C96 We must be strong and live on

Fang Hepian ran over to Ding Zhihua and supported him. Smelling the smell of his alcohol, she frowned and asked: "Son, why are you drinking again?"

"Mom, I only drank a little. It's okay." Ding Zhihua said. He looked very sober, not drunk.

"Is the unit in attendance again?" Fang Hepian asked.

"Yeah, I went out temporarily. I didn't have the time to call you." Ding Zhihua said.

When he said this, Ding Zhihua felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. He rarely lied to his mother, so this was probably his first time doing it today.

"Let's go home and take a bath and have a good rest." Fang Hepian said, "You didn't sleep well last night, and your eyes are a little swollen. Be careful, son!"

Fang Hepian was most afraid of seeing Ding Zhihua's eyes swell up. When he was sixteen, there was a day when he woke up early in the morning and thought that he was alright.

Was that when this man died?

"It's okay, don't worry. I'll be fine after I sleep! " Ding Zhihua said.

When they entered the house, Zi An saw that his father needed his grandmother's support. He smiled and said, "Father, do you also need your mother's help to walk around? Zi An always runs alone. "

Ding Zhihua stopped and patted Zi An's head, saying, "Daddy is also a child, he's the same age as Zi An!"

"Mom, dad said he's the same age as me! Isn't that right, Mom? " Zi An asked.

"Zi An thinks it is." Du Ruiqi said with a smile.

"Haha, so father is also a child. Can I be a father then?" Zi An asked again.

"Sure, when Zi An grows up …" Du Ruiqi said with a smile.

"But dad said he's the same age as me, he can even be a dad. Why can't I …" Zi An said as he pouted.

"When you become as tall as your father, you will be able to be his father … Now, Zi An will just be the baby for his parents and grandfather, okay? Hurry up and tell Mom a story, Mom can't wait anymore … " Du Ruiqi said.

Zi An immediately changed the topic and picked up the book to tell the story.

Fang Hepian still looked at Ding Zhihua, and said: "Son, mom will cook some noodles for you, okay?"

"No need, I'm full!" Ding Zhihua said, "I want to rest first."

"Okay, then if you're hungry tonight, mom will cook it for you, okay?" Fang Hepian said.

"Alright. If I want to eat it, I can cook it myself, don't worry. " Ding Zhihua said, "I'm going up first!"

"Alright, rest early." Fang Hepian said, as she watched Ding Zhihua walk up the stairs step by step.

Ding Zhihua went to his room and closed the door.

He poured some of the mineral water into the glass and took the little bottle out of his pocket. He poured out all the medicine.

Under the light of the lamp, the white pills looked even more pale.

Ding Zhihua swallowed his saliva and told himself: Go ahead, eat it and you will fall asleep. There will be no pain, no wounds, it will be very dignified … Eat, eat quickly, eat until you are free. You no longer need to live such a painful life …

He poured the whole bunch of pills into his palm and just stared at them. Unknowingly, his tears started to flow again.

Why was he so useless? Did he not even have the courage to die?

He closed his eyes as countless images flashed through his mind, all of them containing his mother! When he was young, his mother held his hand and told him stories, just like she did with Zi An now; his mother walked him to school and watched him walk into the school with a smile on her face; his mother cooked fried eggs for him to eat whenever he wanted; his mother cooked eggs that shone with golden oil, giving him an appetite; his mother held his hand in tears when he was sick … It was all mom's happiness, mom's worry, mom's anger, mom's anger... Oh, dad, and dad, Dad seems to always be behind the scenes. His happiness and worries are behind the scenes, but he knows that dad loves him, but he's never good at expressing them … And his sister, the only person in this world who shared the same bloodline as him. She had bullied him since she was young and was acting mighty on his head, but he seemed to enjoy the domineering nature of his sister and had never fought against her before …

His tears fell onto his palms, soaking the pills.

Faintly, he warned himself once again, eat, don't hesitate, right now, I am just a piece of trash. Why would I still miss this unnecessary person? Why would I be worried about this? Let's go …

He couldn't hold it in any longer. He raised his head, raised his hand, and poured the pill into his mouth …

At that moment, the door to the room was pushed open! Fang Hepian stood at the door …

When she saw the bottle of medicine on the table, she seemed to have understood something in an instant. She ran over like crazy and took Ding Zhihua's hand away from her mouth!

God, those white pills!

"My child, do you want your mother's life?" Fang Hepian began to bawl.

"Spit it out, son! Spit it out!" Fang Hepian dug a large handful of pills out of his mouth, and after he dug out the last visible pill, he held onto his face with both hands, and looked at his still open mouth, "My son, hurry up and spit it out! Don't scare Mom! "

Ding Zhihua originally cried silently. Seeing his mother so anxious and so heartbroken, he could not hold it in anymore and started to cry loudly!

"Son, tell Mommy, did you eat it? Ah? We're going to the hospital, right now! " Fang Hepian was practically trembling from head to toe. She could not imagine what she would do if she did not have a son.

