Chapter 1258： New world

This feeling is very subtle, as if everything has not changed, exactly the same as before; but it also seems that everything has changed, completely different from before. It is difficult to accurately describe the mysterious and mysterious taste in a single word, but Hugo vaguely feels that what is presented to him is a whole new world.

The cry of Matthew’s mother still echoed in his mind, but Hugo would not be affected by it anymore, and it even felt like the mosquitoes outside the screen window on a summer night, annoying but harmless; The feeling of possessing Matthew during the performance has also revived, but it is different now. Hugo can clearly feel that he is controlling his body and his brain is very awake. He knows that he is now performing on the bed. The distinction between practice, acting, and reality is clearly presented in my mind.

Hugo once again clearly felt the atmosphere in the first scene of the "Seven Deadly Sins" Wuming. He can easily control the entire performance rhythm in his own hands. He clearly knows what he should do to present the character, and it is also accurate. Knowing how to perform at the exact moment is the best place.

More importantly, Hugo can enter the play quickly and play smoothly, keeping the scale within the range of his hope. It’s just that the accuracy is still somewhat different. Hugo needs to constantly explore how to present the right emotions in the right way at the right moment. This is a profound art. Hugo vaguely feels a control switch, but how to adjust is still Need to keep practicing.

This feeling can be summarized as control and rhythm, but it is difficult to describe in words.

Hugo closed his eyes, his mind was roaring, "You are the murderer, you are the murderer, you are about to kill the woman, your hands are already covered with blood"; not far away Ma Xiu's mother was wiping away tears and weeping. Her tears were like a fountain, flowing continuously, and soon the ground was soaked.

Matthew kept walking back and forth like an ant on a hot pot. He turned to look at his mother, scratching his head in annoyance but irritability, "Stop, stop crying, okay? God hell, can't you stop crying? Is it?" Matthew yelled angrily, but not only did his mother not stop, but the tears were getting faster and faster. This made Matthew hugged his head in annoyance, and wanted to comfort his mother but didn’t know what to say. In the end, I can only vent to Hugo, "It's all you, all of this is you, you lunatic...you are the cause..."

Hugo took a deep breath, but the irritability slowly settled down, the voice in his mind was dissipating little by little, and Matthew realized that he seemed to be disappearing, his tone changed from irritable to desperate, "No, shouldn't It's like this, you can't do this to me, hey, come back, come back..."

But Hugo calmed down after all. The whole brain was calm again. Matthew’s mother’s cry was gone, and Matthew was gone. For the first time in recent times, Hugo truly felt calm, unprecedented peace. .

At this moment, Hugo is Hugo. He clearly knows who it is and what happened. This feeling is even more relaxed than during the filming of "Schindler's List" and "Seven Deadly Sins". , In his brain is like a volcano controlled by him. During the performance, the volcano bursts and is full of enthusiasm. When the performance is stopped, the volcano cools and returns to reality. Although the control is still not so comfortable now, Hugo did feel the completeness. Relaxation, from the brain to the body, from the mind to the muscles, all relax.

"Huh..." Hugo let out a long breath, as if it poured out all the turbidity in his heart, causing him to collapse on the bed. superior.

Hugo finally understood why he felt that Matthew’s words were wrong during the performance. Matthew said, “It’s my turn to play. Give me your body. I can fulfill all your dreams, and I can also achieve it. The situation you dreamed of. Come, performance time is up." But the truth is that Matthew is just a projection of Hugo’s projection in "Death Row". When Hugo plays other roles, Matthew has no effect. The person Guo dreamed of was Hugo himself, not Matthew.

From beginning to end, Hugo knew this, but now the truth of the matter finally emerged.

Hugo tilted his head and looked out the window again. The tall pine tree outside the window was still shrouded in sunlight, but the part of the sunlight had changed. At this time, the sunlight had risen to the canopy, carving the emerald green leaves one by one. Carefully, it seems that even the veins of the leaves can be clearly seen, the translucent green and the bright gold complement each other, and even the flow of air has become cheerful, the flying dust is carnivally jumping around, the ray of golden sunlight and A touch of thrilling green weaves a piece of lush despair.

"Squeak", the three birds swooped down suddenly, passing through the tree canopy, setting off a golden stream of light and shadow, the light surging like running water, and then poured into the greenery of the forest, lighting up One world, the whole world is full of life.

