Chapter 109： Soulless Body 2

Zhou Zekai naturally did not understand. The most beautiful poems in the world were nothing but strange and unreal imagination in his ears. His world was divided, and the memory formed a fault, letting him realize that it should have been over and over again. Belongs to that 'Zhou Zekai' life.

He thought of many things, his wife was expecting the birth of a child when she was pregnant, the joy of fishing with a grandfather by the lake when she was young, the warm meals of her mother, and the eyes of her son when she was coquettish, all of which became fragments of memory. Rotating constantly in the memory, splitting Zhou Zekai's soul.

The woman appeared in his mind, and the article written by the woman appeared, which gave birth to affectionate love, as if it were real, but he could not see the woman's face at all.

If you really love someone, why can't you see her face clearly at this time?

Even if the memory is so messy and even affected his behavior, Zhou Zekai is still trying to recover. His most powerful soul gradually combines these memory fragments, just like the life of this body. When people are old, they will decline memory and forget something. This is an instinctive reaction of the body, because the body's functions are aging, and his mind will naturally no longer be clear. Zhou Zekai did not expect that he would be this time. Come to this world, however, no matter what, he is fearless, he must fulfill the wish of the wisher.

The wish of each wishing person has the value of existence, and it is necessary. Even if this wishing person had done something wrong, Zhou Zekai was unable to judge what he could do. He could only fulfill the idea of ​​the person and satisfy his wish.

"Mr. Zhou, let me read Tagore's" Family "today. This is my favorite."

Looking at Zhou Zekai, who was still looking outside by the window, Afang was sad. She did n’t know why she chose such a poem, but she hoped that even one day, she hoped that this once-spirited man would wake up. To be able to retrieve his memory and everything, soberly face the short life, even if he needs to make a choice, let him make his own decision instead of being sentenced by some other people.

"I walked alone across the field. The setting sun was like a miser, hiding its last gold. The day fell deeper into the darkness, and the lonely field that had been harvested lay silently. There……"

Afang sometimes wonders whether Mr. Zhou is the last gold in the setting sun or a lonely field after being harvested, but whenever she sees that this person has gradually lost her memory and consciousness, she will have some pain, because everyone has Will have to go through such a life.

From birth to old age, birth is gradually gathering memories, creating new memories, and death is to return these once beautiful or painful memories to the brain, so that you can go to death more fearlessly.

Zhou Zekai actually likes the poem "Family", but he didn't like this sentence, but the sentence, "I stayed on the road walking alone under the stars for a while, and I saw the dark earth unfolding in front of me". In a word, it is as if he is telling Zhou Zekai's destiny. A traveler walking alone in the moonlight, the bustling or silent world, the times, and nothing to do with him.

As Afang continued reading, Mingmei pushed the door open and walked in.

"Afang, Madam will be here in a while. I have already called. I expect to be here in half an hour. Should we give Mr. Zhou medicine?"

Alzheimer's patients can't help feeling excited when they see a familiar person. Every time here, the hospital chooses to feed Zhou Zekai before he sees a familiar person. His physical function is degrading, his memory and Intelligence is also degrading, but it does not mean that when he sees an acquaintance, he volunteers to react.

It should even be said that the more he sees who he cares about, the more he reacts, like a kid who has been wronged, always crying in front of someone he trusts.

"Take the medicine." After a short thought, Afang has decided to let Zhou Zekai take the medicine. This medicine is a medicine that the doctor has indicated can be used in a short period of time and has the function of suppressing the emotional excitement of the patient.

Mingmei quickly took the medicine. Under the temptation of the two, Zhou Zekai took the medicine, and a sugar was stuffed in his mouth. The sugar melted in the mouth and was sweet, making his face look like Childlike smile.

"Actually ... isn't that good, Mr. Zhou?"

Afang suddenly sighed, even if she lost her memory and her ability to act? At least, Mr. Zhou is still alive. Thinking of his mother's grief after his father died, A Fang couldn't understand how to be a wife to euthanize her husband.

Perhaps for a person who has lost his memory and lost his IQ and ability, he probably feels the pain of living, but he still has the right to choose to survive. If he wants to face death, then these medical staff will not say What, just, now that his rights are being deprived, because of Alzheimer's, because he can't say what he wants, he's being deprived, the right to choose his life, the woman who is his wife, stings Out of hand.

