Chapter 1013

So when this sentence has not been said, it is not the happiness that I want to find in my life.

But Jiang Chen won't say so clearly. When she brings Yan Yushan to meet her in a few days, she should think that Yan Yushan is her own happiness, but some words just can't be so clear.

After hanging up the phone, Yin Yaxi covered up and cried for a long time.

She used to think that she would be very natural and happy when she left Jiangchen, but only knew how painful it was to leave.

Although this is not because of love too deep and pain, but because after leaving only found how much owed him, and he has no chance to repay him.

This is the case between husband and wife. When we quarrel, we all blush. When we separate, we will know that we have paid a lot for this family, and we owe each other, but we can't go back when we know all this.

In my whole life, I can only think about the one I once loved in my memory.

Yin Yamei started piano training in the training class of Mujiang media. She has a piano foundation, so as long as you get familiar with it, you can learn how to play the song "favorite".

Now Yin Yamei has her own professional stylist.

In order to create a better effect, Yin Yamei practices while the stylist shapes for her.

Because they don't have much time, they need to determine which shape is the most suitable for Yin Yamei, and release her most beautiful side and temperament.

Yin Yamei looks a bit like Ouyang Nana, a new generation actress. However, she does not have western blood. However, she has a bit of European and American character and temperament when studying abroad. This contradictory combination of Chinese and Western makes her more distinctive.

Being a star is not just beautiful, but also discernible.

Many Internet Celebrities go into such a misunderstanding, to cosmetic surgery, think the whole beautiful can, in fact, lost the original beauty, without any recognition, are net red faces.

After this period, the net red face will be aesthetic fatigue, people will no longer like it.

The face will be white.

As long as the beauty of the present is not in line with the beauty of the times, everyone will be able to find out the beauty that is most likely to change.

Yin Yamei has her own strong personality, plus the beauty of considerable discernibility.

It's easy to remember.

Otherwise, at that time, Jiang Chen put her on the list, people would not necessarily remember her, and retaining her fans was her own skill.

So she was born to be a star.

Ma Yuwen used to practice dancing with Yin Yamei, but now that Yin Yamei has gone to learn the piano, she feels that she is behind.

Yin Yamei became the leading role of the two of them.

There were bursts of jealousy in my heart.

But she also knows that Yin Yamei's popularity this time is mainly due to her sister's overnight popularity.

But when she opened a number alone, she didn't have many fans, which made her very upset. I think of myself and the mother of the drug rehabilitation center. I feel very hard, but I can't catch up with others.

A person secretly squats in the corner to cry.

She is now beginning to doubt whether she is on the right path, whether being a star is really suitable for her and what she likes?

She asked her heart, when a star has money, everyone knows, but she should ask her heart, what do you like?

Yin Yamei came here because she likes to be a star, like singing and acting.

But what about yourself?

Just for the money.

Do you really like economics? I don't like it. Why do I have to read a major I don't like?

Once people begin to doubt their own life, they will become very painful and have no direction. If they can not get out of the heavy haze, they may encounter greater setbacks in this life.

She felt that she was too insignificant. What could she do on her own?

If Jiang Chen didn't help his mother pay back the money, he might have been pulled to the red light district by those people to do that kind of transaction.

She looked at the number of Jiang Chen with her mobile phone for a long time, tears all spilled on it, but still did not dial out.

"He has helped me a lot. He may still be angry with my cousin for the way he did to him last time. If I look for him again, he will not believe me. I am just insulting myself."

Ma Yuwen turned off her mobile phone, wiped away her tears and left the company in silence.

"Where is home? It's ridiculous. I don't even have a home. I don't know what I'm going to do and what I like. I'm a tragedy

Ma Yuwen's father abandoned their mother and daughter. Now her mother has gone to detoxification again. She has tried her best to get into university and enter Mujiang media. In the end, she finds that this is not what she wants. She loses all directions. She thinks of a dead end.Lonely people, not concerned about people, only tears accompanied.

"Who cares about me? No one will care about me

Ma Yuwen stood on the edge of the bridge, looking at the canal under the night, only to find himself like dust.

The reason why people are desperate is certainly not because of one thing on the surface. It is often the last straw that breaks down the camel.

Ma Yuwen has been quite strong.

Her original family had a lot of problems, and her life with her mother was very poor. On the one hand, she had to try to hide her real situation in front of her classmates for fear that others would look down on her. On the other hand, she had to study hard to change her own destiny by reading.

Ten years of hard work, finally admitted to a good university.

She is constantly trying, but also constantly find the gap between themselves and others, and often others do not need to work hard and hard like themselves, they can surpass themselves. Gradually, her pursuit of life has changed. She doesn't care what she likes or doesn't like, as long as she has interests.

So she was never really happy.

This kind of life, originally she thought was about to pass, but she found that there was a big gap between her life and her imagination.

She was born in a bad family. Even if she became a star, she still had to be despised and criticized by public opinion.

This is not the most important thing. The most important thing is that she found that no matter how hard she tried, because of her family background and family environment, her efforts would be affected. Gradually, she also found that she did not like these things at all, or that she did not know what she liked.

If a person loses the instinct to like a thing, it is tantamount to walking dead.

Small body, but bear such a variety of pressure.

She couldn't stand it at last.

The most tragic thing is that she denied all her efforts and admitted that she was humble and could never become the protagonist of life.

But her mother is also in the drug treatment center, she is lonely and helpless, her heart is extremely empty, and all her strength has almost reached the limit. However, she meets Yin Yamei again. She finds that everything is so smooth for Yin Yamei, but what about herself?

Finally, I was crushed by the last straw.

She tears, no longer care about the world, the world can not give her a trace of warmth.

Zhou Zhen has been depressed since she was dumped by Ma Yuwen. He knows that Ma Yuwen is very vain, so he pretends to be a big head ghost, borrowing cars and borrowing money, constantly supporting her expenses.