Chapter 267

Maybe it has something to do with Shen Mo's career. This small kitchen is quite easy to use. All the utensils are placed in the position that you can get by raising your hand. I was washing the dishes. I felt the real touch in my hands, and then I really felt alive.

In the restaurant with less than five square meters, the light is soft. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong sit opposite me, eating with chopsticks. Everything is like back to the past, everything in the middle is like a unrealistic dream.

Yuan Yuan noticed that I was looking at him. He looked up at me and laughed. He raised his hand and helped me put a chopstick of vegetables in front of me and said, "Mom, have dinner."

When I was stunned, I suddenly found that the child had grown so big. I thought time was just a nap. In fact, time has been moving forward, and everything can't be turned back. A kind of lonely despair diffuses up, submerges me slowly.

"Mom." Yuan Yuan called me, and I recovered from the trance. Then I found myself holding chopsticks for how long.

"Nothing." I lowered my head to hide the wet feeling in my eyes. When I raised my head again, everything was calm.

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong have been worried with me for a long time. They have lost a lot of weight. After dinner, I bathed the two children. They lay on the cot and soon fell asleep.

The room was quiet, and the only sound was that the small alarm clock on the desk was ticking. I took a look at the time, 10:30 p.m.

I raised my hand and turned off the lamp in the room. I turned to the bedroom outside, but when the light went dark, I drowned myself in the dark.

A kind of indescribable helpless water like diffuse up, I can no longer stop their eyes sour, turned out of the room.

In the room, I felt a beast hidden in my chest, trying to rush out. I felt that the walls around me were squeezing me so hard that the last bit of oxygen in my lungs was squeezing out. Suffocation makes me nowhere to escape, almost stumbling out of the door, standing in the weeds courtyard gasping.

In the early winter air, there is a cold knife. One by one, these small knives flew into my lungs and pierced my whole body. At this moment, the pain really appeared on my body. I no longer had the strength to stand. I bent down little by little and gasped on the ground.

Where on earth is he Liancheng? I don't want to believe that he is really dead. He can't leave Kuankuan who is only one year old to die.

Pain is like a sharp blade in the chest repeatedly inserted, I finally lost the strength to sit on the ground, big drops of tears fall down, everything is far away, the only feeling is the chest pain, pain to tears, but cry no way.

The steady and rhythmic tap on the door bit by bit pulled me out of the darkness where I felt so painful that I couldn't breathe. I was stunned for a while and realized that it was the door of my own house that was being patted.

Someone outside the door was clapping and shouting, "Leyi."

I recognized that it was Shi Lan's voice. I wiped away the tears on my face. I went over and opened the door. Shi Lan was at the door. She had Shen Mo beside her.

"The baby is not feeling well today. I stayed in the hospital all day and came late." She put out her hand to hold me and said, "fortunately, Shen Mo knows where you live. I don't feel relieved to come here to have a look."

Shen Mo stood by his own white horse six. Under the cold moonlight in early winter, his shadow was as thin as paper. When he saw me, he said with a smile: "fortunately, I thought I could see you hiding behind the crowd, crying bitterly. I didn't expect that you were pretty good, but your eyes were red. It's not easy to see your jokes. "

"Shen Mo, you go back first. I'll accompany Leyi tonight." Shi LAN tried to wink at him, but Shen Mo said what he had just said.

"It's OK. I can't see it once, maybe two or three times. You are welcome to watch jokes around me often." I smile, bitter mouth, heart pain.

I know her kindness, but I don't want to accept her to accompany me. I want to have a time to really think about he Liancheng alone.

"I'll stay with you for a few days." Said shlan, pushing the door open.

"No, I have nothing to do with myself. Your baby is not comfortable. Let Shen Mo take you back. I really don't have to look at me as a patient or someone with a problem. I'll be fine with two kids. " I said it with all my heart. I didn't leave any room for him.

At this time, Shen Mo said with a smile, "I guess right. We've just come here to do more than one thing. She won't look for life or death for a man."

"Shen Mo, don't say a word." I can't hear it anymore.

"I'm such a person that I don't look for life or death for a man, really." After I said that, I smile to Shi LAN, shake my head and say, "you go back, I really don't need company.""Call me if you have something to do." Shlan made a concession.

When Shi LAN turned to walk down the steps, Shen Mo left the car body, pulled open the door, took a piece of information from the front seat, came to me, put it in my hand and said, "let's see. I've investigated what he Xiao has done. It's just a few days late, otherwise nothing like that will happen at the wedding."

