He looked at me with the kind of gentle eyes that could drip water, and I indulged in it as soon as I wasn't careful. He folded his arms, pulled the distance between us to the nearest, a pair of eyes bit by bit, and then gently pressed his lips on my lips, whispered with a mumbling gesture: "Leyi, I love you."

His eyes and voice were like a catalyst. I dropped my armor and was defeated immediately.

"And you?" He looked me in the eye and repeated, "what about you?"

I moved my mouth and made a mouth shape, but I still couldn't say those words. I just feel that at this stage, there is no need and no reason to say. His face tightened, he bit my lip heavily, and said with some grievances, "I'm angry if I don't say it again."

I saw him suddenly become a child. He was very warm in his heart. He held his neck, looked into his eyes and said clearly, "I love you."

His eyes lit up at once, and he kisses them deeply and eagerly

When I woke up the next day, I saw his smiling face and suddenly felt that everything last night was like a dream. I leaned over to kiss his eyes and asked, "was I dreaming last night?"

"Do you want to do it again?" He asked with a smile.

I have no choice but to shake my head. If he doesn't want to say something, he will try his best to change the topic, but I have to ask about the marriage. I don't want him to fool me so carelessly.

Because I have experienced a marriage, I know that marriage is not a matter for two people. It is a matter for two families. Chu Yi and I were as good as one person at the beginning, but we were not separated in the end.

Now the man around him is he Liancheng. He is better and more considerate to me and pays more. Even in all our experiences, he has always been the active victim. He has given up, hesitated and regretted... But now he still firmly chooses me.

At the moment when he proposed to get married last night, I was not unmoved, but I couldn't go on as ignorant as before. I'm not the best mate for him.

I am not self abased, nor hypocritical, but feel that he paid so much for me, I want to do something for him. Do I really want to marry him with Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong, bearing the identity of being a wine maid? How can he raise his head in the circle?

He Zelin's words on that day were just to the end. He said that living together and marrying you are two completely different things. He also told he Liancheng clearly, do you think your marriage will not have a great impact on your business?

Since he asked such a question, the answer is self-evident, and every answer should be in the affirmative.

We are not children, not ignorant, in this emotional competition, we all know what we have met and what we will encounter in the future.

He Xiao is now he Zelin's son. If he chooses a girl who is in the right family and helps his career to get married, his advantage is too obvious. Although we don't know what the outcome of the final contest between He Xiao and he Liancheng will be in the future, according to He Xiao's character, how can he squeeze into the door of he's family with little purpose?

We have all learned from He Xiao's methods. He will certainly have the advantage in all aspects and package himself as the most perfect successor. Now he Zelin will be sixty years old, which is a long time for he Xiao. He can go to the group in five or six years after returning to China and squeeze into he's family to obtain official identity, which will widen the gap between he Liancheng and him in a shorter time.

My marriage with he Liancheng will not only bring nothing to him, but also become a burden to him.

He gave up everything to marry me, just because he loves me now. At the beginning of love, we don't have to pay attention to the equality. Whether we fall in love at first sight or give in after a long time, it will burn up quickly. But what happens when the passion fades? What will happen after the practical problems are put in front of us one by one?

Now I can feel that he Liancheng's desire for marriage between us is at the end of a bolt. He is fighting with his last strength to decide to marry me, and then he will burn his bridges and tie us together.

After that? Love is the most afraid of the disappearance of love at the same time, two are slightly tired into the marriage, then the marriage life can be imagined.

He Zelin's non-interference, on the contrary, let me recognize our situation, our gap, let me have a deep sense of retreat.

"What's the matter?" He shaved my nose and asked me. I blinked an eye to see, I was stunned this moment, he has tidied up.

"Lian Cheng, after taking the children to pick up Kuankuan today?" I smile and hide the tangles in my heart.

"Well, it's time to cultivate a relationship with my father in advance. I'll move back to live after I get married." He Liancheng said with a gentle smile, "hurry up. It's almost nine o'clock now. I'll get two children.""Well." I answered.

His casual words made me feel that the idea in my heart was as hard as iron, which made my heart ache. I just said that I wanted to meet Kuankuan with him. I didn't want to cultivate feelings with he Zelin in advance, but wanted to have a good talk with him.

I hope to hear his truest opinion. After all, at my age, I still don't see things clearly enough, and I don't have elders around to ask for advice. Since he is an old friend of his father, I would like to hear his opinion on some things after he Liancheng's relationship is considered as an old friend.