Ding Zhihua shook his head as he cried, his tears and mucus mixing together.

Fang Hepian did not know whether he ate it or not, so she sent her son to the hospital immediately!

Hearing the sobbing from upstairs, Ding Guangxin and Du Ruiqi both ran up, and even Zi An came up as well.

When Zi An saw that his grandmother and father were crying, he was so scared that he cried.

When Du Ruiqi saw this scene, she also understood everything. It was fortunate that his mother was there in time, otherwise, the consequences would have been unimaginable. Her tears also fell silently. She carried Zi An in her arms and hugged her son tightly, unable to hold back her tears.

The whole family was crying.

"Old Ding, go get a car. We'll take Zhihua to the hospital, quick!" Fang Hepian said to Ding Guangxin.

"Mom, no need, I didn't eat, I didn't eat, I can't bear to part with you guys, I can't bear to part with you …" Ding Zhihua hugged his mother and started to wail again.

Zi An had originally cried a little, but whenhe saw his father cry, she was so scared that he started to cry again.

Du Ruiqi didn't want his son to see such a miserable scene in her own home, so she carried the child into her own room and gently closed the door.

"No, old Ding, go to the bathroom and get a basin, quick!" Fang Hepian ordered.

Ding Guangxin quickly brought the plastic basin over.

Fang Hepian said to her son as tears flowed down her face, "My son, open your mouth and let your mother see if there's anymore."

Ding Zhihua obediently opened his mouth wide, Fang Hepian extended his index finger and directly dug into his throat. Ding Zhihua immediately threw up, and poured out all the food he had eaten that night.

There was a strong smell of alcohol.

"Ah, ah, ah …" Ding Zhihua cried out as he threw up.

Fang Hepian kept patting his back, saying, "Son, just puke it all out, just puke it out!"

Ding Zhihua almost vomited all of the acid in his stomach, his face extremely pale.

"Come, gargle, son." Fang Hepian brought the water on the table to Ding Zhihua's mouth.

Ding Zhihua drank a few mouthfuls of water and thoroughly washed the filth in his mouth.

Ding Guangxin walked over and hugged both of them.

"Son, why are you so stupid? Do you want your mother and me to die? " Ding Guangxin raised his head, letting his tears fall on his mottled cheeks. This was what he had always been worried about the most, this child was truly too tired.

"Son, did you really not eat? Don't lie to Mommy! " Fang Hepian said with tears flowing down her face.

"I really don't have any. I can't bear to part with you. I can't bear to part with you …" Ding Zhihua said while crying.

"Good son, you're right. Do you know, if you really left your mother behind, do you think your mother would still be alive? Ah, could your father still live? Our home is gone, son! " Fang Hepian cried as she caressed Ding Zhihua's face painfully.

There was nothing that hurt his mother more than this scene! There was nothing more fortunate than snatching his son back from the hands of the grim reaper! In just this short one minute, Fang Hepian experienced two heavens of life and death, and her heart finally left her mouth.

She held on to her son, who was still crying, as if she would disappear in an instant if she didn't hold on to him. She just knelt in front of her son and hugged him, letting all of his tears wet her body …

Maybe it was because their hearts were connected. Throughout the entire day, Fang Hepian's heart had been in an unbearable state of suspense, always feeling that something was going to happen. When Ding Zhihua returned late at night, she was so scared that her soul almost left her body. When he saw that her son had returned, she finally heaved a sigh of relief. But when she saw her son walking up the stairs, she couldn't stop worrying. Thus, she sat downstairs for a while before she could not help but walk up to him.

God, it must be your senses that are calling me back, allowing me to snatch my son back from the hands of the God of Death. God does not want us Ding Family to die, it wants us Ding Family to live blissfully and blissfully. Fang Hepian shouted in her heart.

Ding Guangxin slowly supported Fang Hepian and indicated for her to sit on the bed. Old people crouch like this for a long time, prone to dizziness.

Fang Hepian sat beside Ding Zhihua, hugging her son with such a heartache.

"My son, I heard from my mother that this person is not someone who is in a bad mood, but someone who is in a bad mood. A lot of things we can't get through because we can't let go. For example, he couldn't let go of his revenge after being deceived, or his resentment after being ridiculed, or his face after being criticized. Most people only care about the matter itself and indulge in the unpleasant mood it brings. Actually, as long as he changed his mood, the world would be completely different. You learn to laugh right from life, and you will find that there is really no big deal in life when you smile. " Fang Hepian said.

"Mom, I know. I've already done something foolish once, so I won't do it again." Ding Zhihua said with tears all over his face.

"Alright, Mom will believe you!" Son, you need to know, Mom and Dad will always be your support. No matter when, no matter what difficulties you encounter, or what problems you encounter, they will always tell us.

"I'll remember. "I can't bear to leave you behind, I want to live on …" Ding Zhihua hugged his mother and father tightly. He felt that he could no longer be that silly, his aged parents had worked hard to raise him. No, absolutely not! No matter what, he had to survive!