Chapter 69

"I'm sorry, my mother is a little annoyed."

"It's OK. Old people are like this." I continued to eat my meal.

Leaving the farmhouse restaurant and taking Ma Xiaoying home, Ma Xiaoying didn't speak all the way, and I didn't know what to say, so they were silent until Ma Xiaoying called a stop outside a community.

"Maybe you know, I used you." Ma Xiaoying a face sorry, "sorry."

"Never mind. It's an honor to be used by you." In fact, I'm very disappointed. I feel disappointed from my heart. This kind of disappointment even has the feeling of pain in my heart and lungs. It seems that I've been bitten by a hundred insects, and it's like a thousand arrows pierce my heart. There's also a ridiculous saying that I'm lovelorn. Really, although I think of being used, I hope it's not like this, but I know I don't have that kind of charm

"I'm sorry!" Sorry again.

"Don't apologize. It's OK, really." I smile, very bitter.

"Thank you for the ride." Ma Xiaoying got out of the car, "goodbye!"

I'm going to leave, Ma Xiaoying suddenly ran back and knocked on the window

"I I Would you like to come to my house for a while? "

Do you want to go? Do I want to go?

If it didn't happen tonight, Ma Xiaoying invited me to her home, I would be 100% sleepy, but now I have no heart. What are you doing up there? What can I do? I don't know. At the moment, a kind of pervasive disappointment corrodes me and makes me at a loss. Maybe I should go back to my nest and smoke and sleep when nothing happens.

"No, thank you." When I drove away, I could feel Ma Xiaoying's disappointment. Why not? How to say that sentence on the network: everyone is looking for wonderful, the harvest is often helpless. Hey!!!

Driving around aimlessly, I'm in a bad mood. Although I don't have a reason, it's really bad.

All of a sudden, the phone rings. Thinking it's Ma Xiaoying, she quickly takes it out to see that it's an old sister. How can ma Xiaoying call me? What if you call me?

"Xiaoyun, what are you doing?" My sister calls me every day to report dad's illness, mom's mood and all aspects of her life, but most of the calls are during the day and at night I think it's strange. Of course, I don't think it's a bad thing, because if it's a bad thing, my sister will talk first

"Brother, do you have time to come back tomorrow weekend?"

"What's the matter?"

"Tomorrow, your birthday."

"Is it?" Sweat death, even his birthday can forget!!!

"Come back?"

"Let me see. It's hard to decide now."

"Oh." The older sister was disappointed. "Take care of yourself."

Hang up.

Am I busy tomorrow? Tomorrow seems nothing to do, but I didn't want to go home!!!

After a while, the phone rang again. I thought it was still my sister, but it was Sheng Peng.

Twenty minutes later, I found Sheng Peng in a new bar. This guy was alone, holding a beer in his hand, posing as handsome as he thought. He was teasing mm at the bar. He didn't respond to me after calling him several times, until I walked over and kicked him in the ass

"Who..." Sheng Peng reacts and raises the beer bottle.

"Your father."

"Shit, just give it back to my dad." Sheng Peng and the bar mm said hello, hugged my shoulder and left.

"Where to go?"

"Toilet."

"If there's a problem with you, I don't go to the bathroom." I take Sheng Peng's paw away.

"All right." Sheng Peng pointed to a card seat in the corner, "sit over there."

"Go away, you!"

How long haven't I been in it? It seems like a long time!

Originally, a poor country boy like me was not qualified to go to bars at all, but I have a friend who loves going to bars - Sheng Peng. Since I met in college, this bastard has been taking me to bars everywhere I lost my first time. It was a rainy night. I don't remember that bar. I only remember that the girl who took my virginity was a pretty quiet girl. Of course, you may ask why Qingxiu Wenjing still goes to bars? Hehe, if you ask me that, you must be in a big country which is more rustic than me.

That night, I was drunk. I still have doubts. Although I can't drink it, I can't get drunk after a few drinks. It's estimated that Sheng Peng gave me the medicine. At that time, we had already rented a house outside. I was so drunk that I was brought back to my home by a girl who had drunk with me once. Then this girl harassed me in my home and finally turned me from a boy into a man

"What do you think?" Sheng Peng has come back from the toilet.

"In a daze." I opened a bottle of beer and took a sip. Looking at the bar in the distance, mm said, "is that kind of beauty suitable for you? Just released from prison? "

"It's just a chat. Do you want to sleep with her?"

