I walked to the car step by step with xiaokuankuan in my arms. Every step was like stepping on the tip of a knife. Xiaokuankuan is lying on my chest, his head is in his hat and scarf, and he will show a clean smile when he sees me. That kind of smile from the bottom of my heart, let me calm down slowly. I reluctantly put away the sadness on my face, pulled the corners of my mouth dryly and laughed at him.

He Zelin was in the store today. He regarded me as the air and didn't look me in the eye. The biggest harm to a person is not cold violence or fierce words, but silence and disregard. They are like sharp ice skates, quietly hurt people in the invisible.

He Liancheng opens the door, holds Yuan Yuan and Tong in, and then closes the door. He turned to this side and gave me a strong hug. Xiao Kuankuan and I whispered, "I'm sorry."

I waited silently for him to release his hand, and then I got on the bus with Kuankuan Kuan in my arms.

I know that he Zelin's attitude has nothing to do with he Liancheng. I shouldn't be angry with him Liancheng, but I just can't help it, and I feel sick in my chest. But in the face of he Zelin, I couldn't get angry. He is he Liancheng's father. I can't fight him on the spot. If you really fall out, I'm afraid that you will never accept me again. I want to really get involved in this family and become a part of it. But I don't know how hard it will be.

When we came here, our family talked and laughed. Yuan Yuan played with Tong Tong and Kuankuan all the way. Now when I go back, I have nothing to say. The air in the car seems to be frozen. Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong are silent. He Liancheng wants to talk but stops. Xiao Kuankuan's eyes are open and closed, dozing off. I raised my eyes and looked out. It was dark outside. It was like who had put a piece of lead on the sky and blocked all the sunshine.

He Liancheng wanted to talk several times along the way. When he looked back, he saw two little babies close to me and swallowed the words. I also tried to resist the impulse to ask him, because Yuan Yuan and Tong Tong swallowed those questions back.

The two of them are now able to judge what things are like according to what they have heard. I don't want to hurt them too much because of my bad feelings. But now, the damage is inevitable. Since it is inevitable, I will try to minimize the harm to them.

Kuankuan didn't sleep in the photo shop, so he fell asleep in my arms when driving.

When I entered the house, my aunt was surprised to meet Kuankuan who was sleeping. She whispered to me, "why did Kuankuan come back so soon?"

I didn't say anything. He Liancheng said to her, "sister Xia, just go back after you have finished the baby. We don't have to come here these two days. We are all at home."

Aunt put Kuankuan on the bed, picked up the bag and said to he Liancheng, "Mr. He, I'll go back first."

This aunt is a big sister who lives nearby. She comes to take care of her children every day after she comes out of confinement. At night, I take care of them myself. He Liancheng felt that the house was too small, and it was difficult to live with a nanny. He specially found a home accessory from the housekeeping company, so he didn't need to live with us.

I choked all the way into the house in the blink of an eye, not reconciled to have, not happy also have, just to he Liancheng's anger no longer. It seems that when you get angry later, you should bear it. Maybe after a while, you will understand that you don't need to lose your temper. After all, it hurts to be angry and quarrel.

I rolled up my sleeves, tied up my apron, opened the refrigerator, looked at the inventory inside, and said to the awake one big two novels: "you two go to play for a while, and the big one comes to help me cook."

He Liancheng's eyes brightened, turned into the kitchen, and said to the two boys standing in the living room: "play, make a good meal for you."

He knew I would let him do it, so he was not angry with him.

I looked at his smile, took out a cauliflower on the chopping board, said: "peel, break a little, wait for you."

"Well, good." He was full of answers.

I continued to wash the round tomatoes, and then I scalded them with boiling water. Before I finished peeling one, he leaned up from behind, hugged me from behind, and held me tightly around my waist. The hot air from his breath sprayed on my neck, which was numb and intolerable.

"I'm cooking. What are you doing?" I stopped and asked him.

His bright eyes looked at me, gently pecked on my lips and said, "I'm afraid you're angry."

"Why should I be angry? Your father did that to me, not you? Besides, he didn't agree with us from the beginning. It's expected that he would treat us like this. I thought it was too simple. I thought I could be accepted by him if I had a child. It seems that the old man is also stubborn. I'm afraid he will fight a protracted war. " I said.

"I'm afraid you'll think too much. I never dare to tell you. I told him several times to take you to have a look, but he didn't agree. He said that if I really married you, I would never come into the house again. " He Liancheng buried his head in my neck socket and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't do it well enough.""It's none of your business." I raised my wet hand and touched his face.

