Chapter 391： Father as a mountain

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Adam is not a kind father. He doesn’t know how to get along with his son, so Hugo has been more intimate with Lena since childhood. When Lena chose to abandon Hugo and Adam, she left Lanches and went to the big city to beg After the development, this was a huge blow to Hugo. Adam just didn't want to destroy Lena's perfect image in his son's heart, so he put all the responsibilities on his shoulders. He would rather his son hate him for the rest of his life, but also keep his son's best impression of his mother.

But Hugo can imagine how much Adam loved Lena back then, and the blow he endured was heavier and deeper than Hugo, but he silently endured everything and became the object of Hugo's hatred. Hugo chose to become an actor and left Lanches, which once again opened Adam’s wounds. He first sent his wife away, and then watched his son leave, leaving him alone in Lanches. Of this land.

Although the relationship with his son has also fallen into a freezing point, in order to maintain this lie over the years, Adam has been tight-lipped. All he has done is not to let the last trace of warmth in Hugo's heart go out. Hugo, who worked hard in Los Angeles, had already endured tremendous pressure from society. At that time, Hugo’s only hope was to dream of her mother’s warmth at midnight, but it was Adam who helped Hugo maintain this warmth.

Recalling what Adam had done for himself over the past ten years, Hugo's tears could not be stopped. Lancaster always thought that his mother loved him deeply, but in fact, his mother had abandoned him for more than ten years. , And the person who has stayed by his side to guard him is his father.

Those quarrels were repeated injuries. Hugo could not imagine how much pressure was on Adam’s stubborn spine, and Hugo could not imagine how terrifying the feeling of being hated by his beloved relatives, but Adam did. Just persisted.

What a powerful force this is that allowed Adam to persist until now. Although others have been praising the greatness of maternal love, for Hugo, Adam's father was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

"I'm sorry." Hugo looked at the old father through his dim tears. There were a thousand words in his heart, but he couldn't say it. As a result, he could only say such a sentence.

Adam didn't speak, he just turned his head stubbornly, unwilling to see Hugo, unwilling to speak out. But in the not-bright light of the convenience store, Hugo could see Adam’s strong back trembling slightly, and that back was hidden in the “yin” darkness of the light, just like the past ten years or so. He silently supported a piece of heaven and earth in a place where Hugo could not see, but he alone took on the pain of gnawing.

Hugo bit his lower'lip' tightly, not letting himself cry, but the tears still slipped down in a series. He can clearly remember the bad words he made to his father on the phone, and he can also know clearly. I remember the complaints and accusations made to my father over the past ten years. All these words are like a sharp dagger, which is fiercely'plugged' into my father's heart, but I have never noticed it.

At this moment, the souls of Chen Hugo and Lancaster finally overlapped completely, and all the flavors in Hugo's heart surged. He was wondering whether his parents were like Adam, even though they had never spoken about it. I don't want to show my care, but I still care about myself deep in my heart, but I haven't returned home for ten years. Now, he can never go back, forever, what a terrible word this is.

The tears couldn't stop. Hugo really wanted to go home at this moment, even if he just looked at his parents from a distance, but he didn't have a chance to look back. Thinking of this, Hugo raised his head and walked in Adam’s direction. A vague voice came from his throat, "Dad..." But the words behind him couldn't say anything. Hugo stretched out his right hand. I wanted to touch Adam's arm, but after lifting it up a little, he put it down weakly. Then, like a fool, bowed his head and started crying bitterly.

Hugo’s cry made Adam’s heart sore. He vigorously'touched' the tears in his eye sockets, but found that there was no way to wipe them clean. He had to wipe all the tears clean with the sleeves of the shirt, leaving only the sleeves. That large patch of'tide' wet. Then Adam turned around and stretched out his right hand, trying to pat his son's slightly trembling shoulder, but stopped in the air, his right hand trembling slightly in the air, revealing the fear and panic in Adam's heart. , He doesn't know how to directly express his concern for his son, this is not what he is good at. Finally, Adam could only put his right hand down, lightly covered it on Hugo's right hand placed on the counter, and then patted gently.

Adam looked at his son who was crying like a child, and his nose was sour again, which made him a little bit at a loss. He could only put his right hand away quickly, pretending to be ferocious, and said, "Weeping like a cannon. Like what, old Jack saw that he was going to talk about you again, like a man, and put away all the **** tears."

