C94 skinning her to the bone

Skinned her to the ground

As Fang Hepian finished speaking, she looked at her son, who was still crying, and felt a pain in her heart. She didn't know if her son was listening to her words or not. Can you untie the knot in your heart? Can you release your heart? Could he go back to a happy life?

She was worried. She was even more afraid! She was worried that her only son wouldn't be able to take all of this and would one day do something stupid … His son's illness did not seem to have improved at all, and he never heard of the couple sleeping together again. When she asked about Rui Qi, she was always silent. Was there really no hope for her son's illness to be cured? Why did God do this to her only son? If she could, she would give her life in exchange for her son's health and happiness!

"Son, go to sleep early. Mom's going to bed too, huh?" Fang Hepian once again wiped the tears at the corner of her eyes.

Ding Zhihua suddenly extended his hand out and grabbed his mother's hand: "Mom, you can rest easy and go to sleep!" Before he could finish his words, tears once again flowed down his cheeks.

"Alright, alright. Mom will be relieved when you think it through. Mom will be happy!" Fang Hepian said with tears streaming down her face. She pressed her own face to her son's face and felt his breathing and heartbeat.

"Mm …" Ding Zhihua hugged his mother and cried once again.

Fang Hepian patted his son's back, and then covered him with a blanket. She turned around, closed the door, and walked out.

She noticed that Du Ruiqi's room door was open and walked in unconsciously.

She did not hear the start of their argument, she only heard Ding Zhihua's shrill laughter. But she could guess that her son was definitely burning with jealousy due to Du Ruiqi's late return.

Perhaps, Du Ruiqi had really gone out to socialize tonight; or perhaps, she had really gone out to meet the man in the rumors. In Fang Hepian's heart, these two actions of Du Ruiqi were understandable and forgivable.

Recreation is the normal work of the government. Without it, there must be no hope and no loneliness. Back then, she was only a Master in a kindergarten. She often had some social interaction with her, so she understood why Du Ruiqi had to go out and socialize with her. After all, she could only drag Rui Qi to Master. If she wanted to go up, she had to rely on herself. The Ding Family did not have many powers to use, and Rui Qi was also a peasant's son and daughter, without any background. Right now, in the government, a woman was relying on her own strength to fight. That was easier said than done! For Rui Qi to be able to jump from the kindergarten to the position of Regimental County Committee in just a year, this was definitely not an easy feat. She knew that someone was helping her from behind. As for who it was, what kind of deal or relationship it was, she had no idea. But as a woman's sensitive, she knew that this wife of hers must be someone with a story, and could hide things from her very heart.

If, then, she was going to meet a man, and from a woman's point of view, she understood Ricky. Her son had a flaw, but he was a healthy, normal young woman. She had a normal physical need, a normal emotional need. Did she really want him to live as a widow for his entire life? To have a husband like her son was in itself a great tragedy for Rui Qi. She still clung to the family, and to Rui Qi, it wasn't fair at all. But to this day, Ricky had never rejected Zhihua in front of her, let alone asked for a divorce. She still loved this family with all her heart. Just from this point alone, Fang Hepian felt that she owed Rui Qi because she had set her eyes on her daughter-in-law and made this marriage possible on her own accord.

Du Ruiqi was sitting on the sofa beside the bed, also silently crying.

Fang Hepian walked over and sat down beside her.

Fang Hepian carried Du Ruiqi in her arms, with tears in her eyes, she choked with emotions and said: "Child, I made you suffer!"

"Mom, it's my fault!" Du Ruiqi laid in Fang Hepian's embrace, crying soundlessly. "I'll try my best not to go out and socialize anymore."

"Child, mother understands you. It is difficult for a woman to become an official. There were already a lot of government officials attending social meetups, so some of them could not be pushed aside. Today, Zhihua may be in a bad mood, so don't take it to heart. I know he loves you and cares about you, and his own body causes him so much pain and suffering. "It'll be fine in a few days. Don't bother with Zhihua, okay?" Fang Hepian patted Du Ruiqi's back and said heartache.

"Mom, don't worry. I won't take it to heart. I know that Zhihua is good to me, and I understand his temper. I think I might be more irritable than he is. " Du Ruiqi said as he raised his head. He took a piece of clothing from the bedside and helped his mother-in-law put it on.

In the late autumn, the Yu He's weather had already turned cold, and the night was even colder.

Du Ruiqi held Grandma's hand and felt that cold.

"Child, you are always considerate and considerate! Mom is so happy to have the good fortune to be your daughter-in-law for the rest of your life. "Child, this is fate. Since we were fated in our previous lives, we won't be able to be mother and daughter in this life, so we'll just be wives." Fang Hepian raised her hand and smoothed the messy bangs on her forehead.

"Sleep early, child. Sleep well. The sun is new tomorrow." Fang Hepian said lovingly.

"Alright, mother, you go to bed early as well. "Rest assured, I will communicate with Zhihua. I will learn to care for him and take care of him." Du Ruiqi said.

"Good, good night!" Fang Hepian stood up, turned her head to look at Du Ruiqi, and then turned to leave.

