Shen Mo personally took me out of the gate of the unknown house, helped me stop a car, and even helped me open the door thoughtfully. After I got on the bus, he gave me the driver's address. Then he stepped back and waved to me.

When I looked at his actions, I suddenly felt like I was dreaming. I didn't know how to react for a moment.

When the series of changes happened suddenly in recent years, I had doubts about everything. I don't understand why all the accidents happened so suddenly, first my divorce, then Dad's business accident, and then the car accident when I was about to go bankrupt... Everything was too tight. But later, the traffic police in charge of the accident advised me that things are changeable. No one knows whether they are going to meet the accident or tomorrow, and they explained the accident report to me.

It was clearly written in the accident report that the brake failed suddenly. It was also said that the brake failed frequently because of the slippery road in rainy days, and there was no doubt.

So much so that my initial doubts gradually disappeared in this report and the determined tone of the relevant personnel, but there were still some doubts in my heart. No one could say or trust them. I was unwilling to write them in Notepad, and I had the right to vent them.

Father's relics were not many, except for a few books and some letters between him and his mother, it seemed that nothing was left. At that time, I looked at the house full of familiar people and felt that I was forced to suffocate. I needed no trace of my past life to survive smoothly. So I disposed of all the old things, leaving only a small box of keepsake of parents' love.

In the past few years, I never had the courage to look through the box that my father cherished. I only opened the dusty box that was placed on the top of his bookshelf once. I put a few of his books in it after I took care of the company and the house.

My habit of keeping track of events comes from my father. It's not that my diary does not stick to the format, but simply writes what happened in a certain month. One or two words are enough. Even in the middle will be interspersed with some business, such as life with paste, open after full of days.

What will I find in that box? If everything is as Shen Mo said, he Zelin has something to do with our family, what is the reason?

On the way back, I thought all the way and kept in a trance until the driver stopped and turned to me and said, "here it is, miss. It's time for you to get off."

I suddenly woke up and looked up to see all the familiar things. Looking up through the car glass, the light in our house was warm and something poured down with the light.

This warmth is home, but now it seems to have changed.

Half stupefied and half sleepwalking, I got out of the car. When I came to the door of the building, I suddenly lost the courage to go back.

I didn't want to believe Shen Mo's words, but it seemed that he knew more. At that time, I didn't dare to ask. I even felt that everything was a dream. As long as there was a sudden stimulation from the outside world, the dream would wake up. Then I found myself lying on the bed with the morning light outside the window, and he Liancheng beside me was still sleeping. Not far away in the two rooms, the three children are in a sweet dream.

I raised my hand to swipe the card to open the door. I didn't have a reason to think that my father died suddenly. That night, all of a sudden, the doctor didn't have time to rescue him.

It was the first time I took he Liancheng to see him that night, so suddenly... What did the doctor say? The patient should have been strongly stimulated. I haven't thought about it. It's a strong stimulus.

Before I finished thinking, the elevator had reached the floor. I took a deep breath and went out. Looking at the door hesitating, the door was opened.

My aunt appeared at the door, looked at me and asked, "I saw you coming in from the entrance guard. I didn't see you coming in for a long time. I thought you forgot to bring your card."

"No I shook my head and went into the room. I didn't hear the noise of the child saying, "sleep?"

"Yes, I just fell asleep." Aunt said, and confessed a few words during the day to eat and drink, and then leave.

I lost my soul and sat on the sofa, aiming at the storage room, where I moved things from the original small room, which are not commonly used in the box, stacked in it.

He Liancheng didn't come back, Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong were not at home, aunt left. The only Kuankuan left is sleeping. Now this environment is really like God deliberately left me to look for evidence. I don't want to go to see, don't want to look for, but I don't know when came to the storage room, opened the door, a smell of old dust rushed over.

Yes, if things are not used, they don't need to be shelved for a long time, and there will be an unpleasant old taste.

Although there are more than ten boxes in this room, I can see at a glance which box contains the old things I moved from the hut. My eyes are stuck on it and I will not move them away. I wish I didn't have such a good memory. I found the box after a rummage.

But, No. It was like a box that was very different. It stood out from the rest of the crowd and occupied my eyes."Leyi, it's nothing. Look at everything to make a better decision I have someone in my heart whispering.

All of a sudden, I became very sober and rational, even a little detached.

I came to the stool and stood up. I took down the top box on the shelf and stroked the dust away. The dust was flying. I took a careful breath and coughed.

It's not sealed. It's opened as soon as I lift it. It's a paper box with old color. I put it in myself. This box has been with me for six years, and I haven't seen it at all. No matter where I live, it's always in the most hidden and unobtrusive corner.

