Chapter 264

One year, July 11, the sky was blue.

Xia is right. Many things can't be seen only on the surface.

If I hadn't run away from home, I wouldn't have the chance to get along with teacher Xia for one night last night, and I wouldn't have seen my parents anxious.

My parents have been very strict since I was a child. They sent me to practice calligraphy, to learn foreign languages and to learn mathematics. Every step seems to be walking steadily according to their plan. But I can't feel myself, so I am fascinated by words.

In the world of words, I can incarnate tens of millions of people, I can become anyone I want to change, and I can melt all my strange ideas into it. There is no restriction at all. This kind of freedom is really good.

I don't know why I was born in a financial family. I like words that are not compatible with them. Sometimes, my grandparents didn't like me very much at one time, but was strongly opposed by my father.

Yes, since I was a child, I have listened to them in everything. There are few violations. This is the only thing I choose to insist on.

I'm glad that I insisted that if it wasn't for words, I wouldn't have come so close to Miss Xia. Today, I know that my parents also care about me. Maybe as Xia said, all they did, including getting close to Xue Huang, were just for my good, but the way was a little too self righteous.

Just now, my mother told me that they would not object to my major in Chinese. I am so happy. If there is anything happier than having my own dream, it is that the whole family supports this dream. Is there anything happier than this? Of course, Mr. Xia also supports it.

Ha ha, teacher Xia always supports it.

I like Miss Xia, but

One year, July 17, it was gray.

I didn't expect to be informed so soon that I was admitted to the Department of Chinese language of Erythrina University.

Is it my grades are too good, ha ha

I called Mr. Xia at the first time and told him that he was very happy. Originally, Xiao Xiuyi would come back today. Xia said that he would take me back to my hometown. However, my father said that he would take me back to my hometown tomorrow. Erythrina Erythrina is a world-famous famous famous university. It is estimated that he should go back to earn some face. Of course, on the surface, he will go back to the ancestral grave to offer fragrant things Well, for the sake of his supporting me this time, I also support him. Unfortunately, I can't play with Mr. Xia.

I heard that teacher Xia's mother came here, Xiuyi was also there, and sister Xin was there. She envied them so much that they could have fun together. What kind of person is Xia's mother? He should be an amiable elder. He is kind, intelligent and powerful. He can penetrate other people's heart at a glance, just like teacher Xia

In fact, well, I admit, I'm a little afraid to see Miss Xia's mother. I'm afraid that she doesn't like me and that she can see my little knot in my heart. If she doesn't like me, then I don't know how to continue to feel like this

I like Miss Xia very much.

One year, July 18,

today, I came back to my hometown. I felt that everything was so strange, and all the relatives were strange faces. Even with a smile, the smile was strange, but somehow there was a kind of warmth. I think it must be sincere. I found that Dad's smile is also sincere, which is very rare. I thought that he came back, and it was just a passing scene.

At night, you can count the stars on the rooftop. The vast starry sky is more mysterious than in a big city. I don't understand why the same sky, in different positions and environments, seems to be so different. People under the same sky also have such great differences.

If teacher Xia looks up at this time, can you see the starry sky? Can you see Orion like me?

I don't know why tonight. I think a lot.

That day, I learned that sister Xin was the girlfriend of teacher Xia. I didn't suddenly feel that the sky was falling down. I always thought that one day I would collapse when I heard this news. But I didn't expect that my reaction was so insipid that it didn't hurt, but it hurt. There was a strange feeling. I really don't know why. Is it because sister Xin doesn't make people jealous?

That night, I saw sister Sha get into teacher Xia's bed, and I heard their conversation

I envy sister Sha's daring and daring. I envy her for being able to do what she thinks is right. I even went to look at her, and I was so nervous that she didn't belong to me.

But I'm glad that I finally passed that day. Teacher Xia mistook me for sister Sha and held me in his arms. Although he knew that I was not the person he thought of at that time, I also felt very happy. I came back from that day and every night, I recalled the feeling of shrinking in teacher Xia's arms every night. My diary did not dare to mention this, and never mentioned it, Because I'm afraid I'll destroy the feeling of being immersed in honey water.

How I wish one day, I can be like sister Sha, get the chance to sleep all night in the arms of teacher Xia, then I will die happily.

I really like Miss Xia

One year, July 21.

Today, I walked around all day. I met a lot of people who didn't know me. They all gave me thumbs up praise. I could only smile at them. God knows how dry my smile is.It is said that sister Sha went back to her parents' home, but she did not adapt and fled back. In fact, I always envied sister Sha's freedom. No one cares about her. Later, I heard from teacher Xia that orphans without father and mother are also very poor. We are just like this. We don't cherish when we have them, regret when we lose them, and always envy others. We never know that when you admire others complaining about yourself, there may be another person admiring you 。

However, I don't want sister Sha to leave. With her in, I feel secure. Moreover, I think she should stay with teacher Xia. Even if her parents are officials, I don't think sister Sha will care. She only cares about what she thinks of her.

It's good to live so simply. I hope I can be so happy one day.

One year, July 24, heavy rain.

Nausea, vomiting and diarrhea.

My body is too poor, it is that the environment does not adapt to, even make such a scene, if teacher Xia saw, will laugh at me again No, teacher Xia will be very distressed, and then help me to cure, ha ha

My hands are so soft that I can't write any words. I've never seen my own ugly words, just like teacher Xia used to describe LecA - chicken picking excrement, ha ha

I always hear a lot of people say that when the body is weak, the mind is also particularly weak, and will always become much weaker than usual. However, I don't know why. On the contrary, I have nothing to do these days, and I have thought a lot about it. I just finally figured it out. Why didn't I feel so sad when I heard the news that teacher Xia had a girlfriend?

That's because I never thought of possession.. .。

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