I took it in my hand and felt heavy. Looking at the end of Shen, I suddenly didn't know what to say.

He is not related to me, but he always appears at the right opportunity and gives me something I want but can't get. I'd like to know what he Xiao has done, but he Liancheng is no longer here. I really don't know what good it is for me to get these materials.

"It's not enough to file a case. You have a score in your heart. You can't really put him in until you find the evidence related to the traffic accident. Don't think so much. Before he Xiao's fall, you and I were still allies. " When Shen Mo finished, he opened the door and got on the car. Shi LAN rolled down the window and waved to me.

I watched the white car drown in the night, until the red tail light was out of sight, I went back to the yard with the heavy stack of materials.

After living in the hospital for a long time, I am used to the dull atmosphere. There is always the smell of liquid medicine in the air, the sound of footsteps coming and going in the corridor, and the sound of various instruments at the head of the bed.

In the courtyard in the center of the Imperial City, I was as lonely as a person who was left in the wilderness. As if I was the only one left between heaven and earth.

Turn on the floor lamp in the living room, turn on the information Shen Mo gave me, and I'll read it bit by bit.

The documents in it are he Xiao's growth experience, which schools he attended when he was a few years old when he went abroad, what majors he studied, and what he did after he returned home.

Just look at the information in it, no matter who you are, you will think he Xiao is a progressive and intelligent person who gets everything he wants with his own efforts.

I never thought that a person's life could be expressed in this way. The years he Xiao lived through were compressed on these pieces of paper.

After watching it, the sky will be bright, and I lean back and close my eyes slowly.

I don't know when I fell asleep. When I was awakened by Yuan Yuan, I saw a lot of golden sunshine shining through the window.

The child is still there, I am still there, the only one who is not is he Liancheng.

Until now, I really calm down, to seriously think about what happened on the wedding day, there are too many suspicious places. I don't want to believe that this is a natural car accident. It's because this car accident is so natural that there are no flaws. I don't think it's true.

I need to arrange the children, return to my own life, and find out the truth behind this seemingly unplanned accident.

When Chu Yi came to pick up yuan yuan and Tong Tong again, I didn't insist on blocking them. Instead, I persuaded them to follow him. Chu Yi looked at me in surprise and asked, "what's the matter with you?"

I looked up at him, the answer is very flat: "you are the biological father, always not to treat two children. I'm not in a good mood recently. I'm afraid my children will suffer with me. I'm most relieved to stay with you for a few days. These are clothes that change frequently. Take them with you. "

Chu Yi was silent for a while before he said, "I'm not sure if you live alone. Why don't you stay with me and the kids. Anyway, we used to be a family. It doesn't matter... "

"No, just take care of the baby." I gently shook my head and firmly refused.

Kuankuan follows he Zelin, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong follow Chu Yi. They are all good people who will treat their children wholeheartedly. I can rest assured. Only when I feel relieved can I find the one who has gone away. The so-called road 50, Tianyan 49, all things to the death there is always a ray of life. This line of vitality is a part of escape, I want to find out "it".

After settling the children in, I took a bath, changed my clothes and made up, and then called Shen Mo to make an appointment.

He heard my voice over there and asked, "OK?"

"Well, all right. I'd like to talk to you. Is it convenient for me? " I asked.

"I've been waiting for you for several days, and you're finally well. You come to me? Or shall I come to you? " He asked at the other end.

"I'll go to see you. If I don't go out, I'll get hairy." I said.

"Well, I'm relieved to hear that." There is an unspeakable flavor in Shen Mo's tone.

I didn't think much. Anyway, he won't cheat me. As long as I want to ask him and he is willing to answer, then what I get must be the truth.

At noon in early winter, the sun was bright. The sky in tile blue was as clean as jade. The sun was like gold shining on blue jade. It was so bright that people didn't dare to look directly at it.I walked all the way along the small gray brick alley. The afternoon sun was shining on me and I felt warm.

It's not a long or short road. I arrived at the nameless house in about half an hour. I was directly let in when I opened the door. When I saw Shen Mo in that small courtyard, I felt as if I had been separated.

Everything seems to be the same as before, only one person is missing.

"Sit down." Shen Mo pointed to the chair.

"I want to know who you are and why you helped me?" I sat down and watched him ask softly.

He raised his eyes and said with a smile, "I can tell you, but it's different from what you think. I'm not the one who loves you secretly. I'm only entrusted by others to pay special attention to you. "