The same scenery glowed with completely different colors. Hugo gently outlines the corners of his mouth, not a smile, but it brings out a touch of warmth in his heart.

Cameron came in softly with a bowl of porridge, and she saw Hugo still lying motionless on the bed. There is no difference from when Adam came to see him before. She knew that Hugo had not changed in the past two hours. This made her eyes hot, but she knew that this was not the moment when she was sad. After taking a deep breath, the tears that hadn't been welled up in his eyes were collected, and then a smile burst out from the corner of his mouth, and he adjusted his mood, and then walked over.

Cameron put the porridge on the bedside table and sat down beside him. He was about to open his mouth to say something to Hugo, because the psychiatrist said that a situation like Hugo is to seal themselves up. They need to keep talking with Hugo. Say something happy, warm, and relaxing, let Hugo relax as much as possible, and then slowly guide.

But before Cameron opened her mouth, she saw the shallow arc at the corner of Hugo’s mouth. This was not a smile, but it was the first expression on Hugo’s face in the past few days. Cameron was just stunned. In place, he looked at Hugo incredulously, followed the warm arc of his mouth and looked up little by little, and then he saw those amber eyes.

The pair of eyes that once made Cameron's dream system carry a faint golden light at this time, reflecting the color of sunlight, but reflecting the warm color. Cameron’s eyes became warm again involuntarily, because she saw in those eyes a small smile coming out little by little, not quickly, it just came out so slowly and slightly, that reflection The pupils of his stiff face slowly outlined a warm shape.

This is the Hugo that Cameron is familiar with, this is the Hugo that Cameron is in love with, and this is the Hugo that Cameron dreams of.

"Hey, is this my lunch?" Hugo opened his mouth and said softly, but his voice was dry because he hadn't spoken for too long. It sounded like the sound of sandpaper rubbing, with no texture at all.

But the tears in Cameron's eyes could no longer bear the weight, and gently slid down. She looked at the familiar smile at the corner of Hugo's mouth, blooming with the warmth that made her heart beat, and the tears poured out like a flood bursting a bank. However, this made Hugo laugh dumbly.

Cameron fell directly on Hugo's body, vented all his emotions as if to vent, and started crying loudly. Seeing Cameron's shrugging shoulders, Hugo was also a little at a loss, but he knew that he was immersed in his thoughts these days, and it was not a torment for others?

Cameron rushed over to the crew three days ago. Because she was so worried about Hugo, she even gave up an audition for a movie and rushed over in desperation. These three days were like **** to Cameron. She couldn't believe that Hugo was lying in bed like losing his soul. When she learned that Hugo had led to the potential for a split personality in order to study acting skills, it even pierced her heart.

She felt sorry for him and worried about him more, but she was helpless and powerless, which made her suffer.

Hugo raised his hand and patted Cameron's back lightly. "My fault is my fault." He tried to comfort Cameron, but didn't want Cameron to feel wronged because of Hugo's words. And worry came up, crying even louder, which made Hugo wonder whether he should continue.

Cameron lifted his head from the bed and looked at Hugo with those red and swollen eyes, "Promise me, you will never do this again, okay? Promise me!"

Hugo was speechless for a while, and he didn't want to be like this, it was beyond his control. But to be honest, if you do it again, it is estimated that Hugo will still make the same choice. This is him. After he has determined his dream, he will walk down without hitting the south wall and not looking back. Studying acting skills has always been Hugo's persistence and dream. Even if he knows that he will face such a situation, he will still make the same choice.

But looking at Cameron’s eyes, Hugo couldn’t make any more demands. He could only lift up his right hand and wipe the tears off Cameron’s face. It was hot and hot on his thumb. Rolling his fingertips, "Don't worry, I'm fine, everything is fine."

Hugo's voice was soft, as if he was afraid to startle the butterfly staying at his fingertips. Although he did not answer Cameron's request directly, he gradually calmed down Cameron's inner irritability and worry.

Cameron realized how embarrassed she was! She hurriedly buried her head in the quilt and wiped all the tears on Hugo's bed sheet, which made Hugo laugh.

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" Hearing the noise in the room outside, Adam ran in first, and then you could see the figures of Joseph, Samora and others, and then saw Cameron lift it up in astonishment. With Zhang's tear-stained cheeks, Cameron wailed and buried his head again, like an ostrich.

Everyone saw Hugo turning his head, with a big smile on his face, "She's shy."