The light in the storeroom was dim. I sat down on the floor, took out the dark color inside, which was like a weathered paper box, and looked down one by one from the top.

On the top are some rare letters from my parents when they were young, which I have never read. Today, when I opened it in this situation, I saw my father's familiar handwriting, and suddenly felt as kind as before, as if nothing had happened.

After reading three letters in a row, I didn't see any words related to he Zelin, but I could see how good their feelings were when they were in love. In the letter, my father affectionately called my mother Xiaojiao. There was a word Jiao in my mother's name.

I can see the love between them, but I didn't expect that dad was so clingy to his mother when he was young. He would write a letter if he didn't see her for a week. It would take a week for the letter to reach his mother after it was sent out. He would take a long-distance bus to see his mother on weekends, almost arriving with the letter at the same time, and sometimes even earlier than the letter.

Nevertheless, he continued to write letters until his mother came back from her studies and returned to Nanshi.

The closer the date was to my birth, the more relaxed I stood up after reading the letter. I felt that Shen Mo's judgment might be wrong. Otherwise, how could there be no relevant words in several consecutive letters?

After reading these letters, I stretched out and stood up, ready to continue to look at Kuankuan, and then came back to continue to read. At this time, I heard the telephone ring, and I ran out.

He Liancheng called me. When he heard my voice, he was silent. I already knew what was going on there and asked anxiously, "what's the matter?"

"Leyi, are you at home?" He asked.

"Yes."

"It's true. I'll... I'll be back later." He stopped a few times in the middle of the tone, and finally said the complete sentence.

The helplessness and desperation in his voice made me feel so heavy that I immediately said, "it's OK at home. You don't have to come back. Stay there with the old man."

As soon as I finished, I didn't wait for him to hang up the phone. I ran to Kuankuan's room and pretended to be calm to check whether Kuan Kuan had covered the quilt and whether he had wet urine.

His phone didn't come after me. I calmed down and went back to look at the old things. Shi LAN is right. I need to calm down and think about how to do the best for them.

Next is a notepad, probably written by my father at the beginning of his career. On the first page, it says, "today is Lele's eighth birthday, and the company is opening. It's a double happiness for me. I will go back early to accompany little things in the evening." And then it's gone.

Dad chose my birthday when the company opened. He never told me about it. This notebook, let me suddenly understand some never know the warmth.

Keep looking, every few days there are a few seemingly unrelated words appear in Notepad. Some of the contents are long under the date, some simply arrange the schedule of the day, and some are just a sentence.

Finally, when I saw one third of the land, I saw a sentence written under a date: "Xiaojiao said that there was something wrong with Alin's business and she needed a sum of money urgently. She wanted to sell a piece of land in her hand and asked if I could take it. Xiaojiao has not been allowed to interfere in business. She may not know that I really don't have so much money to take over this land. "

The word "Alin" in this passage pricks my eyes like a needle. There is a word "Lin" in he Zelin's name. Does it really have something to do with him?

Looking down, there was no record of it for several days. About a month later, I finally saw the words I was interested in: "that piece of land is in the imperial capital. Now it's more than 1.8 million, which is low, but there is still a gap of 340000. I can't help it even if I want to. How do you explain to Xiaojiao? "

Then it disappeared, but seeing this sentence, I can almost be sure that he Zelin and my father did have an intersection. But since he Zelin met me, even after he knew my identity, he never mentioned it? Why on earth?

I see the heart is full of fog, subconsciously want to smoke, touch for a long time to think of themselves do not smoke for a long time. So I found he Liancheng's cigarette in the cupboard, lit a cigarette and began to look down.Smoke spray into the lungs, a little bit of stimulation, the heart so calm again.

I don't know what I will do if I find the evidence that he Zelin is related to my family's misfortune? How about exposing it directly as Shen Mo said?

In fact, if everything Shen Mo said is true, it depends on whether it is criminal or civil. If it is just a simple civil economic dispute, the prosecution period has already passed. Even if I say everything and give all the evidence, it will only suppress he Zelin morally, and the direct result is that I will be separated from he Liancheng quickly.

No matter which man, how bad the relationship with his father, if his girlfriend directly black his father did not discuss, the consequence is absolutely break up without discussion. Our situation is slightly different. There is still a small bond between he Liancheng and me - son Kuankuan.

But then again, no matter which woman knows that her father's bankruptcy and accident have something to do with her boyfriend's father, the relationship has come to an end. No one can think that men are more important than their parents at this time.

Thinking of this, I feel that the book in my hand is a little hot, but I still want to read it. If he Zelin is responsible for our family's present situation, how can I pretend to be confused and go on with he Liancheng