My hands are still stained with small red particles of tomatoes, leaving a bright red on his face. He forced my waist and said, "believe me, one day, I will give you a world-famous wedding."

"Good." I nodded.

"In fact, it's because I'm incompetent, otherwise I won't be subject to the old man everywhere." He Liancheng's tone is a little lonely.

I know that he started to work almost at the same time as me. It is not easy for him to manage an investment company alone under the pressure of all parties in such a short time. What's more, because of me in the middle, he was blocked everywhere, and even tried his best to use the routine of false amnesia.

"How long have you been in touch with these things? It's not easy to do that." I turned around, took his face and said.

I don't like he Liancheng losing confidence and apologizing to me in frustration. I like to see his high spirited and vigorous manner.

"Leyi, I'm incompetent." He looked at me with gray eyes.

"You are always the best in my heart. Don't think so. Anyway, it's good for us to be together. We don't need other people's recognition. " I looked into his eyes and said, trying to drive away the disappointment and powerlessness in his eyes.

"I still have only 8% of the shares in the group, and the equity confirmation made in the middle is invalid." He Liancheng didn't dare to look at me. His eyes turned to other places.

"I can imagine that as soon as you get out of his control, you will have such a move. It's good not to let you go out of the house I went up and gave him a little kiss and held him in my arms with my backhand. What he said just now really surprised me. I didn't expect that he Liancheng had worked hard for nearly a year, and he was taken back by he Zelin in just a few months with the result of an engagement.

"Don't you think I'm particularly incompetent? I can't even think about the life for my beloved... "He lowered his voice." in fact, when you were pregnant with leniency, I wanted to tell you about it, but I didn't have the courage to say it. "

"No matter what happens in the future, if you are poor or rich, I will treat you the same as before." I said it in his ear.

I never knew that he was carrying so much pressure alone. I felt that I had upset something in my heart. I couldn't express my heartache for him. I know he Zelin's methods, but I didn't expect that he could do the same to his only son, he Liancheng.

"I see that you are making more and more progress in your business. I don't feel like a man..." he Liancheng said in a small voice in my ear.

During this period of time, my mind is all about Xiao Kuankuan and Han Hua's projects. I don't care much about him. I don't even realize that he has such a mind. It's dereliction of duty to be a woman.

"Liancheng, it doesn't matter how many shares you have in the group. The most important thing is to take care of your company." I advised him, but I knew in my heart that the status of the group was much more important than managing a branch well. However, if I don't say that, he will think more.

He lay on my shoulder and said nothing. I pulled up his face, looked him in the eyes, thought about his toes, and kissed him. I acted very gently. I don't know how to persuade me to go on. If I talk too much, I will feel powerless. I just want to tell him that no matter how he becomes, my heart to him will not change.

His lips were a little cold. At first, he stood there with his mouth stubbornly closed, like a stone.

I slowly from his lips to his ears, whispered: "in my heart you are the best, always will be."

As soon as the words fell, his body moved. He rubbed his lip against my cheek, held my earlobe and bit it lightly. His voice said vaguely: "Leyi, Leyi... I love you..."

All of a sudden, he became active and fanatical, forced me to the refrigerator and pressed my body. Every kiss has an irresistible temptation. My back was hurt, but in front of me was his kiss.

He was almost rude, with a faint smell of blood rust in his mouth. He swallowed and asked for more... I soon lost the ability of spontaneous breathing, and the dying fish asked for a mouthful of air from his mouth.

From the cheek to the neck, the skin exposed at the neckline, every place fell his hot kiss.

I was soft and held in his arms. All of a sudden, his feet were empty and he picked me up. There was a clanging sound. He waved and swept the things on the Liuli platform to the ground, and then he put me on it. One hand went into the dress and opened the back buckle.

He buried his head and sucked hard. Although I was almost addicted, I kept a trace of reason at the end. I pushed his head away and gasped: "no, I have children."

He Liancheng's eyes flashed and stepped back. I got freedom and jumped off the stage. At this time, he suddenly turned back and locked the kitchen door with his backhand, forcing me to be unable to move again. His low voice was a little dumb: "if you love me, give me..."I look at his stubborn eyes, and kiss him on the mouth for a while again. Then I am attacked by him again. When the two are going to twist together like fish out of the water, I hear the sound of clapping on the door outside, and the child asks aloud, "Mom, I'm hungry."

He Liancheng suddenly shriveled like a deflated balloon. I rubbed my burned face and said to the outside, "play for a while, and the meal will be ready soon."