He Liancheng, like a dutiful father, took the children and me to choose a Taoist Museum. At last, he chose a Taoist museum which is said to have an embassy background, paid the tuition, set the class time, and successfully completed the task assigned by the teacher last week with the clothes of the Taoist Museum.

He was very gentle and patient when he did all this. I look at a big two small three men walking in front of me, especially want Yuanyuan and Tongtong to be his children. I regret that the first man I met was not he Liancheng. If it was him, everything would be different, right?

Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are holding brand-new Daofu, and they are very excited to hear that they are going to pick up their younger brother. They talk about things all the way. Finally, they say that Chu Yi took them to the playground yesterday.

He Liancheng keenly caught the happy expression on their faces, looked at me and said, "in fact, it's good to let them take a step."

I'm noncommittal. Is that good? It seems to me that Chu Yi has once again stepped into my life and is still doing something to abduct the child from me. I don't like children's high spirits when they talk about Chu Yi. I don't like them at all.

At he Liancheng's house, Xiao Kuankuan is playing with building blocks in the children's room upstairs. He Zelin takes a newspaper, sits on the sofa and watches him play.

He saw aunt Cao take us in, put down the newspaper, took off his eyes, and asked casually, "come here to pick up the child?"

"Well, I'll have a meal at home by the way." He Liancheng went over, half knelt down on the floor in front of Kuankuan, and said to Kuan Kuan, "little thing, I don't look up when I see my father coming. I play so attentively."

He Zelin said with a smile, "aunt Cao is ready to know you are coming for dinner."

Yuanyuan and Tongtong cleverly called grandfather, and then ran to play with Kuankuan. All the men in the room had something to do, but I stood not far away to watch, just like an insignificant outsider.

Little Kuankuan's attention was attracted by the colorful building blocks in front of him. He raised his head and called his mother, then lowered his head to play.

"Leyi, sit down." He Zelin pointed to the sofa against the wall and motioned me to sit down.

"Uncle he, were you familiar with my father when he was young?" I went up to him, sat down and asked.

"Well, at least before your father got married, we were good brothers." He said frankly.

"There's something about my father. I want to ask you, OK?" I asked with a smile.

"Yes." He Zelin said with a broad smile, "I don't think Lao Lin will think that his daughter will be my daughter-in-law after a big circle."

"Then let's find a place to talk? All the children here are... "I put forward a suggestion with a smile.

He Zelin looked at his watch and said, "go to the study. It's still a while before dinner. I just have something left by your father for you."

"Dad, what is it?" He Liancheng heard our conversation with keen ears.

"When you go back, ask Leyi if she wants to tell you." He Zelin stood up and said with a smile. He Liancheng looked up at me and said, "Dad, don't worry, there's nothing to hide between us." Then he asked me, "right?"

"Uncle he." I ignored him and opened the door to help he Zelin out.

He Zelin's study is very large, occupying a small half of the third floor. Against the wall are tall bookshelves full of books. I glanced at them and saw many French books on them.

He sat down on the sofa by the window and said to me, "sit down and talk. I don't think you want to ask me about your dad."

"Well, you can see that?" I sat down opposite him and asked.

In this window area, there are two comfortable single sofas, a simple small round table of mahogany without decoration, and a basin of small happiness tree on the table. It is luxuriant and green.

"I always said you were a smart kid." He Zelin asked with a smile, "would you like something to drink?"

"No, I'll just ask a few simple questions." I pondered the words and said slowly, "uncle he, my parents have passed away, and I don't have any elders around me. My uncle and aunt are abroad, and they don't even have any contact. The reason why they didn't contact me may have something to do with my mother's marriage with you. So now you are the only one who can give me some advice as an elder. ""What do you want to ask?" He Zelin opened the silver cigarette box, popped up a cigarette and asked, "can I smoke?"

"Whatever you like, I used to smoke." I said with a straight smile.

He lit a cigarette and took a puff. Through the smoke, he said to me, "your parents were very strict about that. I can understand that. So I don't blame you. You don't know the grudge of the previous generation. When I think about my attitude towards you at the beginning, I feel that I can't afford the title "uncle he."

"I understand how you feel. If such things happen to me, my reaction will be more extreme." I feel that only after everything has passed can we evaluate the whole incident objectively and calmly. Originally I thought he Zelin was very targeted to me. Now the more I get in touch with him, the more I feel that his way of handling is gentle