Looking at the grandma's departing figure, Du Ruiqi suddenly felt a wave of unexplainable sadness. She was sad for her mother-in-law. She knew that her mother-in-law had comforted her son at Ding Zhihua's place and then came to her side to appease her daughter-in-law. In this family, Grandma was the most difficult person to deal with. She painstakingly managed this family and was careless of everyone in the family. Yet, Zhihua just happened to have such a difficult and deadly illness … At the same time, she also felt glad that there was someone who could understand how she felt for her mother-in-law. Otherwise, she didn't know if she could hold on, or if she could hold on for much longer. It seemed that there was no hope for Ding Zhihua's illness to be cured, and his attitude seemed to have changed a lot. Never before had there been such nameless fury.

She remembered how she had angered him the last time she had promised her mother-in-law she would move to his room to look after him, and how it had been the first time he had lost his temper. Regarding Ding Zhihua's attitude back then, Du Ruiqi understood it in his heart. He had self-respect and self-love, and he also had a strong sense of inferiority. He could not accept pity from others, especially from Du Ruiqi, so he kicked her out.

But today, she really didn't understand. Did he hear some rumors somewhere? Why did he suddenly say such ugly and disgusting words? Why did he do this? Did this hurt her heart, and he was satisfied? One could tell that he was in even greater pain! Perhaps, as Grandma said, he treated her like this because he loved her and cared about her? Love, is it necessary to hurt naked like this? Should he skin her to the point that her skin would start to tear and her heart would start to bleed?

Thinking of this, Du Ruiqi couldn't help but cry in grief. She was a very strong person. Since she was young, no one had ever hurt her like this, and no one ever scolded her like this. She felt the humiliation that came from the depths of her heart.

Could this be the price of him sneaking out and causing a ghost? Was this the side effect of enjoying the stimulation? And all of this, could it only be swallowed along with the blood and tears? He had also promised his mother-in-law that he would understand Zhihua and wouldn't argue with him. In the future, he would have to communicate with him and pay more attention to him. Could he do that? she asked herself.

In the midst of her tears, she seemed to see her own son Zi An, this adorable little darling … Grandma's words were still in his ears: For Zi An, our family must walk down this path happily! Yes, for the sake of the children, this family must be happy to go on; moreover, for his own career, this family was the best decoration! A happy family person can gain the trust and reconsideration of his superiors. It was even more so for women on the road to office.

Although living bandit said that he couldn't leave her, she was clear that they could only work together through physical means. She wanted to rent his power, of course, and at the same time satisfy his own needs; he wanted to rent her body to meet his needs. It was so simple, so clear, that they didn't have to talk about anything else. If he loved her, if he needed her, it was only for her body, and if she thought about him, if he loved him, it was to satisfy his temporary needs and career advancement. Their relationship could not be exposed to the light, and could only be seen in a dark corner. They had to find a reasonable figure for themselves, even a golden body. That was a happy and complete home. With this beautiful body, they could better start their own businesses on the road to becoming an official. Only then could they not have to worry about the future …

Therefore, put it down and be merciful. There is nothing in this world that you can't go back to. No matter how tragic the reality is, you have to stubbornly believe that this is just a short period of darkness before dawn … She remembered reading once: If a person's heart was small, then it would be small; if one's heart was big, then it would be small; if someone was able to see through the vicissitudes of life, then their heart would be safe and sound. Difficult things depended on one's own shoulders, adversity depended on one's own mind, and wisdom depended on one's own ability. Success or failure depended on perseverance …

Think of it as a test from heaven. Isn't it said that "when the heavens descend upon the sages, they must first rack their mind, exhaust their bones, starve their skin, empty their body and do whatever they want with it"? Then, what did this little bit of pain count for?

Thinking about it this way, Du Ruiqi felt that her heart became clearer. She no longer harbored any resentment towards Ding Zhihua, but instead, started to truly understand and understand him …

She finally slept peacefully.

In another room, after Ding Zhihua's tears had dried and his heart was broken into pieces, he took his mother's impassioned instruction and fell into a deep sleep. Even though he still had tears in his eyes during his dreams …

In the morning, Fang Hepian prepared breakfast, and Zi An woke up. After eating breakfast, she prepared to go to school. However, the two upstairs still did not come down to eat. It was almost time for work, why weren't they getting up yet?

Fang Hepian handed Zi An over to Ding Guangxin.

"Old Ding, send Zi An to school, I will go upstairs and wake them up!" Fang Hepian said.

"Mom and dad are lazy bugs. They haven't woken up yet because their butts are sunburned!" Zi An imitated his and said.

"As expected of my darling, it's better to wake up early and go to bed early!" Ding Guangxin carried Zi An, "We will be going to school, goodbye to Grandma!"

"Goodbye grandma!" Zi An waved his small hands and said to his grandmother.

"Goodbye Zi An, Grandmother will come to pick you up in the afternoon!" Fang Hepian smiled and waved at Zi An.

Seeing Ding Guangxin carrying Zi An out, Fang Hepian went to the third floor.

As expected, the doors on both sides were still closed.

She first went to knock on Du Ruiqi's door: "Rui Qi, wake up, you're going to be late!"

"Oh, okay, I'm up, I'm up!" Du Ruiqi opened his eyes and immediately got up from the bed. He did not expect to almost oversleep.

Fang Hepian knocked on Ding Zhihua's door for a long time. Finally, hearing some noise from inside, Fang Hepian pushed open the door and walked in.