Chapter 177

I coaxed Kuankuan to sleep and left a small lamp to sit on the sofa waiting for he Liancheng. He was holding a book in his hand, but his mind was not in the book. He had been thinking about the dialogue with he Zelin in the afternoon.

He is right. He Liancheng's background and growth experience will make him more unable to accept his failure in business. High spirited want to do something out, to show me, to his father to see, but the end was bleak. This result is devastating to him.

A few days ago, I thought about it from my own standpoint, so I felt that he overreacted in some aspects. I think a man who has suffered such a blow should recover as soon as possible, instead of being so disheartened or even angry every day.

He is not like me, I was because there was no way out, either stick to it, or take the baby and dad to die together. Pressure, when there is hope and nostalgia, will never crush or drive a person crazy.

Now he Liancheng's situation is much better than I used to be. He has no way out, he has a way out, he can choose, so he is more entangled. In life, many troubles come from the fact that you still have a choice. If there is only one way to go, it will be easier for us to die.

I believe he knows what he Zelin means. If he leaves me, he will get a chance to start again. He didn't know how struggling he was. If he wanted to give up on me, he would have made a decision. Although I tried to appease him tenderly these days, I didn't fully understand how difficult he was and how difficult it was to decide.

I was just thinking about it when the door rang and someone pushed in.

I looked up from the shadow of the lamp and saw his fuzzy face. He asked with a forced smile, "why don't you sleep?"

"You can't sleep until you come back." I stood up and walked over, took what he had, put it on the cupboard, and helped him take out his slippers.

He put it on in silence, went to wash his hands coldly, came back and asked me, "how's Kuankuan today?"

"Everything was fine. He slept for a while." I stood in front of him, only a foot away, but I felt inexplicably far away.

The two of us were in the cold, and the room was cold. He didn't seem to have the impulse to speak. He turned and went to the bathroom.

"Lian Cheng, I shouldn't have asked you that last night." I said to his back. In fact, I have a lot to say, but seeing his indifferent interest, I feel that I can't say anything. I'm afraid I can't change the status quo after I say it.

With these words, my heart stopped beating and looked at him.

He made a slight pause, didn't look back and said in a low voice, "I shouldn't yell at you either."

With that, he stepped into the bathroom quickly. My heart went up and down for a while. I didn't know what to do next. He said so softly, and then what's the matter?! Shouldn't he be moved at this time?

At this moment, I really felt that I was not good at dealing with the cold war in my marriage. In the past family life, I have always been the one who lost his temper and was coaxed. I really don't know where to start the trick, even though I want to be nice in my heart. But how can I be nice!

Although Chu Yi and I had been married for more than a year, I didn't say a word to him until the end. Before breaking up, I kicked him in the calf and directly knelt him to the ground... It turns out that I used to be unreasonable.

I stood there listening to the sound of the water coming from the bathroom. The thin orange light was shining through the glass on the floor under my feet, leaving a long and narrow shadow of the light. I was sweating hard and fast, and I didn't know how to make friends with he Liancheng. I didn't mean to ask him where he had gone. I was just afraid that he would be drunk and nobody would care.

It's not like doing business. The level of profit and difficulty can be quantified. I feel at a loss. I don't want to have a cold war with him. I don't want to let the relationship between the two be lost. I don't want to be taken advantage of by a woman at this time

The light and shadow at his feet suddenly became bright, the bathroom door was opened, and he came out while wiping his hair. Seeing that I was still standing here, I was stunned and asked, "Why are you still standing here?"

"I think..." I just said two words, I don't know what's going on in my heart, suddenly there was a boundless grievance, tears couldn't stop flowing down, and then I choked and couldn't speak.

He sighed, came over and hugged me and said, "OK, why are you crying again? I have apologized to you. "

"No, it's me who should apologize..." I finally said it off and on.

"Leyi, I'm very upset. Can you stop crying?" Although he Liancheng's tone was helpless, he held my arm tightly.

This action gives me great encouragement. As long as his attitude changes, it shows that he still cares about me and he can listen to me."I don't want you to be so indifferent to me. I want to accompany you through the difficulties. Maybe my expression is not right, so it makes you feel more bored. I don't want to be like this... "I stopped crying and said this sentence vaguely in my voice. The last sentence still had a cry.

"Are you coquetting me?" He opened my head, a smile on the corner of his mouth, looked into my eyes and asked.

