C190 Tang yan jue's late stage cancer

Chen Yuyang laughed: "Uncle Tang is not old, seriously, you are in your prime right now, furthermore, Uncle is from a martial arts family, so a martial artist's lifespan cannot be compared with an ordinary person's!"

Tang Yan Jue shook his hand and said, "Yu Yang, don't comfort me. I know my own body very well." If a warrior did not reach the Innate Realm, how many would be able to live past the age of a hundred? Now that I am over fifty years old, half a hundred years old, half of my life is over. Looking back at this half of my life, I feel some regret.

There aren't many things in my life that can move me. One is to marry Bo's mother, which is the most proud thing in my life, and two is to give birth to Bo. Although he is very mischievous at times, he is still my son after all. "Third, I've known you for a very long time. Yuyang, I've always treated you like my own nephew. You've already accomplished something; your uncle truly is happy for you."

Saying this, Tang Yan Jue once again raised his wine cup and drank a cup: "Don't mind Uncle's nagging, sometimes I really like your father, I can be young forever, but, time is of the essence, my life doesn't change according to my will, my life is like a fleeting moment, my life is the most bitter, most bitter!"

"That's right. It's hard work being a person, and all the pain has to be buried deep in the heart. It's really hard work." Chen Yuyang also let out a sigh, then said to Tang Yan Jue: "Uncle, I have medicine on my side that can let people live forever. If you …"

Tang Yan Jue waved his hand and said: "Actually, having this endless lifespan is another type of suffering. This means that you have to continuously pass on the pain in this world, forever, without end! It is also a pleasure to walk slowly like this! "

Chen Yuyang laughed and said: "Which of the Qin and Han Dynasties does not want to live forever? But Uncle can see that the world has been through many vicissitudes of life, and is not easy to accomplish!"

Tang Yan Jue said, "There's nothing to be afraid of if you die. When the time comes, I hope that you can help me out a lot. After all, there are too many powerful people in this world, and if I'm not careful I'll be doomed forever. I don't want to repeat the tragedy that happened with the Murong and Baili families! "

"I will, I will!"

The two of them were silent for a long time. Tang Yan Jue's face suddenly revealed a smile and said: "Little brat, tonight is the wedding day of your engagement. Why did you come here instead of accompanying Yi Yi?"

"Hee hee!" Tang Bo carefully entered the hall. Looking at Tang Yan and Jue, he smiled and said, "Old man, I haven't seen Yu Yang for a long time. Naturally, I have to seize this opportunity to reminisce with him!"

"Reclaiming the old?" Tang Yan Jue sneered and said, "In the future, you'll be able to grow up in the Suzhou City. You're afraid that you won't be able to see Yu Yang again. I think you're just thinking about getting drunk!"

Tang Bo embarrassedly scratched his head. Tang Yan Jue helplessly shook his head: "Alright, you youngsters can continue chatting! The old man went out first, but Tang Bo, I'm telling you, don't overdo it. "It's not going to be easy to deal with them, so it's best for the White Miao to not provoke them too much, do you understand?"

"I know, Dad!" Tang Bo very seriously nodded his head.

Tang Yan Jue's current behavior had already told Tang Bo. Don't cause too much of a stir, otherwise it wouldn't be good to end it. Actually, Tang Yan Jue still doted on Tang Bo a lot. He didn't stop or agree with Tang Bo's actions, but this was only disguised acquiescence.

In fact, Tang Yan Jue's request was very simple. It was that Miao Yiyi be Tang Bo's legal and proper wife. After all, Tang Yan Jue wasn't the Tang Sect's official son, so there was no need to worry about a lot. As long as this requirement was met, Tang Bo could do whatever he wanted outside. He wouldn't interfere.

However, even if he asked, it might not be useful. The child was already old and had his own thoughts and likes and dislikes. There was nothing he could do to stop him.

Looking at his father's sad figure leaving, Tang Bo didn't know what to feel, but he felt sour. The silver strands of hair made Tang Bo feel even more desolate and desolate. He couldn't help but sob in a low voice as he said, "Actually, daddy is still very good to me!"

Chen Yuyang also laughed from the side, and said: "Mantis, with such a father, you should be satisfied!"

Tang Bo also laughed and sighed, "That's right, dad has always been very good to me, very good! Ever since I was a child, I've never let myself suffer, and it's still the same. "I, I …" As he said this, Tang Bo tightly clenched his hands and couldn't help but tremble. His mouth twitched as he said: "But I always make him angry. Do you think I'm unfilial?"

Chen Yuyang slightly waved his hand, pointed to his own chest, and said quietly: "Love in the heart, hard to say!"

Tang Bo stared blankly at Chen Yuyang for a long time before letting out a breath. His face once again revealed a gratified smile, and at the same time, he pointed at his own chest and sighed emotionally: "Love in the heart, unable to speak? Indeed, I have seen his angry face countless times and felt my heart ache. However, I was unable to say anything! "

Silently lighting up a cigarette for himself, he took a long drag and puffed out a cloud of smoke. The thick smoke seemed to have blurred their line of sight, Chen Yuyang laughed softly: "Mantis, do you remember the first time we smoked? "If Uncle Tang knew about this, he would have beaten you half to death. At that time, we were only fifteen years old!"

