Chapter 180

The meeting between the two did not tell anyone. Fang's mother went to the mall along the way and bought gifts for all the family members. She only thought that she had gone out for a walk in the street. No one noticed anything wrong.

Fang Honghua's side, Fang Yan himself is very worried, let alone see what is wrong.

During the two-day holiday on Saturday and Sunday, Fang Yan hid in his room and read all the psychology books he borrowed.

But the more he looked, the more confused he was, and the more he couldn't tell whether he was gay or not.

Only in the face of elder brother Gu, can he have such excitement, but this excitement, in his opinion, is also irrelevant to love. From childhood to adulthood, he has never had any unusual thoughts on elder brother Gu, let alone Take elder brother Gu as the object of spring dream! He just has a great possessive desire for elder brother Gu. When he thinks that elder brother Gu will fall in love with others and will take his attention away from him, Fang Yan feels extremely heartbroken.

But is this love?

There are physiology classes in the school. Boys of his age may have tasted the taste of lust at this time. Occasionally, Fang Yan can hear the private whispers they talk about, but he doesn't have it. Although he knows his physiological structure and knows that it is a normal physiological need, he He hasn't felt it yet

Even the object of the first dream legacy has not appeared, Fang Yan does not know whether he likes boys or girls.

He read for two days, but also distressed for two days, until he went to school on Monday, but still did not find the answer to his question from the book.

His confusion also floats in Yan Biao. When in class, he would stare at a certain direction in a daze, and even what the teacher said did not listen carefully.

Du hang sat next to him and saw his changes clearly. It was hard to notice.

"Are you worried about your grades?" Du hang curiously said: "the monthly exam has just passed. Although you said that the score is today, your score has always been very stable. The first three are certainly no problem. What are you still worried about?"

"I'm not worried about that." Fang Yan said and sighed again.

Du hang even more doubts: "what is that?"

Fang Yan thought for a moment. He looked around and saw that other people in the classroom were listening attentively to the class, or chatting with the people nearby in a low voice. No one noticed them.

He approached Du hang, lowered his voice and said, "do you have anyone you like?"

"Like people?" Du hang doubted: "yes, what's the matter?"

Fang Yan was surprised: "who is it?"

Du hang casually said a name he had never heard of.

"Why have I never heard of you?"

"What's so strange about this? I just like it."

“……”

Fang Yan remembers that the friend in front of him has been pursuing people since primary school, that is Wen Wen. He has been treated as a rival in love. After that, he often heard Du hang mention the names of several girls and said he liked them, but the speed of changing those names was very fast.

I can't see that his good friend is still a playboy.

Fang Yan was slightly embarrassed, and soon his eyes were bright.

Since Du hang likes so many people, he should also be good at this aspect of things?!

"If one day, you find that you like someone you can't like What should I do? "

"People you can't like? Who can't like it? "

“……” Fang Yan couldn't give an example for a moment.

Du hang did not continue to ask, but said: "then change someone to like, not on the line."

"Another one?" Fang Yan was surprised: "is that ok?"

"Why not?" Du hang said: "love is very easy to change, even if you like a person now, after a period of time, enthusiasm has passed, you can't think of why you liked her at the beginning. People's feelings are that most of them start with impulse. When the impulse passes, if there is no new reason for you to continue to like it, it's not far away from breaking up. "

"Break up?"

"It's really hard to maintain a long-term relationship. After all, in the process of love, there are a lot of factors that can reduce your liking for another person

"For example?"

"For example, if you like her appearance, one day you will find that she is not so beautiful in your eyes. If you like someone older than you, you will one day find that her face has more wrinkles than you. If you like a simple person, you will find that she is stupid Different views, different personalities, friction in life, many small things are the key. " Du hang sighed: "if you really find a person who will not be bored no matter how long you stay with her, it must be a treasure."

"Then if that man Can't you like it? "

"It depends on which type you can't like." Du hang stopped and looked at him suspiciously: "who do you like?"When did Fang Yan have a favorite person, could he hide the eyes of his desk mate who gets along day and night?!

Du said he was shocked.

Fang Yan quickly waved his hand: "I'm just making an analogy."

Du hang looked at him suspiciously for a long time, and then said, "if it is, the best way is to forget."

This answer, he heard from mother Hua.

Fang Yan sighed and fell down again.

He has tried this time. He can't forget elder brother Gu at all. He has been separated from elder brother Gu for two weeks. However, he is still waiting for elder brother Gu's news every day. When he sees the news from elder brother Gu, he is extremely excited. After all, he and elder brother Gu have known each other for so many years. How can he say that he can forget?

I really forget that after he went back, he would think of elder brother Gu again with the close contact between the Fang family and the Gu family.

Fang Yan sighed deeply.

He turned his head and asked Du hang, "how about if I go to have a love affair?"

"In love?" Du hang looked surprised: "with girls?"

"Well Maybe? " Fang Yan is not sure.

Maybe he's gay?

"What do you mean, perhaps? Are you looking for a boy? " Du hang said with a smile: "no matter it's boys or girls, you don't want to think about it."

"Why?"

"Because you don't like them at all."

“……”

Fang Yan had nothing to say, and fell down depressed again.

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