This is also the only way Adam is good at. He doesn't know how to humbly and ask warmly, nor does he serve tea and water tenderly and thoughtfully. He is just a rough western man, but this is how he loves his son deeply.

Hugo nodded vigorously, then wiped away all the tears with his sleeves, raised his head and looked at his bewildered father, his tears burst into a laugh. Although Adam is still angry, for Hugo, it is no longer terrible.

Hugo’s smile hidden behind the tears made Adam a little embarrassed. He coughed uncomfortably, looked away, and then changed the subject somewhat hastily, "I still keep your mother’s address in New York," 'Keep it for you.'

When Hugo heard this, he shook his head, "Do you think the address ten years ago is still valid now? That's New York." Seventeen years later, New York has already turned upside down, not to mention, Whether Lena is still in New York is still unknown.

Adam was stunned, "But..."

Hugo interrupted his father, and then said, "Dad, you know, I am an actor. If my mother really wants to come to me, it won't be difficult at all. For ten years, this has been the case." From him After starring in "Small Restaurant" for the first time, it has been the same for eleven years. "When she left, she gave up on me, thinking that I was a burden; but now, since she didn't come to me, why should I insist?"

"At the beginning, she was only twenty-seven years old, just like you are now, just a child." Adam explained awkwardly.

Lena got married and had children at a young age, but at the age of twenty, she wanted to go out and have a ‘swing’. At the beginning, Adam had been unable to understand, but after these years passed, Adam had also let go. He had no way to give Lena the life he wanted, but he had no right to stop her. All the faults have been gradually annihilated in time.

Hugo was silent for a while without speaking. In fact, in the depths of the soul, Hugo, like Lancaster, can’t let go. At first, Lina knew that her son was closer to herself, but she did not hesitate to abandon the child when she left. On the contrary, she needed Adam to come. lie. But now Hugo is thankful that Lena didn't take her away, otherwise Adam would be truly alone.

"I don't want to know what happened over the years. Maybe she has troubles, maybe she doesn't, but we have to look forward, don't we?" Hugo knows that Lena has not found anything about herself in the past seventeen years, maybe There are countless explanations, you can think about the good, but you can also think about the bad, but as Hugo said, now in the lives of Hugo and Adam, there is no place for Lena.

"She's your mother." Adam's temper came up again and said grumpyly.

But Hugo was not scared anymore, and said lightly, "You are my father."

This caused Adam to cough violently again. Hugo quickly handed Adam the glass of water on the counter. Adam slammed Hugo's water away, and then picked up the cigarette case on the counter. I wanted to light a cigarette, but when I raised my eyes, I saw Hugo’s calm face. The action in his hand was put down a little sadly, and finally he took Hugo’s water glass reluctantly and took two big sips. Let the coughing stop temporarily.

Adam looked at Hugo a little unnaturally, and then asked roughly, "How is your work these days? There is nothing bad, right?

"Don't you know everything in the newspaper?" Hugo's words suddenly made Adam's seven orifices smoke again, so embarrassed, Hugo laughed, "You don't object to me continuing to be an actor now? I thought, you. I hope I will come back to Lanches." In fact, seeing Adam staying at Lanches alone, Hugo was still very worried. In these years, Adam has stayed alone in this small town~www.novelhall. com~ It is hard for Hugo to imagine how he persisted over those countless nights.

"You young man, what are you doing here, waiting to die? It's not in the 1960s anymore. You have to go out to make progress. If you are a man, you can go out and'snap'." Adam hated iron and steel. Said his expression, as if if Hugo dared to come back to Lanches, he would directly kill Hugo.

"Then what about you? Why are you staying here alone." Hugo's words made Adam choke again, only to mutter, "I'm different from you."

Hugo looked at his father and said with a smile, "Why don't you go to Los Angeles with me?"

"Don't don't" Adam said categorically without even thinking about it, "I have lived here all my life, what am I going to do in Los Angeles, that kind of smog in a big place is just a lot of trouble, I don't want you to think about it."

Seeing Adam's repulsion so strongly, Hugo was speechless for a while, "Aren't you going to go and see me?"

Adam's eyes widened, and he looked at Hugo fiercely, "I haven't seen you before, what are you doing running over to see you?" This old man is really...stubborn.