"Fortunately, she survived." I poured a big mouthful of wine into my mouth. "But is it sad or happy? I don't know if I have a problem. I always feel that it's better to die than to live in pain. Maybe you don't agree, many people don't, but I really think so. Some people don't understand it. They don't feel lumbago when they stand and talk. They live well and don't know the pain of others. Of course, sun is very tough. I admit that she can tolerate what others can't, so everyone respects her very much, including you, me and many of our friends. But how many people know and believe that she has suffered so much? "
"When she grew up, she sold herself to Feiya, sold herself to a bad person she didn't like, and felt that there was no future. The only way to live was to redeem her future through her own efforts. There is to take good care of the orphanage, with their thin shoulders to support a lot of people's sky. She is a woman, even though she is very strong, how powerful is she? Besides, the enemy is so strong. Failure after failure did not bring her down. Instead, she became more and more courageous. Who among us has this spirit of repeated failures and battles? Well, in the end, freedom finally belongs to you, but you can't enjoy it. I don't know how long you can enjoy it. The operation is successful, but you and I all know It's not safe for her life. That's all right. Look at the current situation. I don't know if it's God's intention to make fun of her if she's well or not! "
"Sun is always a very good person. I believe good people will have a good ending. Even if there are many twists and turns in the middle, the final result will be good."
"What a fart! How can you survive so much suffering? Do you still have life to enjoy when you are half disabled? " I gave myself another mouthful of wine, "Chen Jia, life does not depend on the length, really, as long as wonderful, even if it is just a flash in the pan, it is very valuable. If it's not wonderful, the longer, the more painful. " I don't know what happened to me. It seems that I have become stupid, idiotic and pessimistic. Anyway, I have changed!
"Maybe!" Chen Jia looked me in the eyes, "but life should not be so pessimistic. Compared with other people, the misery of many people is a kind of happiness. If we only look at our own misery and don't look at the misery of others, we will live in vain."
"No, I watched the ancient TV series. Have you seen little fish and flowers? Has Ji Xiaolan ever seen it? The fairies inside are drained of their internal power, and Meimei falls into the sand. They can survive, but the fairies rely on others to lose their true Qi to survive. Meimei will be half paralyzed. What do they choose in the end? Choose to take a medicine, can return to normal a medicine, but the process is only one day, and then will die, death is very tragic and beautiful, right? A wonderful day is really better than a lifetime of pain. "
Chen Jia doesn't talk, drinking and thinking.
I don't know if what I said is reasonable or not. In other people's eyes, maybe not. Anyway, I think so. Of course, not all kinds of pain, everyone's life will be more or less painful, I just say that, but not necessarily do that. But, if, if I've got cancer. I can't cure it well. I'm sure I've finished myself. It doesn't affect my family. It's not only myself but also my family who suffer from living like this.
Chen Jia and I talked a lot this evening. What we said in the front was still organized, but what we said in the back was completely unorganized, as if we were venting all our dissatisfaction with the world. Because I'm drunk, which is very strange. I don't get drunk when I want to, and I can get drunk when I don't want to. I don't want to get drunk today. Every time I get drunk, something will happen. I dare not. But I'm drunk. I don't even know who helped me out of the bar. I only know that when I wake up, I sleep in the back seat of my car, Chen Jia is sitting, I lie down, my head is on her lap, and she is still sleeping with her hands around my head against the door.
I wanted to wake up Chen Jia, but my head was very dizzy, and I found it very comfortable to lie down like this, so I didn't wake up Chen Jia immediately. I'm thinking about sun magic girl. She's been in the public security bureau all night. I don't know how she is? And I, I went to drink. I'm not a human being. But what can I do without drinking? The only one who can help, Sheng Peng's father, he's thousands of miles away. Should I try to find Yuan Lin's uncle? It's not a normal thing. Is he willing to help me? Even if you like, far water can't save near fire.
No, at this point, we have to try everything!
"Chen Jia, wake up." I want to sit up. I can't do it. Chen Jia hugs my head. I have to wake her up first.
Chen Jia murmured and didn't respond.
"Chen Jia, it's daybreak!" I pulled Chen Jia hard.
After a while, Chen Jia finally opened her eyes and saw me lying on her lap, while she put her arms around my head. There was a flash of confusion in her eyes and she stood up immediately. Her stop caused a series of chain reactions. Her head hit the top of the car, I slipped down and pressed her foot, and then she stepped on me
"Chen Jia, what are you doing?"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to!" Chen Jiazheng stood on the seat and pulled me up. Her face was very red. "I saw you didn't sleep very well last night, so, then..."
