Chapter 218

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I felt the emptiness around me, and he Liancheng disappeared.

He behaved abnormally tonight, just like a man who is cheating and deliberately keeps calm in front of his wife. He Xiao's story has always been his weakness. It's impossible to expose it so easily. Only when he was mad this time would he discuss with me so calmly.

In the evening, what I was thinking about was what happened between he Zelin and his father. Although I had doubts about his performance, I didn't think deeply about it. But, wake up, his man disappeared this kind of thing, let me suddenly think of the night he all abnormal everything.

Listen, the room is quiet, there is no movement. Turning out of bed, I opened the bedroom door, the living room was dark, focusing on the terrace, which was empty. He is used to smoking on the terrace when he is upset.

Just as I was about to go back and find out the phone to call him, I suddenly saw a faint yellow light in the crack of the door of the storage room.

Without hesitation, I walked over and gently opened the door. I saw he Liancheng sitting on the floor where I had sat, looking at the notebooks with a dim light on his head.

I did not deliberately put light feet, a push to open the door, he raised his head, face slightly embarrassed smile asked: "why not sleep?"

"What are you doing?" I asked.

He pointed to the book in his hand and said, "I'm looking at you. What's the reason for your distraction at that time?"

"You have something in your heart, or you already know that my father and your father have friendship, but you just don't say it, do you?" I didn't pay attention to the words he deliberately eased the atmosphere and asked directly.

He lowered his head, immediately raised it again, looked me in the eye and said, "honey, you think too much. I really just care about why you refuse me. "

With that, he closed the book in his hand, put it in the box, got up, hugged me and said, "let's go back and have a rest. You don't want me to see it. If I don't see it, don't make it so complicated. "

"It's not that I think it's complicated, but your performance today is very strange. How can you be so calm when you know that he Xiao wants to officially recognize his ancestors?" I stopped and refused to go. I glanced over. He put the last Brown notebook on the top of the box.

I haven't read this one.

"Leyi, since you have asked so directly, I will say it directly." He also released his arm around my shoulder. He stepped back to distance himself from me and then continued, "I have been tangled with the old man today. Do you want to give up you and the children and go back to fight for the inheritance?"

What I'm waiting for is that he said these words. His deliberate calm let me know that the whole thing must not be as simple as he said, and something must have happened in the middle. He is like a gambler with a sure hand, indifferent to the performance of his competitors who are going to win.

"I don't blame you for giving up on me." I don't think he is willing to say it. He said with a smile, "I'm still saying that, you go to finish what you want to do first, and then come back. I'll wait for you, too."

He took a deep look at me, went up to me, put out his hand and said goodbye to my head behind my ears. His fingers caressed my face gently.

The storage room was very hot, and I was sweating. His hand stopped on my cheek and said, "do you think our love is so tired that we are losing our passion. When you say this, do you have a decision in mind? "

His voice is very decadent, powerless to continue to say: "my decision is to give up inheritance, choose you. So after I came back, although I was sad, I was still calm. However, your performance makes me particularly afraid of trying to stick to it and not getting what I want. These repeated torments make us a little tired, don't they? "

This is also my feeling. Although I deliberately don't let myself think so, during this period of time, there is an indescribable sense of alienation between us, just like what some people say is marital fatigue. It seems that both sides are tired of this kind of relationship, although there is Kuankuan as an inextricable bond in the middle.

When did you feel this way? I thought about it for a moment. It seems that since he was discharged from hospital, he no longer fiercely opposed us. Instead, he created many choices for he Liancheng in his work. He repeatedly confirmed whether he chose us or him.

From a psychological point of view, repeatedly asking you to confirm a thing can make you doubt the thing and the choice, and eventually get tired, and then feel that the choice is wrong, or give up or disappointed. In short, there will be no good result.

I didn't speak, but he suddenly held me in his arms. The suppressed voice was like a beast trapped in it: "I'm afraid you decided to give up because of something. You don't look right at me today. It's like... "At this point, he stopped for a long time and then continued," it's like you'll leave at any time. Is there any meaning in what I do? Don't hurt me like that. ""What do you think I found out of these old things? Want to make sure for yourself? " I finally softened down and asked softly.

"Yes, the things you read to me have some influence on me. It seems that when I was a child, my father once failed to invest in a piece of land, and finally I didn't know whose hand it was transferred to. But that money really solved his urgent business needs, and then he came into being. " He Liancheng said, "when this happened, I was still young and couldn't really remember. Just want to wait for you to sleep, to see what happened in the end

His words let me push him out and asked, "can you ask your father tomorrow?"

