"No, go to sleep!"
"I can't sleep." I really can't sleep. I have been struggling, insisting and giving up all my life. The wolf was chased from one city to another. As soon as I close my eyes, my heart is full of hatred, but I don't know who I should hate. I don't have the right object, such as the person behind Zhou Qi. But I swear to myself that I will take revenge and give it back ten times as much as I want To him, I asked him to repeat my tragedy.
"You have to sleep."
"I'll try my best!"
She didn't talk to me any more, and soon her even breath came.
As soon as I closed my eyes, I was still thinking about many things, and many faces appeared until I was completely numb and began to force myself to sleep. Then I really went to sleep. When I woke up, it was already day. When I heard her talking on the phone, she seemed very angry.
"I said I would take a few days off. Everyone else can take it. Why can't I? You aim at me No, don't you? I quit now. " She snapped up the phone, found I was looking at her, she gave a wry smile, "I'm sorry to disturb you."
"Isn't it Because of me? "
"Are you hungry?" She dodged my question, "get you something to eat."
"I'm sorry."
"Nothing." She went to the kitchen, brought out a bowl of porridge, sweet porridge, and fed me, "you can only eat these now."
I have no appetite. I don't feel hungry. Really, I just feel smelly and want to take a bath. But I know I'm not suitable for taking a bath now. Even if I can, I can't finish it.
After feeding me porridge, she went out. I didn't know what she was going to do, she didn't say.
I want to smoke very much. It's very boring to lie down like this. I can't do anything. I can only look at the ceiling all day, think about some numb things, and think about my family. Granddaughter promised to take care of my family, now I don't know how, I would like to make a phone call to ask, but I dare not, I am like this, do not know that day I died, or forget it!
In the evening, she came back with many things, bag by bag, including drops, medicine and food.
"What's your name?" When she was cooking, I asked.
"Mo Xiaoyan."
"Have we met?" I finally asked, "have we met in Ningbo?"
"Do you have one?" She shook her head. "I haven't been to Ningbo."
I'm a little disappointed, but I'm a little happy. She's not her. She's a miss. If she's not, then she's not a miss. It's chaotic. But anyway, I'll be grateful for this name all my life. I will certainly repay her. As long as I can survive, the only thing I worry about now is whether I will implicate her?
I have already implicated a person, Chen Bing. I really want to get news of Chen Bing, even bad news, but I can't help it. Can I watch the news? newspaper? Will the media publish the news???
In the evening, Mo Xiaoyan went out again. I don't know when she came back, because when she came back, I was already asleep. She was in this state for several days. She would go out twice a day.
A few days later, my wound began to itch, very uncomfortable, I want to stretch out my hand to grasp, but my hands are tied, it is mo Xiaoyan tied, I wake up already like this, Mo Xiaoyan explained to me is to prevent me from scratching the wound.
One morning, I almost feel sick to faint several times, and then the same in the afternoon, I gritted my teeth and broke my lips. I really couldn't help it, as if there were tens of thousands of small insects crawling in my body, trying to break through the skin and run out of my body. Looking at my hard work, Mo Xiaoyan put a very fragrant towel into my mouth, and then smeared it on me. It was very cool, but it didn't last long. After several times, it even began to lose efficacy.
Finally, Mo Xiaoyan gave me an injection. I fell asleep and didn't wake up until the night. I found Mo Xiaoyan lying on the side of the bed asleep. I didn't call her, but she seemed to have a premonition. She woke up a few minutes after I woke up and looked up at me.
"Thank you I don't know what to say to express my feeling at the moment, only these two words.
"You got through it." Mo Xiaoyan showed a smile, and then stood up, "hungry?"
I nodded, struggling for a day, physical consumption is huge, really hungry.
The next day, I was still itchy, but it was much better. At least I could resist it. When I couldn't help it, Mo Xiaoyan gave me an injection. Then I went to sleep and woke up to see her lying beside the bed.
After two days in a row, I was able to get out of bed and do some minor activities. I opened the wound of my thigh and saw the new meat growing up. It was very tender, like a reptile. It looked shocking. Ha ha, this is the scar left by others. If I remember correctly, there are five or six such scars on me.
"Thank you." I can't remember how many times I said this to her, many times, but no more can express my gratitude.
Mo Xiaoyan hasn't gone out these two days. Except for more than ten minutes when he went out to buy breakfast, he spent the rest of his time in the house, watching TV, reading newspapers, books and taking care of me. It's hard to repay him. It's too strong."You said it many times!"