"Oh, probably okay?" Mingmei was ridiculed by this matter. Her father was derailed by the third year and died in a car accident after divorcing her mother. Therefore, she despised these derailed men and thought that they ended up like this. It is their fault.

"Afang, in fact, people are selfish after all. If my father is paralyzed in the bed and loses his mind, maybe I will choose to euthanize him, because it will drag me down, but my mother will definitely not do this, even if it is already After a long separation, she will definitely choose to take care of him, even if he loses his memory? What about losing his intelligence? He is at least alive, isn't he? My mother has thought countless times Divorce, will my father be so separated from her nature, but that can only be an idea, Primary Three is Primary Three, if Ms. Wang chooses Mr. Zhou's future life, she will certainly not be so cruel. "

Reason and feelings are struggling. After all, he has been serving for three years. Although Mingmei hates Zhou Zekai, he occasionally talks when Zhou Zekai is awake. He knows that this man is a funny and elegant man, but he has committed an unforgivable man. mistake.

One step at a time, one step at a time, finally ended up in such an end.

Zhou Zekai intentionally wanted to understand what they said, but found that after their words were transmitted to his ears, they became another voice, making his brain a little irritable, and then he could only give up to continue listen.

The two went out after a while. I don't know how long after that, the door of the ward was opened again, and an old lady with delicate hair and dark hair came in. She was Zhou Zekai's current wife Chen Xinmin. The relationship between the two was The sky is falling apart and love hurts many people, but now the time has passed and the two are old.

It seemed that in order to see Zhou Zekai, Chen Xinmin dressed up very carefully. She also put on the most exquisite makeup. Although years left marks on her face, she still did n’t look very old because of her wealthy life. Very kind.

Looking at Chen Xinmin in front of his eyes, Zhou Zekai suddenly recognized the person in front of him, what his body wanted to do uncontrollably, but he couldn't make any action, and could only look at the old lady in front of him. Hold your hand in your hand.

"Akai, I'm Minxin, I'm your wife, can you recognize me?"

Chen Xinmin's face was full of anticipation, and those eyes were extremely distressed and nostalgic. She took Zhou Zekai's hand, and the other hand gently combed her husband's white hair, hoping that the other side could hear her want s answer.

"Heart, heart ..."

After hard work, he finally said such a word. Zhou Zekai wanted to say something, but this aging body did not allow him to do too much movement. He suddenly exerted his strength and held Chen Xinmin's hand. Even so, Chen Xinmin did not let go of his hand, but looked at Zhou Zekai more excitedly.

"You recognize me! You know that I am your wife, A Kai, you don't know how much I miss you these days, without you by my side, I would be sleepless all night and all night, every time At midnight, I will wake up from my dream. I'm afraid you don't know me anymore and don't love me anymore, Akai ... tell me if you love me or not? You love me, don't you? "

The woman questioned aloud, so that A Fang standing aside looked nervously at Mr. Zhou, and sure enough, he heard Mr. Zhou's answer.

"Ah ... hmm ... ah ..."

How can an old man who often struggles between soberness and chaos tell his love to someone he loves? Afang didn't understand Chen Xinmin's thoughts, but just looking at such a scene, she felt extremely distressed.

Sure enough, after hearing this, Chen Xinmin's eyes were red, but he tried hard to open Zhou Zekai's hand with another hand, shaking his head and saying.

"I know, you don't care about me, you don't love me at all. At this time, when I need you so much, you can't even say that I love you ... Do you know how much I have Pain? How sad I always think of you? Do you start to forget me, right? Forget those wonderful days we were together, forget everything we used to do, forget how much I love you ... Akai, I am so miserable, I ca n’t bear to let you who have lost your soul continue to suffer in the hospital, but everyone does n’t allow me to do so, I have lost your soul, here you are, the rest is just a body without a soul, I know how you are How terrible it is in this hospital full of death, but those people do n’t agree with me, Ah Kai, if you love me, you will definitely support my choice, right? ”

Chen Xinmin's reaction was a little too intense, so that Zhou Zekai, who had some dementia, didn't know how to react at all, but A Fang, who was on the side, was in a tight heart, and did not expect that this time had come.

Is Mr. Zhou really going to be euthanized?

It is love that a person who cannot choose to die by himself is judged unilaterally to end the last life.

If love is forgotten by your love affair and you can no longer express love to you, you want to euthanize him. Then who would dare to have such love?