Chapter 91

Chu Yi came over and said to me through the window, "Leyi, I don't want to hurt you so much, and I don't want to give up my child. I'll come back to pick up the baby on Sunday and hope to have a good talk with you sometime. "

He Liancheng opened the door and came up. Looking at he Biancheng outside, he said in a cold voice, "put away your hypocritical face." With that, Chu Yi stepped back and our car quickly pulled out of the parking space.

He Liancheng did not look back at the road in front of him and said, "I changed my lawyer. The protest materials have been sorted out and handed over to the Procuratorate on Monday."

The child was suddenly taken away, took away all my reason, if not for Liu Tian and he Liancheng have been trying to find a way for me, maybe now I have collapsed, my heart finally calmed down and said to him silently: "thank you."

He didn't look back, but seemed to be able to guess what I said. He said softly, "sorry, I came back too late."

I didn't speak, but Yuan Yuan suddenly asked, "why doesn't mom speak?"

He Liancheng reached over and touched his head with one hand. He said, "Mom's voice is broken. If you have something to ask dad he."

Since they came back from the amusement park, they changed their name to call he Liancheng he's father. The joy and treasure in their tone are heartbreaking.

Yuan Yuan whispered for a while, looked up at me and said, "Mom, don't worry, my brother and I are fine."

I want to ask them how they are doing these days and how they are eating... But I can't say.

He Liancheng sat in front of him and asked with a smile, "tell mom what you've done these days? Mom's thinking about it. "

Tong Tong raised his face and asked, "who is the father? Why are you so mean to your mother? "

"That man used to be a dad. You can call him Dad if you don't like him." He Liancheng replied.

"Mom, does Tong want to come to kindergarten in the future?" Said the child in a voice of supplication.

"Of course. Who won't let you come to the kindergarten?" He Liancheng asked.

"The father said that he would not have to come to kindergarten in a while. If you don't come to kindergarten, won't you see your mother? I don't want to see my mother... "Tongtong said inversely.

"Don't be afraid, it won't be. After a while, you can go back to your mother, and now you have to wait for a formal legal process. " He Liancheng explains for me.

I tried to stop him. I raised my hand and put it down.

This commitment is very important to the children, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to do it in the end, which will hurt the hearts of the two babies.

Although the two babies didn't express themselves very clearly, they slowly made it clear what happened after they separated from me these days. Every day, Chu Yi insists on picking up his children to go home, which is called cultivating the relationship between father and son.

On the first day, two Xiaobao cry to sleep. On the second day, they watch coldly as Chu Yi refuses to approach. Yuan Yuan picks up the toy and throws it on Chu Yi. He scolds a bad guy, but Chu Yi doesn't respond; On the third day, the two little treasures still refused to get close. Chu Yi was a little unhappy and said Yuanyuan; On the fourth day, Tong Tong starts to cry because of something trivial and says he wants his mother. Cheng Lina slaps him. Yuan Yuan comes to protect his brother and falls; On the fifth day, I came to pick up Xiaobao. They refused to go to Chu Yi's house again

When they got home, they looked at all the familiar things, old toys, old sofas, their favorite picture books and stories on a small bookshelf, toy airplanes scattered on the tea machine, transformers who had lost their paint and one leg was not pressed, Lying in the toy basket

"Yeah, it's back!" The child cheered and ran down from my arms.

I sat on the carpet and watched them play. The little house was alive because of the children. He Liancheng put the things he bought from the supermarket into the kitchen, came out and sat down beside me. He said in a low voice, "get better as soon as possible. When you protest, you still need to say a lot. For the two of them, don't embarrass yourself like this." Then he took my hand and squeezed it hard. "You accompany them, I'll cook."

My eyes refused to leave them for a moment, and I nodded unconsciously.

He Liancheng's craftsmanship is surprisingly good. He uses simple raw materials to make a table of dishes. From the first dish, two Xiaobao stare at the table and drool.

When the last soup came out, he came out wearing an apron and carrying the soup basin, shouting to us, "big and small, it's time to eat!"

I took baby to sit over and saw a table full of color, fragrance and so on.

When he saw my eyes, he smirked with pride and said, "are you shocked by my craftsmanship“

I looked at the smile and expectation on the child's face and slightly picked the corner of my mouth.

They had a good time eating. For the first time, they had half a bowl more rice and said they wanted to eat it. I was afraid to eat too much to support, forced the bowl down, said: "go to play for a while xiaoshier, and then take a bath to sleep." He Liancheng acted as a translator and repeated my words all the time.Two little things tired of playing, face with a sweet smile to sleep. He Liancheng stood at the door of the bedroom to see how to cover the children. Then he came over and said, "you can sleep too. You haven't been able to sleep these days."

"I'll take you out." I speak very slowly. I want him to understand my mouth.

He gave me a hug and said, "don't worry, you're at home alone. I'll sleep on the sofa tonight."

"You go. I want to be alone with the children." I said.

He held me and put his chin on top of my head. He said in a dull voice, "don't drive me. I just want to see you and accompany you."

Then he turned out and went straight to the kitchen. I heard the sound of water.

I never thought He Liancheng would be able to do this. He would follow the kitchen door and see that the foam in the sink was almost overflowing. He was wearing a rag to wash things, but his movements were clumsy, and his hands washed with detergent dishes. He slipped into the pool and splashed his face on the foam.

He noticed that I went over and said with an embarrassed smile, "I can cook, but I still haven't done this dish washing thing."