"Leyi, you're hiding something from me." His eyes sharpened.

I shook my head and denied, "No."

"Even if not, you think of something and refuse to say it, don't you?" He looked straight at me. "You speak fast when you lie. Don't lie to me."

I can't pretend any more, but I don't know where to start. Let's just say something happened to my family six years ago. I suspect it has something to do with his father? Is he going crazy? This kind of doubt itself is very hurtful, not to mention in this special period.

"Today, I reconfirmed with my father that I want you to have children. I'd rather give up those things outside my body. I'm very tired. Come back to see you so tired, but also deliberately please you, I'm tired to insist on Then he turned and went out.

He Zelin's master Duan, with only one move to repeatedly confirm, let us come to this step.

He Liancheng's tired helplessness in his eyes and face is not pretended, but extremely helpless. After seeing the result of his choice, he suddenly finds that he seems to have chosen the wrong one.

But how can I say that Shen Mo said all this directly? What would he think, I believe in a man who has nothing to do with it, but I don't believe in him?

Several times I tried to stop talking, and finally decided to swallow the words, and decided to wait until there was a result to tell him. What's more, I want to confirm this before he Xiao recognizes his ancestors, and then drag he Zelin into trouble, so that the whole ancestral recognition event will stop, and then the winner will be he Liancheng. But what can I say about all this? I calculated his father for him?

He went back to his room to have a rest. The room was quiet again. The light in the storeroom enticed me. I wanted to go to the bedroom with him and stay to see things.

After a moment's hesitation, I turned off the light in the storeroom and went back to my bedroom.

His breathing was clear and audible in the dark, and his unsteady breathing indicated that he was not asleep. When I got to the bed, I saw him with his eyes open in the dark, looking straight at the ceiling. I used to lie down, and he didn't move his eyes, just like the whole person emptied into a world where no one could enter.

"Why are you so honest with me in other matters, but you refuse to say anything about this one?" He spoke calmly.

The kind of emotion in his voice that I couldn't say clearly made me feel so sad that I blurted out: "I'm afraid I'll hurt you too much."

Then I regretted it. He turned to look at me.

In the room with no light on at night, he could only discern the outline of his face and a pair of eyes vaguely. He said, "are you doubting that my father must have done something, so that he would pretend not to know his daughter?"

"No, I can't make that decision until there's no evidence." I shook my head.

He suddenly chuckled a few times, with disappointment and sadness in his voice: "your words show that you are suspicious of all this, and you are looking for evidence. I would like to ask, is it more important for me and Kuankuan? Is it more important for us to live now? Or is it more important for us to find out what happened in the past? "

When I was asked, I wanted to answer that Kuankuan and he were more important, but I couldn't say.

No one can understand how I came over in those years. I will never forget what happened in just a few months. A good home is falling apart in an instant. I want to find out the truth of the whole thing. Is that wrong?

My mother died in a car accident; Dad became a vegetable due to a car accident and lay unconscious in bed for several years; I take my children to be a young lady... Who can understand the pain that is imposed on me. If there is a mastermind behind all this, I know some clues, how can I put them down and not look them up.

"Leyi, I love you more than you love me." He Liancheng put out his hand and stroked my face with an abnormal tenderness and said, "in front of my mother's last wish, I choose you; In the face of property and inheritance, I chose you; In front of dad, I chose you... "

His hand slid down from my face and finally touched my chest. He felt the beating heart inside and asked, "do you have a heart inside?"

"Liancheng, in my heart, my parents are as important as you. I can't know that maybe what happened in those years was planned by others without being indifferent." I took his hand and said."In my heart, you are more important than my parents." The Pathetique in his voice distressed me, "Lin Leyi, I don't know how I fell in love with you, thinking of you all the time and flattering you in everything. Whether it's in bed or anything else, I try to please you. How I suddenly feel like a clown, no matter how hard I try to perform, in your life, I am a supporting role, insignificant. Any change will make you give up on me. "

"It's not like that, it's not." I retorted nervously.

"Isn't it? What do you think in your heart? What did you say a few hours ago, what you're not mine... "He sneered," your subtext didn't come out. I said it for you. What you wanted to say at that time was that you're not my tool for catharsis, right? "