"Anyway, thank you." I went to the balcony and opened the window.
The weather is very good, the sun shines on the body is very gentle, really warm, even if the weather outside is very cold, because I haven't been illuminated by the sun for a long time. In fact, it's winter now, I obviously feel that the temperature is changing these days, and Mo Xiaoyan added a quilt to me. If How nice to have a cigarette now? Ha ha, I almost forget the taste of cigarettes It's the first time since I learned to smoke that I haven't smoked for such a long time.
"It's a beautiful day." I sighed.
"It's freezing outside. It's OK."
"I've been inside for days."
"It's impossible." Mo Xiaoyan finished and went to cook again, but when he opened the refrigerator, he found that the food he had bought a few days ago had been finished, so he had to go out to buy it. I wanted her to buy me a pack of cigarettes, but then he gave up!
After another two days, my body has almost recovered, and my strength has also recovered. I can do some large-scale sports, but The one in the mirror obviously lost a lot of weight, my face was sharp, my eyes were deeper than before, and my eyes were dark. I looked a little dim, especially my eyes And smile, smile as if very false.
"Mo Xiaoyan, where's my bag?"
Mo Xiaoyan took out a black bag under the bed, untied it and took out my bag. Frankly speaking, the bag stinks, with some bloody smell. In fact, the surface of the bag is really spotted with a lot of blood. I opened the zipper of my bag and took out my cigarette. Unfortunately, it was soaked with water, and even moldy, including the smell of money.
"Mo Xiaoyan." I give half of the cash, 20000 yuan, to Mo Xiaoyan. It's not that I'm stingy, but that I still need money. I can't go to the bank to get it. It's not safe, and maybe I can't take it any more!!!
"What can you do for me? Wash it for you? " Mo Xiaoyan laughs. After these days, I feel more and more relieved. Mo Xiaoyan is not the lady in Ningbo, but they are very similar in appearance.
"No, you bought so many drops, so many medicines, and spent so much money on me. I have to pay you back, or I'll have a bad conscience."
"Not so much."
"It can't be measured by how much. You saved my life." Twenty thousand yuan. Ha ha, those rotten kids kept yelling at me at the beginning. If you kill me, you can get five hundred thousand yuan.
"That's what you think. I just did what I should have done." Mo Xiaoyan casually smoked a stack out of the stack of cash, about more than 2000, "here should be enough."
"Then..." I still give the rest to Mo Xiaoyan, "can you help me buy some clothes back? There are other things that need to be used, and then help me buy a map, the latest, the city, and the province. And backpacks, good quality, anti Water, hat and flashlight, and then whatever Buy me two packs of cigarettes. Any brand of cigarettes is OK. Please
Mo Xiaoran went out to buy things for me, I immediately ran into the toilet, I want to take a bath.
It's too dirty. It's really too dirty. Fortunately, I have a strong smell of Medicine on my body to cover up the odor. Otherwise, I'm sure I can smell it in the house next door. It took me more than an hour to take this bath, and I brushed myself all over the body. I used half a shower gel, and my skin was all wrinkled, line by line, but It's not as ugly as those scars. Fortunately, I'm a man. If I were a woman, no one would want so many scars on me.
"You're pretty good at timing." Mo Xiaoyan came back, "open the door."
I opened a crack in the door, and Mo Xiaoyan handed me a brand-new sportswear and underwear. I quickly put it on and went out to look for cigarettes. I want to smoke
"How long has it been washed?" When taking the cigarette, Mo Xiaoyan saw that I was very Zou's hand.
"I don't know. It's more than an hour." I lit a cigarette and took a pleasant puff. It was cool, really cool. But after the second puff, I felt a little dizzy and wanted to vomit. I knew it was a normal reaction, and it would be better soon
"Why don't you take this opportunity to quit smoking?"
"Why quit?" I smile, "quit, there is no sustenance You don't have to say that I know smoking is unhealthy, but I won't quit. Everyone has a hobby. It's not normal if there's nothing else. I have nothing else. That's the only one. "
"I don't believe it." Mo Xiaoyan shakes her head and smiles. She has dimples when she smiles. She didn't find it just a few days ago because she smiles very shallow. Now she is familiar with her. When she smiles, she takes it seriously. The dimples are shallow. Her skin is very good and her figure is very good A little bit fat, chest quite big, short hair, the whole look OK, very fresh appearance.