"I'm not." I shook my head and tried to deny it.

"I thought you would never have such a little woman attitude." He chuckled, put me back in his arms and said, "didn't you take a bath after work? Smell of smoke and sweat? Did you smoke today? "

"No..." his tone and concern made me want to cry more.

But the haze in my heart dissipated in his smile and hug. I couldn't stop the smile in the corner of my mouth, but I couldn't help the tears in my eyes. Everything in front of me became blurred, and I felt very embarrassed. I wanted to lower my head and not look at him.

"It's good to learn how to show weakness. Every time we have a conflict, you'll make yourself as invulnerable as a negotiation, and you won't eat half a word." He looked at me, put out his hand to wipe my tears and said, "go to take a bath first. I'm not aiming at you these days, but I'm really in a bad mood."

"Well, I know." I said.

"Go ahead." He gave me another big hug and let go.

I feel my eyes are a little swollen, and I feel a little too embarrassed to continue crying in front of him. I took the opportunity to go into the bathroom.

When the hot water poured down, I felt that my body was my own. From the bottom of my heart slowly warm up, the heart in the past few days like never beating, does not exist. I'm also like a fish out of water. After jumping on the shore without water for a few days, I nearly suffocated and jumped back into the water. I'm so relaxed and happy.

When I came out from the bath, he was lying in bed and asleep. Hearing my footsteps, he opened his eyes slightly and said, "sleep."

"If you have spirit, tell me about these two days." I lay down next to him, leaned over, gave him a kiss on the face, looked him in the eyes, with a hint of supplication in my voice.

"The group is very angry about the failure of this investment. It feels that it has not encountered such a Waterloo for many years. It is a little angry. Whether Lanhua will declare bankruptcy is still under discussion. The final result will be announced after half a year's board of directors of the group. A few of the directors think that Lan Hua can continue. After all, Nange bio's loss is a floating loss, not a real loss. " He Liancheng's tone was calm and his eyes were a little calm.

I took his hand and asked, "what are you going to do next? Do you have any plans? Or is there anything I can do for you? "

He listened to my series of questions, held me in his arms, did not let me see his expression, then said in a low voice: "step by step, prepare for the worst. Now I've calmed down. I don't believe the old man will let me out. Maybe he just wanted me to suffer. "

After listening to his words, I suddenly hesitated. What he Zelin wanted to talk to me about? Should I tell him. If you tell him, will he feel that his only hope has been dashed? If you don't tell him, what will he Zelin do in the future?

What would he Liancheng think of me if he knew that I had a conversation with he Zelin in advance but didn't disclose a word to him?

"What's your worst plan?" I recalled a sentence in my mind, and then beat several circles on my tongue. I didn't ask until the sentence was so hot that my mouth was hot.

"The worst plan?" He said with a smile, "the worst plan is that Lanhua investment will fail and declare bankruptcy. I will go back to the group to be an idle director. I will take my dividends every year and take good care of xiaokuankuan and you."

The rare ease in his tone made it difficult for me to say what I was about to say. I thought for a long time and swallowed it.

"Are you interested in running this small company with me?" I changed the topic and prepared to find a more suitable opportunity to talk with him about the content of he Zelin's conversation.

"What? You want to hire me as an employee? " He Liancheng said with a low smile, "I'm afraid you can't afford to pay."

"I'm all yours. Of course, the company is yours too. I'm just afraid you won't like it." I said.

His arm suddenly tightened, and the powerful heartbeat was close to my chest. At this moment, I was really relieved.

I thought about every word I said tonight. I wanted to open my heart to him. Finally, now it's working.

"Are you finally willing to admit that you are mine?" He smiles, kisses me on the head and says, "don't worry, Lanhua investment hasn't arrived at the Jedi yet.""Didn't you plan for the worst?" I recognized something in his words and asked immediately.

"Prepare for the worst and try your best. Isn't that what you often say? " He gently put his hand into my hair and stroked my head for a while, saying, "I talked to a friend last night. He is a biopharmaceutical. There is a new research achievement in his research laboratory, which can reduce the middle and late complications of AIDS and minimize the suffering of patients. He plans to rent this research to me for five years. " He said.

I open my mouth to ask who this friend is, a man and a woman... And then I swallow it. I can't be as sensitive to this aspect as Shi Lan said. So he thought for a moment and asked, "do you plan to give this research result to Nange biology?"