Chapter 411

"Let me help you. Don't wash here. Go to the bathtub."

I bathed her. I washed every inch of her skin very carefully. First I applied bath gel to her, and then I rubbed it gently. The places I rubbed all had a faint blush. The granddaughter looked at me, no matter what part I rubbed, as long as her eyes could see her, her eyes would not blink, but I was not used to her eyes, because there was no expression at all. Compared with the past cunning and sagacity, she was completely disgraced!

I am familiar with every inch of the skin of the granddaughter, except for a scar, which is left after the operation. Touching the scar, my vision gradually blurred again. I lowered my head and was still noticed by sun. She didn't say a word and helped me dry my tears with her slender fingers. She is so gentle, this woman, in only our environment, she is very gentle, but this kind of tenderness is about to come to an end, which is very cruel to her and me.

After washing, I took her back to the room, put her on the bed gently, and then covered the quilt. I went back to the bathroom to clean up the mess. After finishing, I helped her wash her clothes, and I took another bath before I went back to the room.

The granddaughter fell asleep with an unhappy expression on her face. She should not want to sleep, from her posture can see that she is waiting for me, just because she is too tired, in the process of waiting unconsciously fell asleep in the past.

I sat by the bed and quietly watched sun magic girl. When she fell asleep, I gently put her down and let her lie down completely. I didn't want to wake her up. I'm willing to wait for her to wake up. No matter how long she sleeps, it's just one time. Although I promised aunt Bing that I would go to see her today, I can only slip my tongue!

But I still wake her up, not wake up, it is a very slight consciousness, cuddle me, she needs me. I went to bed and held her in my arms. Now I found out that she was so weak that she was submerged in my arms. I should give her more protection.

Slowly, I also fell asleep. In my dream, I dreamt that everything was just a dream. I woke up in my dream. The granddaughter was all right, and there was no money laundering or bribery. Everything in my dream was so beautiful. No one left who, no one needed to leave who. It's a pity that dreams are always dreams. When I wake up, I find that my granddaughter is gone

"Witch, are you there?" I got out of bed and yelled.

I didn't answer. I didn't answer all the time. I've looked for any place in the house where I can hide. I didn't find the magic girl sun. Finally, I went back to my room and saw a piece of paper on the bedside table. This piece of paper was not found in sun's family. The paper was very poor. It was old writing paper. It was a kind of writing letter to prisoners in prison. This letter was written by sun in the detention house.

Carefully open the letter, the first time you see is not the text, but the tears. When she wrote a letter, she was crying. Tears dropped on the letter paper and opened the words. Seeing such a piece of letter paper, I really wanted to put a knife in myself.

Li Qiang.

When you see this letter, I have left you. You can see that this letter was written in the detention center. It was the first night I went in. At that time, I had already guessed the result that Sheng Peng's father would do this. Don't hate him. It would be the same for me. You know, I wish I was wrong. I hate that I can always guess right, especially this time. But we all have to accept the fact that this is life. What will come will come. Similarly, what will pass will pass. Maybe this is the real life. There must be pain when there is happiness.

You need to be mature after I leave, you know? You are always impulsive. You can't do this any more. You should think twice about everything, because if you do something wrong, you can't go back. You can only leave a regret for a lifetime. This life won't be wonderful. See here you will probably ask how to live wonderful, sorry, before I can answer you, now I can't! I just want you to remember, remember those happy days we used to have, and then gradually forget me in these happy days. If you want to do it, I want to do it. To leave our home with a smile, happy every day, if you do not smile, if you are not happy, no matter how far away I am, I will heartache, so you have to promise me.

Dear, finally I send you two words, the two words I have sent before: put it down.

Treat Sheng Bing well, for yourself and for me.

Farewell, my once deep love, don't look for, don't think, don't read, when for me to retain the final self-esteem.

Witch, word.

After reading, the letter was wet again. This time, it was my tears.

After a long time, I folded the letter and put it into the sandwich of my wallet. There were already two letters there, both of which belonged to sun's daughter. They were separated twice, and they were heartbroken twice. Last time I left, sun asked Chen Jia to come to see me. Will this time? Yes, as soon as the doorbell rang, I guessed it was Chen Jia, but I didn't open the door. I knew Chen Jia had a password. She told me first, so she rang the doorbell.

Sure enough, before long, Chen Jia came in and sat by and looked at me.

