Since I accepted he Liancheng in Xiaolou, my waist has often hurt. I don't know whether I am too weak or he is too strong. Every time I am incompetent.

I rubbed my aching waist and looked at the alarm clock at the head of the bed. It was already 9:30.

Last night, although he was gentle, he came to an extra time game. At the end, I was a little confused, and I didn't remember what he Liancheng said. I only remember that the more gentle he laughed at me, the deeper he moved. At the end, I fell asleep when he went to take a bath.

Sleep until daybreak, open your eyes to this point.

There was a breakfast he had made on the table, and a note on it said: "remember to have dinner, send me a message if you have something, and I'll come back to pick you up at 3 p.m. to see a psychologist."

I looked at his words, heart thumping straight jump, came to the bathroom to wash, see a white face in the mirror, eyes are smiling, involuntarily touched his face, skin smooth spring run, bow can't bear to look directly.

No wonder others say that love is the best medicine for a woman to keep her youth. A woman who is moistened by a man is beautiful from the inside out.

Thinking of this sentence, I suddenly stopped washing my face and thought of the word "love". Did I define this feeling as "love"? The bathroom was quiet, except for the sound of water.

At this time, there was a knock on the door. I quickly turned off the tap, put a coat on the outside of my pajamas, and asked, "who is that?"

When I opened the door, I saw he Xiao standing outside. Seeing me like this, I said awkwardly, "I should have called in advance."

I had no way to communicate with him, so I ran to get a book and wrote a line: "what do you want from me?"

In fact, at the moment when I saw he Xiao, I thought that it would not be good for him to come to me.

Sure enough, when I came up with this idea, he said, "the chairman wants to talk to you and let me call you up."

I was surprised and asked, "is Mr. He downstairs?"

"Yes." He said.

I wanted to ask them how they knew that I lived here, but suddenly I thought that in this world, it seems that there is nothing rich people can't do. How much trouble can it take to find a common people's residence like me?

"What does he want me to do?" I asked without expression.

He didn't answer. He stood at the door, looked at the room and asked, "he Liancheng has lived here all this time?"

I don't want to answer his question directly. I wrote on the paper, "I'm no longer an employee of he's company. I have the right to refuse Mr. He's looking for me."

Then I was ready to close the door. He Xiao suddenly put his foot between the door and the doorframe and said, "when you were in the company, I thought you were different from other women. You were very calm and rational. Now, it seems, that's all

"He Xiao, you don't have to excite me. I just don't want to see him. No need to see. I can guess that Mr. He must ask me to return his son to him. " When I finished writing this sentence, I didn't want to continue to explain. I pulled the door hard to close it.

"Do you want to be a romantic couple with him, or do you want to marry him?" He Xiao looked at me coldly and said.

When I was asked by him, I let go of my strength.

"If you think it's good to have such a shady situation, there's no need to talk about it. If you still want a good result, you'd better communicate more. Maybe you will have a chance to call the chairman "Dad" in the future He Xiao said directly.

I don't know what to write for him. As soon as the elevator rang, an old man came out. It was he Zelin who was hale and hearty. As soon as he came out, he saw that he Xiao and I were standing across a door and came steadily.

"I know you may not want to talk to me, but I have to talk to you. Miss Lin He has a mild tone, like an old man he knows very well.

I've seen his means, so I won't be fooled by his friendly expression. I wrote a sentence to him: "sorry, I lost my voice, so I can only communicate in this way."

"Good." He Zelin took a deep breath to calm down, and said to he Xiaodao, "you wait for me downstairs."

He Xiao called out: "chairman."

He Zelin waved his hand to indicate that he was OK. He Xiao turned and left. I opened the door and let him into the room.

The house I live in is very small, with a building area of 63 and a usable area of 49. The only places I can sit in my family are sofa and dining table. Seeing that the sofa is a bit messy, I asked he Zelin to sit down at the dining table.

I turned and went into the kitchen to boil a pot of hot water. I poured him a cup and brought it out. I wrote a line and said, "there is no tea or drink at home. Drink white water."He nodded and said thank you, but he didn't look at me. I found that he had a note he Liancheng left for me in his hand, and his eyes were a little red.

He is about the same age as my father. His hair is a little gray. Although his waist is straight, his face is a little old when he takes off his arms occasionally.

