Chapter 150 - Don't read Un-edited-[1]

Note:  WARNING!  YOU MIGHT END UP WITH A HEADACHE AFTER READING!

This version is translated by a machine and is not edited yet. But I want to see if you all could understand what's going on?

If you all are fine reading it like this for now and come back later again once it's edited... I will machine translate all the chapters.  Do let me know.  I'm experimenting...

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Tanaga was about to get up and sit beside Ashley. When suddenly someone came knocking at the door, and when it opened, it was the server. "Ma'am, your Juice." He was carrying a glass of juice to hand over to Ashley as he approached them.

Ashley smiled, saying, "Thanks!" Then she accepted the mango juice and just laid it on the table. As she sat at the table, she played the game of straw and spun around inside the glass while thinking deeply. 

She didn't even notice that Tanaga was on her side ... "Are you okay? Why does the depth of your mind matter?" Tanaga asked worriedly as he could see the concern in her eyes.

Ashley seemed embarrassed and looked straight into Tanaga's eyes with sad eyes before speaking. "Sorry, I'm just thinking about our situation and our relationship. You know ... About our contract. I don't know how to act in front of you and front of other people?" Ashley said her face was serious but sad.

Tanaga could not immediately speak and answer. Because even though he doesn't know what he feels for Ashley. And vice versa. Tanaga thinks it's not time yet to discuss their relationship...

He knows that he's starting to fall in love with Ashley, but there's still the fear that when he gives up his heart, Ashley will just hurt him, just like Ohani did.

So he makes sure he does the right thing before letting Ashley know that he has been tearing down the contractor they both signed. But now that Ashley is asking, Tanaga doesn't know how to answer Ashley ...

'Should I lie, or should I tell the truth?' Tanaga asks himself as Ashley waited for his answer, barely breathing. 

"Love ... - the thing is ..." Tanaga decided to tell her what he truly feels so that she would know and not just guess.

Tanaga grabbed Ashley's hand first, looking into her eyes as he spoke. "Honestly, even I don't know either. You're right, we started with a contract, and that's why we got married, and why we're here today.  

" However, these past few days together, I have started to feel strange, and I can't explain it. At first, I thought it was just because I had not had a relationship in a while. You know what my history with Ohani, right? "

Ashley just nodded as she listened to what Tanaga was saying.

"Because of what happened with Ohani 'I promised myself ... that I would never take any woman seriously ever again. And that's what I had done in the past until recently ... When you came into my life, you disrupted and broke my principle.

"No matter what I feel, I don't want to be in control. I try not to lose my temper with you, which means that we don't have the same feelings for each other. Because I'm afraid of getting hurt again ... do I say it? " Tanaga takes her seriously as she tells Ashley how she feels about it.

Ashley couldn't believe what she heard coming out of Tanaga's mouth. 'Does he even look at me? Hahaha! She was afraid that I didn't feel anything for her? And is he preventing it because he is scared of getting hurt again? Hahaha! '  

Ashley smiled in relief as her two palms touched Tanaga's cheeks. She put her face to his face as he looked straight into her eyes ... 

"Tan, this is all I can say to you, listen carefully. Okay! I've never been in love before and never had a boyfriend in my whole life. , but it was all right. Until recently, all I could think about was giving my family a decent living. So I came here and almost died. 

"I am deeply grateful to you for saving me. And this is one reason why I agreed to be your surrogate mother. But that doesn't mean that I feel numb and that I don't feel that I'm falling for you. To make the long story short ...

"I still have a little bit of a look at it. Whether it's love or gratitude, I don't know because sometimes I haven't been in love, so I don't know. I want to talk about it now, but you say later that we're eating. So I'm a bit disappointed. Hahaha!

"Anyway, if you don't mind, I want to ask you what you want to do? Because I know what I want to do. "Ashley said proudly before kissing her husband's lips ...

That's all Tanaga had to hear, and Ashley's kissing him. What she wants to do ... But ... it's too early yet, so it's best not to rush Ashley.

"If you ask me, I want to have a real wedding. I want to let the whole world know that I'm yours! "Tanaga said while still kissing his wife's lips.

" But, since we are both still in doubt ... How about let's play it by ear. From now on, we will be together as a real couple. You will work as my assistant in the office.  But by the end of the day and we're out of the office ... I'm your husband!  What do you think? "  

" What do I need to think about? "It's okay with me if it's okay with you, too." Ashley shuddered.

Tanaga's was delighted with Ashley's reply and kissed her tenderly...  That's what the server came into — the couple kissing with each other.

"Ahem! Ahem! "Said the server standing at the door with a large tray filled with food.

" Sir Ma'am! Here is your meal. "While he was thinking, 'If you guys are still hungry? You seem to be satisfied with one another already. Hahaha!'

"Bring it in, please!" Tanaga ordered while he still couldn't let go of his wife's hand and kept on staring at her.