"Devil sun is gone!"

"I know!"

"Chen Jia, I feel my heart is broken and I don't want to live anymore!"

"This is not what Mr. Sun wants to see. Do you know why Mr. Sun asked me to see you before he left?" Chen Jia sat close to me, held my shoulder and said to me, "put it down, listen to Mr. Sun, put it down, or you will not give Mr. Sun your final self-esteem."Chen Jia left the room, she left a sentence: I'll wait for you outside, everyone don't eat and drink, you feel accepted, calm you go out, and then live every day.

I got into bed, curled up into a ball, madly thought about the magic girl sun, and thought about the past bit by bit, her every expression, often said words, many, many, even our environment when we were * *, all I could think of, I thought about it again, and then again, one hour, two hours, three hours, time kept flowing, I thought of numbness, everything Not up, as if the whole person has been hollowed out

Am I asleep? Forget, the head is really empty, nothing, but I can feel the constant change of the environment, now there is sunlight outside the window, the day is bright, the night has passed, a new day has arrived!

I got up and wanted to leave the room. When I was about to open the door, I hesitated and went back to sit in front of the dresser, looking at myself in the mirror. Ask yourself, can you be calm? Is it acceptable? The granddaughter wants me to be calm, to accept, to put down, to leave our home with a smile, and to live happily every day. Maybe I really should listen to her, but I can't give up. After all, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Sun's departure may not be the end, but the beginning. In fact, it's the same. Soon after, sun really came back. In a very special way, from the day she came back, the city we knew became crazy. Of course, this is what we'll talk about later.

I smile in the mirror, very ugly smile, I smile ten times or feel very ugly, I seem to have forgotten how to show a happy smile, or a normal smile, until I smile more than 100 times, my feeling back

When I opened the door, I saw Chen Jia sitting in the sofa.

"Mr. Sun asked me to wait for you all night and said that you would give me a smile the next day. Sure enough, Mr. Sun has studied you thoroughly!" Chen Jia said. Granddaughter really studied me thoroughly. She is the person who knows me best, knows my character and my thoughts. No matter how the future changes, she will live in my memory, my heart will always give her a place, irreplaceable position.

"Devil sun is a woman like a God." I sat next to Chen Jia and said, "can you make me a breakfast? I'm hungry!"

Chen Jia went to make breakfast for me. I sat in the sofa until she was almost ready. Then I went to wash and wash. After breakfast, I went out together and left the house. When I left, Chen Jia changed the password. She said that it was the meaning of sun's magic girl. When I can really put it down that day, Chen Jia will change the password back. I can't take the things inside. For the time being, I can't. Chen Jia will take them for me if I need them.

I got on the bus and had a last look at the home of me and sun. I left!

On the way, I asked Chen Jia where to go. Chen Jia entered an address in the navigation. It's a residential area. It's very quiet. It's less than one kilometer to the north of Feiya group.

"I bought this house." Taking me to a house on the sixth floor, Chen Jia said, "I was going to move here with my mother. I didn't expect that my mother was ill and lost her memory, so I won't move here. Living in an old house may help my mother recover her memory. You live first!"

"Thank you, Chen Jia." I can't refuse Chen Jia's offer. In fact, I really don't have a place to live. There's a reason why she won't let me go back to our house. Anyway, I should respect her.

"You're welcome. Just don't make too much trouble."

"Certainly not. I'll be diligent in sanitation." I laughed, "really."

I saw the house, less than 100 square meters, with two rooms, a bed, a table and everything. The layout is dreamy, which is Chen Jia's favorite feeling.

"You live in this one. This one needs a little sunshine." Chen jiaruo pointed out, "you need sunshine." Said, Chen Jia handed me a bunch of keys, "this is the key, don't lose it, I haven't got the second set."

"I deserve it!"

"Go, and return to manjo."

"Wait, how's my brother doing? Did you find the house? "

"Found, almost done, you should have said earlier, not enough time."

Chen Jia left. I was alone in the house, sitting on the bed, looking at this strange place. I'll be here in the future. How long will it take? I don't know. I can't forget the pain so easily. No, I can't forget a person so easily. But if I figure it out, I can bury everything in my heart, even if it hurts again, I won't show it for others to see. Isn't the granddaughter always teaching me to go home unhappy when I'm not happy? Don't expose it outside? She really taught me a lot of things, these things should be cherished, because in the long road of life, very useful.