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Du Ruiqi opened her eyes and looked at Zhu Qing's face, and tears unknowingly rolled down her cheeks.

Why do you know me so well? Why? What does my sadness have to do with you?

Silent tears, made Zhu Qingyun's heart melt in an instant, the most he could not stand to see her cry. He knew that there were too many aches and pains in her heart, especially for such an occasion. She must have thought of her marriage, her family, not willing to face it but unable to struggle free! There was no love, but they had to be twisted together! How could he not make people suffer!

"Ruiqi." Zhu Qingyun put his arm around her shoulders and warmly said, "You shouldn't have come to today's occasion. Why do you have to be so sad?"

After Du Ruiqi heard his words, the tears in her eyes became even more tears.

Yes, why did he come? Why should you think of your own misfortune while feeling the happiness of others? He clearly knew that he would meet Zhu Qingyun here, but why did he still come?

"Rui Qi, do you know?" Zhu Qingyun felt Du Ruiqi's slightly trembling shoulders, "Seeing Wu Qiaoling and Tang Ming standing together happily, I was thinking in my heart, if we had this chance to love them again, would we be happier than them?"

Du Ruiqi raised his head and looked at Zhu Qing, shaking his head in despair as he sobbed, "Qing Yun, that's impossible! I've also thought about it. Honestly speaking, I've also thought about it in my heart. We can't do it, we really can't do it! Even if we have the courage to do so, and abandon everything, we will still not be able to truly free ourselves from this calamity. This is because the common eyes and rumors are too powerful, and these things will make us unable to hide anywhere.

"Rui Qi, you're probably right!" Zhu Qingyun sighed and said, "We carry too many things and can't let it go. We have a career, we have a family, we have children, we have parents, and all our social relationships combined. We can't abandon them, we can't let them go. But, have you ever thought that these are things that we have imposed on ourselves? Without them, we can also live a happy life. It's just like how the two of us lived a pure life in Du Jia Village, living a life free from worldly strife. Wasn't that the happiest and happiest time we had in those three years? "

Du Jia Village... Du Jia Village Primary School... In front of Du Ruiqi's eyes, the school building that used to stand alone in the middle of the field suddenly appeared, as well as that empty grass field and that simple and crude dorm room … Such a simple and poor life, yet the happiest time of their lives! And now, with her holding great power, he had also made progress in her career. The two of them no longer had that kind of simple happiness!

"I'm sorry, Qingyun. I've lost our happiness and happiness. I can never find it again!" Du Ruiqi said with tears streaming down her face.

"Rui Qi, don't say I'm sorry. What you've brought me is the most beautiful time of my life. I have said that I do not blame you, much less hate you. I only have gratitude and love for you, and thank you for stepping into my life and giving me the most precious three years of happiness and happiness. I know that love is wonderful, and I have no regrets no matter how much you pay! " Zhu Qingyun hugged her tightly, speaking from the bottom of his heart.

"Dong Dong Dong", the waiter came to deliver the meal.

Zhu Qing let go of Du Ruiqi and brought a cup of warm coffee for her.

"Last ice cream." Zhu Qingyun told the waiter.

"Alright." The waiter quickly left.

"Here, have a cup of coffee to refresh yourself." Zhu Qingyun said.

The warmth of the coffee warmed Du Ruiqi's heart a little.

Zhu Qingyun's words moved her once again.

She didn't want him to give anything for her anymore. She just wanted him to be safe and healthy, to have a steady rise in his career.

And what she expected of herself was nothing but greater success in her career.

Her home, as long as she was willing to maintain it, could always be maintained in peace, without any ripples. As long as Ding Zhihua was healthy, everything would be peaceful. Therefore, she didn't need to worry about anything. It was just that in the dead of night, the thirst in her heart would often involuntarily jump out and disturb her dreams. Zhu Qingyun, the man who entered the most dreams and disturbed her the most.

"Qing Yun, Chen Shuji has treated you well now. I will tell him about you later, and I think you will be able to change your position next year. However, I hope that you will have a peaceful heart. Don't force yourself to do everything, and just leave it to fate. " Du Ruiqi said calmly.

"Don't worry, I will." "I am in a very good mood right now. I am not in a hurry. What belongs to me will come sooner or later. What does not belong to me cannot be forced either." Zhu Qingyun said with a smile.

"It's good to have this mentality!" Du Ruiqi said.

"Rui Qi, it's not easy for you to get into this position. I know that the struggle for power, the bitterness in your heart, sometimes you have nowhere to talk about it. You can find me at any time, and I will always be behind you. Remember, as long as you turn around, you will be able to see me! " Zhu Qingyun said, "When you are tired, tired, tired, remember to turn around from time to time, look at me, and tell me the truth, then you won't feel so bad, you can release yourself."