"It's OK, stop it!" I open the door and get off.
Outside the car, I did some stretching exercises to recover my muscles and bones. Then I went to the trunk and took out two bottles of mineral water and handed one of them to Chen Jia, who just got off the car."I'll go to the bathroom." Chen Jia pointed to a hotel opposite and walked over.
I drank half a bottle of mineral water, and the rest was used to wash my face. After washing, I went back to the car and found a cigarette to light, waiting for Chen Jia to come back. Chen Jia came back more than 20 minutes later. She said she was hungry and wanted to have breakfast. I'm hungry, too. I didn't have lunch, I didn't have dinner, I didn't eat anything, so I drank wine. I feel weak all over!
I took Chen Jia to a restaurant nearby. It's Hong Kong style. Although it's only over seven o'clock, there are many guests in it. They are all old people and noisy. There are very few young people like us.
After ordering a lot of snacks, I really wanted to eat them. When I got there, I found that I couldn't eat much. Then I thought of sun magic girl. I don't know whether she ate them or not, and then I was in no mood at all!
"What's the matter?" Chen Jia asked me.
"We eat so well here. I don't know if sun has anything to eat."
"Call my uncle later. Isn't he looking for someone to deliver clothes and medicine? There should be no problem with breakfast. "
After breakfast, it's eight o'clock. It's estimated that director Ding got up. Chen Jia called him to talk about breakfast. Director Ding said that there was no problem. He said that if people were still in the Municipal Bureau, they could guarantee that sun had something to eat and water to drink. Chen Jia hung up. I called Yuan Lin's uncle and told him the whole thing. He told me to wait for the call and he would get back to me when he found out the situation.
When I left the restaurant and went back to the car, Chen Jia asked me where I was going. I said there was no place to go.
"Go to manjo! You can sleep in the office. Manjo is not far from the city. It's too far for you to go home! "
I agreed. I don't want to be so far away from the Sun Demon girl, and I have to wait for uncle Yuan Lin's call. If Uncle Yuan Lin can't help me, I have to ask Sheng Peng's father. Anyway, this is the last straw. Even if I kneel down to him and let me do whatever I want, I'll go. Anyway, I'll depend on him. I don't believe that he killed me. It doesn't matter if he killed me, as long as I'm willing To save sun's evil daughter, just die. Didn't he tell you in Wenzhou that one life for another?
And Chen Jia back to manqiao, not to work time, saw a reception back!
I went directly into aunt Bing's office. My office was used by Chen Jia. Later, it became her office. I was away. She didn't have to be in charge of secretarial work, but was in charge of deputy general manager's work, so she was very busy and needed a slightly larger office.
I'm sitting in a chair, I don't know what I can do, I can't sleep, I can't work I'm sure I don't have that heart. I can't read the documents. I am waiting, very anxious in waiting, waiting for the call of Yuan Lin's uncle. But damn it, the phone hasn't been called at ten o'clock, and I dare not dial it to disturb him. Even if I dial it, it's useless. He will inform me immediately when there is news. Now I may not know. After all, it's so far away.
At 10:30, I opened the door of the office, and Chen Jia came to see me. She said that there would be an important meeting, and I'd better listen to it! I'm not in the mood. Now when? I'm still in the mood for a meeting? But what Chen Jia said was so serious that I had to follow him.
Many people are surprised when they enter the office. They don't know that I'm back. I've been back before I go to work. They don't know that it's not surprising that I stayed in the office.
"I'll come back and have a look. It's OK. Go on!" I found a place to sit.
The meeting is very important. No wonder Chen Jia asked me to attend. A cashier in the finance department did some small work and took away 150000 yuan. Everyone was discussing how to deal with it. When the vice president asked me for my opinions, I didn't answer directly. I asked the reason and the cashier why he did it. The vice president told me that there was something wrong with the cashier's brother and he needed a sum of money to save him. The cashier wanted to borrow money from the company, but the company didn't borrow so much money, so she didn't report it to me or aunt Bing, but refused!
"Don't report to the police or dismiss her. Let her write an IOU and continue to work. She can only leave when she has paid off that day. In addition, the next time there is such a thing, no matter how much the amount is, it should be reported! " I said. Why do I say that? Maybe it's because of the witch sun. How similar is the situation of the cashier? For the sake of her younger brother, it's called love and righteousness. Can't sun change her shares to Ji Ruoyun and Chen Jia, or even bribe them? What's more, people don't eat your money at the first time, but borrow it first. If it doesn't work, they can't do it.