Tang Bo also suddenly laughed, recalling every single detail from that year. He couldn't help but have a happy expression as he said, "That's right, I remember. How could I not remember? At that time, dad was mad with anger, but now, he doesn't seem to resent me smoking anymore. Sometimes, he would even offer me a cigarette on his own initiative.

"Actually, I also wanted to be scolded and beaten up by my father when I was young. But no matter what I did, he was always so plain, as if everything about me was something he was used to. Every time I take first place, I always hope he can give me encouragement, even a simple sentence, to tell me that I did well and to keep up the good work. But I've never seen one in all these years.

So I'm going to learn bad things from you, smoke, drink, go online, learn what bad kids do, and I want to get his attention. However, he would always keep an indifferent smile on his face. He smoked, did not speak, did not scold, did not beat around the bush, and only faintly smiled.

You know, Tang Bo, I was actually very envious of you at that time. Envy you have such a good father, if you succeed he will be proud, if you become bad he will be anxious, and he will even hit you. But me? "I will always be facing that indifferent smile on that face!" Chen Yuyang said indifferently. His voice was calm, but it was filled with an indescribable feeling. That feeling made Tang Bo feel sad, and he also felt that he was very lucky.

Tang Bo laughed and said: "You crazy brat, no one has ever yearned for their father to beat himself up!"

"Ha ha!" Chen Yuyang laughed self-deprecatingly, and said: "Perhaps you would laugh at me because I'm a madman, and laugh at me because I'm an idiot, but that was indeed my true thoughts at that time!"

Looking at Chen Yuyang's calm expression as he recalled his past, Tang Bo could not help but ask curiously: "Then what about you now? What do you think of your father now? Do you still desire to be beaten? "

Chen Yuyang shook his head and laughed: "Only when I finally stepped into that circle did I know that he was right. It's just that his heart is too big, and the expectations he has for me is too big. It's so big that I can't bear it, so much that I can't bear it. I now understand that it wasn't that he didn't love me and didn't care about me. It was just that I was too ignorant back then. The results in my eyes and that thin paper, were all insignificant in his eyes. "Too small, too small!"

"Maybe! Actually, you should also thank your father. It was because of him that you were able to have today's independent character and achievements! " Tang Bo silently stood up. He took out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet beside him and held two tall glasses in his hands. He smiled and said, "One cup, eighty-two years old!"

Chen Yuyang laughed, taking the cup, he looked at the crystal clear red liquid inside, a strange smile slowly appeared on his face, and he asked: "Mantis, back then I thought that my family was very poor, do you remember what my biggest dream was?"

Tang Bo smiled. "Of course I remember. Back then, you dreamed of having your own villa, basking in the sun on the balcony every day, lighting the best cigarettes, drinking the best wine, and enjoying the comfort and comfort of life." You've always yearned for that kind of lazy life! "

"But, I already have the ability to do so now, but my dream has changed. Now that I look back at the dream of that time, I feel so small and easy. Now I can live in the most luxurious manor in the world and drink the best wine in the world, but I don't have that kind of feeling! " Chen Yuyang took a sip of the wine in his hand and continued, "Only now can I sense how he was feeling back then. Back then, when he saw that paper with a perfect score, it was the same as how I view the wine in the manor today. It was too insignificant, too easy!"

As he spoke, Chen Yuyang stood up and said, "His hope for me is more than just a perfect score, a first place position is so simple. He felt that Chen Luohe's son must be an existence that looked down upon the world. These small achievements were simply too insignificant, they were too insignificant. In his eyes, all of this is natural! "

"You are an existence that can look down on the world now. Is he happy?" Tang Bo asked.

"Happy?" Chen Yuyang laughed and said, "The achievements that I have achieved so far are far from enough to make up for the expectations he has placed on me. I need to work harder, to work harder. Back then, I didn't want to be bullied, so I joined the army and wanted to climb to the peak of power. But then I was confused, confused as to whether this was the right way to go or the wrong way to go. But now I have seen clearly, my struggle, my efforts are all to complete a person's silent expectations and expectations of me. I have to get him to approve, to make him proud of me, that's all! "

"What an interesting pair of father and son!" Tang Bo laughed.

Chen Yuyang once again revealed a blissful smile, and said: "What you don't understand, loves to die silently, and is greatly saddened and at a loss for words. Actually, this was true love within the heart, and it was difficult to open one's mouth! I just want to know that he has expectations for me, that he loves me, that's enough. Really, that's enough! "

Chen Yuyang and Tang Bo were conversing together because they wanted to talk to Tang Bo and also talk to Tang Yan Jue outside. At this moment, Tang Yan Jue's eyes were filled with tears. He tightly held onto the door frame and whispered, "Love in the heart, words are hard to open, love in the heart, words are hard to open. Bo'er, when will you understand?"