These words caused Du Ruiqi's eyes to once again turn hazy.

"Alright …" Du Ruiqi choked up.

Why are you being so nice to me? Don't do this to me. The more you do this, the more I feel sorry for you, the more guilty I feel …

But she didn't want to say it. Subconsciously, she still yearned for his love, yearning for his feelings for her. At least, at night, when he was alone, he could feel that not too far away, there was still someone who was worried about you. That someone's heart ached for you, but he was also still thinking about you … Such a feeling was the only consolation she had.

She was unwilling to abandon him, unwilling to part with him! He was even more unwilling to give up!

However, she knew that this kind of love was very dangerous. If she wasn't careful, she might slip into the depths of her emotions and be unable to extricate herself from it. If that happened, they would be swallowed up by the world and the theory of honor!

No, he must not enter that step! She warned herself.

"Rui Qi, you have to be more open-minded and make yourself happy. In fact, in the eyes of many people, you and I are both lucky. Especially you. To be able to get this position at such a young age, how many people can be compared to you? Although we cannot live in the eyes or mouth of others, the eyes and mouth of others are often used to measure our value in society. You, who have achieved such success, should be proud of yourself. Life is not as good as expected. Who can live their own lives without regrets? " Zhu Qingyun said.

"Yeah, I know. I often tell myself so. In other people's eyes, I'm just that strong and powerful woman. Who would ever think that you're happy or not happy? Today, he also felt touched by the scenery, causing his heart to ache. In my daily life, I am still a rather optimistic person, not pessimistic, because my life and career do not tolerate me pessimistic, I have to face it optimistically, because no one can help you, no one can replace you, your matter, even if the sky falls down, only you can support it. Especially people like me, who have so many people watching behind them and so many people watching them from the side, I don't dare to slack off in the slightest. " Du Ruiqi said.

"That's why living is tiring. The bow of life, pull too full will be tired, pull too dissatisfied will fall behind, we should learn to relax. Without friends, you will be alone; without enemies, you will fail; because friends are used to rely on, and enemies are used to stimulate their potential. Ruiqi, don't be too demanding on yourself. Relax your mind, be optimistic about your life, and work happily. You will experience more happiness! " Zhu Qingyun said.

Du Ruiqi felt that the current Zhu Qing was like a very thoughtful teacher, the words she spoke were all very philosophical. These words of consolation truly made her heart feel at ease, and she felt as if she was suddenly enlightened.

"I'll try my best. You have to do it too. Let's work together! " Du Ruiqi said.

"Well, let's toast happiness and happiness." Zhu Qing served the red wine to Du Ruiqi, and the two of them smiled at each other, clinking cups, and drank it all in one gulp.

Zhu Qing wanted to pour more wine, but was stopped by Du Ruiqi.

"Qingyun, drive and don't drink. Safety is of utmost importance." Du Ruiqi said.

Zhu Qingyun obediently stopped, then smiled and said, "Okay, I'll put this bottle of wine on the car. When we want to drink it, we can always drink it."

After finishing the last ice cream, Du Ruiqi suggested that they should go home.

Zhu Qing Yun seemed to want to sit with Du Ruiqi and look at his watch. It was getting late, so when they hurried back, they could only eat dinner at home.

"Alright, let's go!" Zhu Qingyun said.

The two of them walked out. When Zhu Qing reached the door, he couldn't help but turn around and hug Du Ruiqi tightly.

Being hugged like this by Zhu Qing, Du Ruiqi felt that it was very warm and she also stuck close to his chest, breathing in her scent to her heart's content.

"Rui Qi, remember my words. No matter what happens, we will always keep in mind that no matter what happens, we will always be worried about each other. When you are unhappy, just think of me, think of me, think of me thinking of you, and you will be happy. "How about it?" Zhu Qingyun cupped her face and said.

"Good …" You should also remember to take good care of your own body. For me, you must take care of yourself as well! " Du Ruiqi said with tears once again.

Don't worry, I'm a man. I'll remember my mission. For you, for my family, for my parents, and for my son. Zhu Qingyun said firmly.

"Alright, let's go back. It shouldn't be too late!" Du Ruiqi said somewhat reluctantly.

"Let's go. When we're free next time, let's meet again, okay?" Zhu Qingyun looked into her eyes and said.

"Alright …" She could not bear to refuse, and she seemed to yearn for it.

Zhu Qingyun cupped her face and gave her a deep kiss on the lips.

The two of them carried each other as they walked out of the door. Outside, Du Ruiqi immediately let go of Zhu Qing.