He looked at the note for a while before he said, "I've kept him for 28 years, and I haven't drunk a glass of water he poured."

I was knocked down by his words, and just now I lost all my strength. Suddenly I feel that the old man is very poor, and I am the culprit.

"I know he's been living with you lately." He Zelin rubbed the note again and again until it was a little curly. Then he stuck it on the table again and said, "this is his breakfast. Can I try it?"

His eyes are very red, look at my eyes let me feel sad, so nodded, busily said: "I go to heat, all cold."

"No, No." He held out his hand to protect the small bowl of porridge, two dishes of vegetables and a plate of milk fragrant steamed bread, just like an old hen protecting her chicks in front of an eagle. I suddenly realized that he was afraid that when I got hot, his son would not do it by himself, so he took back his hand.

I handed the chopsticks to him. He quickly wiped them on his eyes with the back of his hand. He picked up the chopsticks and put them into his mouth. It was like eating the most delicious food in the world and chewing them carefully.

I saw that his mood was a little bit oppressive, and he had to keep his face in front of me, so I pushed the paper towel to his hand, and pushed him up to the kitchen to pretend to pack things.

I closed the kitchen door, shut myself in the kitchen, and shut he Zelin in the living room. Standing in front of the window, watching the old man walking out of the Bay downstairs with his children, he was stunned.

Maybe he Zelin is famous in the shopping malls. He is a person that everyone admires. But in family, he is not as happy as ordinary people.

I heard he Liancheng occasionally mention that his biological mother died very early. He should have died of illness when he was twelve. Later, he Zelin's female assistant became he Liancheng's little mother, only 12 years older than he Liancheng.

Because before marriage, the female assistant was very kind to he Liancheng and got he Liancheng's favor. He Zelin also liked this and married the female assistant home.

He Liancheng was rebellious at that time. Seeing that the female assistant married her father with herself as a springboard, she turned into her own little mother. Suddenly, her heart was hurt and she felt that she had been used and cheated. As a result, after the female assistant married into he's family, he Liancheng was against her everywhere. He even got the powerful contraceptive from the boys who played together and put it into his stepmother's postprandial milk, which made the woman infertile all her life.

After growing up, although he Liancheng is not so resistant to the little stepmother, he always has a lukewarm attitude. Although I look at my father's face every day and go home to live, I feel very estranged from them.

He Liancheng once told me that he could not accept a man to remarry after he lost his spouse, especially like his father. Less than a year after his mother died, he quickly married a younger and more beautiful man. It's like... It's like a sudden success.

I can guess what kind of feelings he Liancheng has for his father. He wants to love but hates him. He Zelin has the same feelings for he Liancheng.

I stayed in the kitchen for about half an hour before I made some noise and opened the door.

He Zelin, who is sitting at the dining table, has regained his calm, just like I saw that his red eye circles are an illusion just now.

"Miss Lin, thank you for letting him learn to care about people and love others. Although he may still hate me. " He said.

I can't speak. I just sit opposite him and listen to him.

"About you and him, I won't change my mind just because I'm moved." He Zelin regained his wisdom and calmness.

I looked at him and listened to him.

"I think you may hate me very much, think you are true love, and I'm the bad guy who plays with a stick." He sighed and continued, "even if you think so, I'd like to be the bad guy. I want my son to have a better future, a better future and a better spouse. "

I thought about it and wrote a sentence on the paper: "if you have a way to pull him back, I won't stop him; If he likes me, I won't refuse. "

He Zelin lowered his head and finally said in an almost imploring tone, "I want you to rest assured that I will give you enough money to go anywhere for life."

"Mr. He, what I need is someone who can accompany me all my life. As for whether he Liancheng is this person, I don't know yet. " I wrote him another sentence.

He used a strict father's position to talk about terms with me. I was moved, but at the same time, I also thought of giving in to make a father's wish come true.But when I think about it, I was tortured in my heart when I was separated from he Liancheng. I feel that I can't hurt myself for others. I am still a selfish person after all. So I hesitated for a long time to say this.

Like the word I thought of this morning, maybe I really love him.

If so, I am not willing to let go and give in. I don't want to spend the rest of my life as boring as these three years.

Now I know what it's like for someone to care, to care and to feel painful. So I'm addicted to it, just like taking opium. I'm addicted to it