about this swing, but I've never noticed that it's still on the swing since he became an adult.

The sound of footsteps sounded from behind. I looked back in a panic and saw the width in my aunt's arms.

He just woke up, his eyes were still a little confused. Seeing that I was stunned for a while, he hesitated and moved his eyes to he Zelin.

With a smile on his face, he took Kuankuan from his aunt's arms, put it on his leg, and gave him a kiss on his face, which was obviously thinner. He asked with a smile, "Grandpa's Kuan Kuan woke up?"

I stretched out my hand to Kuankuan and said, "Kuankuan, I'm mom. Let mom hold me."

Kuankuan raised his head from he Zelin's arms and looked at me in a daze. I also looked at him nervously for fear of missing every tiny change in his expression.

After a few seconds, he suddenly turned his head to he Zelin's arms and didn't look at me. He Zelin took a look at me, patted Kuankuan on the back and said, "Kuankuan, this is my mother. How long has it been since I saw her? Have you forgotten my mother?""Leniency." I stood up and tried to lean over and hold him in my arms.

He instinctively hid behind, and my heart began to ache. It was only a long time since I saw him. The little thing really forgot me.

I know it's a child's nature, and that's exactly what his memory is. But still can't stop red eye.

"Go and play with mom for a while?" He Zelin patted Kuankuan, who was already strange to me, stood up and handed him to my arms. "Go and play with my mother for a while."

Kuankuan twisted the hemp rope in my arms, and his face was very reluctant. My tears could not stop flowing down, but I could not help it. His resistance in my arms made me feel heartbroken. I thought that if he was put here, he would be estranged from me forever.

I don't want him to do this to me, but my tears made him even more afraid. He pushed me with both hands and wanted to jump to the ground.

He Zelin sighed and said, "Yue Yi, you should also see that Kuankuan is doing well without you. If you stop coming to see him, he will be happier. I won't experience the sadness of saying goodbye to my mother once in a while. "

"Do you want me to give up all leniency?" I asked, tightening my broad arms.

"I just want to save some blood for my son. I don't want him to call other people dad in the future." He Zelin's tone was calm, but every word he said was hard to understand. "I won't stop you from coming to see kuankuankuan, as long as you want to."

Although I want to keep broadband by my side, I know how much resistance I will encounter if I want to do so. Not to mention my own energy, even he Zelin's side, I have no ability to resist. If he wants children, if I make our relationship stiff, I may never see the consequences of leniency. During this time, I've learned more about the power of money and power.

"Thank you." I don't know how to refute him.

If it was before, I would immediately refute what he said just now, and would not give him any chance to insult me. But now, I don't have anyone really angry mind, my brain is like a half beat slow, any hurt to my body has no pain feeling.

Kuankuan wriggled in my arms until I was about to leave. It seemed that he suddenly remembered that I was my mother. He called my mother with a small mouth.

I stopped walking outside and looked back at Kuankuan. He looked forward and looked at me with bright eyes.

I came back, squatted down, hugged him, kissed him on the face, and said in a low voice, "Kuankuan, my mother will come to see you in two days."

He seemed to have just realized that I was about to leave, and his fleshy little arm circled my neck, and his soft little face came up to me, and he called out, "Mom."

I am so easy to be strong up of heart suddenly become soft, hold him to hold back tears.

"Kuankuankuan, come to my grandfather, and my mother will come to see you in a few days." He Zelin put away his newspaper and looked up at me.

Kuankuan reluctantly walked out of my arms. He Zelin picked him up and said to me, "come back when you have time."

When he said this, there was no temperature in his eyes.

Walking out of this familiar house, the cold air came to my face. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. In my heart, I silently said: "leniency, my mother will take you to my side when she has a chance."

I saw that it was getting late and I rushed to the hospital.

Today's plan is to see Kuankuan first, and then go to the hospital to check he Liancheng's medical record. In more than a month, I had already given up on this matter, but Shen Mo's words made me see hope again, looking forward to seeing some traces from the medical records.

When I came to the hospital, the little nurse in the inpatient department asked me for identification and relationship certificate without raising her head. Seeing that I didn't take out anything for a long time, I raised my head and asked, "social security card and household registration book are OK."

"Can I only bring my ID card?" I handed over my ID and asked.

"I'm sorry, I have to check the medical records by myself. I need to bring the ID cards of both parties and the proof of relationship." The little girl's answer was neat.

I don't want to go back empty handed, and I really didn't expect that it would be so troublesome to check a medical record in the hospital. For a moment, I don't know what to do next.

At this time from behind me stretched out a hand, holding a covered paper. He went over my shoulder, patted the paper on the table and said softly, "is this OK?"

The little girl raised her hand, took a look at the paper and said, "Oh, OK."

I turned my head and saw the last person I met - He Xiao."What are you doing here?" I asked.

"When I came into the hospital, I saw you. I called. You didn't hear me. Just now I knew you came to see he Liancheng's medical record, too?" He didn't answer me directly.

"You too?" I asked.

He nodded and looked at the nurse. The little girl has inquired about the file number of he Liancheng's medical record in the computer. She took a small piece of paper and wrote it down. She said to He Xiao, "wait a minute. If you need to copy it, it's in the copy room over there. The original is only for reference."

"Yes, thank you." He Xiao said politely.

What did he do to check he Liancheng's medical record? Is it possible that Shen Mo has noticed what he said? I looked at He Xiao coldly, and countless thoughts came out of my mind