"Dare you Your family dare to make you a queen... "

"Don't say * *, say you.""Me? What am I doing? "

"You look very uncomfortable."

"Ha ha, what's wrong with me? I'm happy. Why do you say I'm unhappy?"

"Is it?" Sheng Peng's eyes were huge, as if he could see through my heart, "tell me, what's the matter?"

I decided to stop pretending. Although Sheng Peng seems heartless, it's only superficial. In fact, he knows me very well, and he can see if I'm happy or not at a glance, just as I see him, so can I.

Unable to resist Sheng Peng's sincere eyes, I opened my voice and narrated the matter.

"Shit, what a good thing." After listening to the narration, Sheng Peng said the first sentence.

"Is that good?"

"There is nothing in the world, and mediocre people disturb themselves."

"It's a lot of fun, isn't it?"

"You're the kind of person who has nothing to do. If you climb up and down and fall down, I'll give you a worthy death. When it's time to be smart, you're confused. When it's time to be confused, you're smart. If you feel sorry for yourself, shaking your head and sighing, you will not kick that broken door and face up to your problems in a different direction, a different vision, a different position and a different angle? "

"What a mess?" I was a little angry. I recognized the curse.

"Don't understand?" Sheng Peng took a sip of wine and said, "if people are willing to take advantage of you, they will give you opportunities. Don't you always lack communication? How wonderful it is now that the bridge of communication has been built unconsciously. Do you know what you can earn by being used like that? I tell you, it's someone else's guilt. Guilt is a devil with powerful magic power. It will influence your thinking and your choice. What will happen when guilt comes and goes? What do you mean you don't trouble yourself? Shit, if it's me, I'll make good use of it. Anyway, I won't suffer. "

It's like, it's like, maybe It makes sense.

"And that's not the main thing."

"What's the main thing?" My mood has been aroused by Sheng Peng.

"Her mother."

"You say it directly." Don't blame me for this.

"You guess her mother forced her to go on a blind date, right? Then she said that she had a boyfriend, and the final plan was to use you. You went back to see her mother without knowing it. She and her mother knew the inside story, especially her mother. Finally, her mother was very satisfied with you during your conversation, right? "

"Almost."

"Why do you think she's looking for you instead of someone else?"

"It's not about me. It's just a coincidence." I went over the afternoon again.

"It only shows that she had a premeditation." What Sheng Peng said was the expression of natural reason, "conspiracy."

"What's your logic?"

"You don't care what logic, anyway, a woman who is willing to take you to see her parents, at least shows that she likes you." Sheng Peng took another sip of wine and said, "let's make an analysis. Suppose she and her mother make an appointment to take her blind date today. Before meeting you, she has already found a good candidate and discussed with the other party. The other party also promised to help her cheat her mother. And then you show up and she puts the task on you. What does that mean? Explain that if you have to play a big trick, she would rather lead you. Suppose, then, that if it's time to make a fool of it, make it real, make it real, then the protagonist she wants It's still you. "

Although what Sheng Peng said is a bit messy, it seems that it's really the same thing!!!

"In ten thousand steps, even if there is no candidate in advance, you will have a candidate as soon as you appear. Why? You think, women rely on intuition to think about problems, or even make choices. According to this logic, do you think you have a place in her heart? Think about it. Think about it. "

"Damn, I'm not depressed for nothing?" I have fully accepted what Sheng Peng said.

"Absolutely."

"Well, she invited me to her house, but I won't go Is it not a big loss? " I want to cry.

"Do you think that going to her house will bring about something?" Before I gave my answer, Sheng Peng said, "well, she did something that obviously hurt you today, and then she felt a sense of guilt. When she invited you to her house, she wanted to comfort you, or directly invited you out of politeness. Then you went to her house. You are a shameless and shameless bitch, and you want to invade others Because I feel sorry for you, I can't say that if I close my eyes, I will be treated as a ghost... "

"You are very good at swearing." I jumped Sheng Peng.

"Man, I just want to remind you that you will only get happiness once, not forever. Sometimes a woman is as cheap as a man. If she lets you go to her house and you don't go, it will have an impact on her heart. The more you don't go to her, the more you miss you. An idea will change qualitatively after a long time in your mind. It will spread the meaning of that idea in many ways, and then it will continue to repeat. Slowly, you will begin to accept some things. Originally, you are only invited to sit up, but later, you are not only invited to sit down Besides, some of the dirty things that happen in your mind will take their course

When one thinks it through, or is told it through, one feels comfortable and drinks hard.