I took an apron from under the kitchen door and prepared to wash the dishes. He came full of foam and stopped me and said, "you can go to rest now. I'll fix it in a minute."

He pushed me out of the kitchen and went to the bathroom as if I were at home. He checked the temperature of the water heater and said, "take a bath and relax. I'll be on the sofa outside when I'm done. If you have something to tell me."

"You don't have to..." I said, looking up at him.

"I don't want to see you so sad. As long as I'm here, you don't have to worry so much. I hate myself for not being around when you need it most. Only by working hard can I feel better. " He touched the tip of my nose, pushed me into the bathroom, turned around and went back to the kitchen.

I don't know where I'm standing and how I'm going to react. At the moment when he just came back, I hated him and wished I would never see him again.

In the face of my reaction and dislike, he still chose to treat me as before, and even accompanied me carefully. But in my heart, still afraid that this is a dream, gorgeous can not touch the reality of the dream. I want to avoid him far away, but in the distance greedy for the warmth and peace of mind.

For the next two days, he Liancheng followed me and played with the two babies. No matter what I say, he will smile, and then do what he should do.

On Sunday afternoon, Chu Yi came to pick up the baby. The two babies were having a good time. When they saw Chu Yi enter the door, they cried, hugged my leg and cried, "Mom, we don't want to go."

"Mom... Mom..."

I picked up Tong Tong, patted him on the back and said to Chu Yi, "no matter how they cry? Do you have the heart to take them away by force? "

He looked at my mouth for a moment and said, "what do you want to say?"

"You go in." He Liancheng pushed me and my child into the bedroom. I wanted to go out and have a face-to-face talk with Chu Yi, but he Liancheng pressed me on the bed and said, "trust me." Then he closed the door and went out.

I vaguely heard the words of child, lost voice, cruelty and so on. Chu Yi said once in a while, but he didn't listen. I can only catch a few key words, it's about children.

The children know that what they are talking about is related to them. They also calm down and don't cry. Their tearful eyes look at me, and I feel a pain in my heart.

Chu Yi suddenly opened the door, looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, Yue Yi. I didn't expect that. I'll pick up the baby on Monday and think about what to do

Chu Yi finally opened the door, took a deep look at the child, sighed and said, "I'll pick up the child on Monday. I hope you can understand me and give me a chance to be a father."

I didn't speak. I watched him walk out of the house and relax. The children cried a little tired and went to sleep with pillows in their arms.

"What did you say to him?" I took out a piece of paper and wrote it down.

"Nothing that can keep him from forcing you and your children for a while." As he said, he touched my forehead with his lips and said, "you don't have to worry. When Chu Yi goes back, he has to think about it. I hope that what I do in the end can make him give up custody."

No matter how much I asked, he Liancheng refused to elaborate. He just said that he would wait for the result of the protest to come out and tell me everything.

No matter how I feel, I don't want to affect my children's normal life. On Monday morning, I sent them to kindergarten. When I left, two little guys held their legs and cried, "Mom will be the first to pick us up next week."

I nodded with a smile and watched the teacher lead them in.When I walked out of the gate of the kindergarten, I took off all my strength and fell down as soon as my legs became soft. He Liancheng quickly held me and said, "just now, the lawyer called and the protest application has been handed in, waiting for the notice of the procuratorate. This time the evidence is solid, you can rest assured. "

I don't know if I should be relieved, but I obediently followed him to see a psychologist.

The psychiatrist looked at he Liancheng, who refused to go out, and said, "you go out first. I need to talk to miss Lin alone." He Liancheng turned helplessly and went out.

The doctor took out a pile of white paper, put a sharpened pencil in front of me, and said with a gentle smile, "Miss Lin, you can rest assured that all our conversations are confidential, only the two of us know. In order to recover as soon as possible, would you please help me answer the question as it is? "

I nodded, I want to make a sound as soon as possible, not for others and children.

At the beginning, the doctor asked some unimportant questions, slowly turned the topic to me, and then after getting my answer, he said, "I'll pour you a glass of water."

I sat on the chair and looked sideways at a small glass fish tank on the small table. There was a bright goldfish in it, swimming happily.

When the doctor came back, there was another meaningless conversation. He finally closed the book, looked at me and said, "you should pay more attention to rest. I have encountered two cases of this disease, both of which have no pathological changes. Tell me what you fear most, and then face it, you can recover slowly."

I wrote on the paper: "what I fear most is the loss of children. Now I have said it, and I dare to face it. I am actively trying to find a way. Why don't I get better? "

He looked down at the line, looked up and said gently, "you are blinded by your subconsciousness. You think that what you fear most is the loss of your child. In fact, it's not this that you fear most in your heart."

I couldn't understand and shook my head.

He said with a smile, "you don't have to worry. I can't help you with this fear. Through treatment, I think you will slowly find out what you are afraid of. "

He called he Liancheng in. He asked me anxiously, "how's it going?"

I shook my head to signal that there was no progress. He pushed me to the rest room and said, "I'll talk to the doctor. You wait for me for a moment."

After about half an hour, he lianchengcai came out of the doctor's office with a puzzled and helpless face and said to me, "don't worry, look for it slowly."

I smile bitterly, my life has reached the lowest point, and then how bad can it be? These days, instead, I calm down, waiting for the reversal of my life.

I have the patience to find the cause and recover my voice, but I don't have the patience to wait for the protest result when I can come out