Chapter 529

Qi Ye's words have not finished, Sinan achievement has gone.He probably understood all these principles, but he was short of a person to give him a slap in the face. Suddenly someone woke him up, and he realized what he wanted to do mostNinghe hospital, Windsor has been sitting in front of the window for a long time. She quietly looks at the drizzle falling outside the window, but her mind doesn't know where to fly. The nurse bought fresh red roses and put them in a vase. Looking at Windsor in her wheelchair, she took a thin blanket and put it on her leg."Miss Wen, it's time to take the medicine." The nurse poured the pill into the bottle cap and handed it to Windsor."Thank you, sister Yang." Windsor took the cap and swallowed the medicine.When she just came into contact with Windsor, she just felt that the girl had a good temper, that is, she didn't like to talk very much, and she liked to sit in front of the window when she had nothing to do. Whether it was cloudy or rainy, she didn't know what she was thinking. She looked young and beautiful, but she always gave people a feeling of going through vicissitudes.When sister Yang sleeps in the middle of the night, she can always hear sobs. She knew that it was Miss Wen who was crying sadly, but as an escort, if she got up in the middle of the night to comfort her, she would feel worse.Before, she always thought that it was because Miss Wen got the disease at a young age, so she was so sad,It was also this morning that sister Yang learned all about Windsor. She was also a mother. When she heard about Windsor, she was very upset and felt sorry for the child."Miss Wen, I'll push you downstairs for dinner in a moment." Yang also wanted to find an excuse to take Windsor for a walk.Windsor had almost recovered from rehabilitation before, and ALS was discovered earlier. Now she can actually stand up on crutches. However, sister Yang felt that the girl's desire to live was not strong, and sometimes she even felt that her eyes were empty, so she found an excuse to help her.Windsor, on the other hand, shook her head to show that she did not want to go downstairs.Sister Yang had no choice but to go out and help her prepare dinner.Just as she left, the door was pushed open again. She thought that she insisted on pushing herself down to eat. But she didn't return. She just said, "sister Yang, please let me be quiet...""It's me." Sinan Cheng's hoarse voice suddenly sounded at the door.Windsor froze for a second and turned abruptly.I saw Sinan Cheng standing at the door, all wet, hair is still sticky drops. He stood awkwardly at the door, his mouth still covered with blood, he was wearing short sleeves, and his arms were bruised to varying degreesWindsor doesn't want to see Sinan Cheng, so she asks Murong he to arrange two bodyguards to guard outside the ward. Sinan Chengdu hasn't come to see her these days. She's very "happy" that he hasn't come to find herself, because she hasn't figured out how to face him and how to face himBut he suddenly appeared here, in front of his own eyes, embarrassed and pitiful. The determination and persistence in his eyes made her eyes red.In order not to let her emotional expression be detected by him, she forced herself not to look at his injuries, slowly turned around and looked out of the window again.Originally misty by drizzle scenery, but with the accumulation of tears in the eyes, and appears more blurred.She didn't know what to say, and her throat choked so much that she simply stopped.Instead, standing by the door, he said, "Sha, my father has promised our marriage. We'll get married tomorrow. Shall we get married tomorrow?"The tears in Windsor's eyes are not as good as they can be. She has tried her best not to let them flow out, but they are like broken beads, one by one falling out.He knew what disease he was suffering from, and he knew it... But he pretended that nothing had happened and came here to discuss their marriage. What should she do?Sinan into a step, step by step, with firm steps to Windsor.Listening to the steady footsteps behind her, Windsor finally made a move.Her delicate fingers rubbed her middle finger, which was covered with a simple style diamond ring, which was a proposal diamond ring given to her by Si Nancheng. She wanted to keep it as a memorial. She thought that it might be the only thing to comfort her in those countless lonely nights in the future. This can make her think of Si Nancheng, the deep blue eyes when she first saw him in court; Can think of when he knelt foolishly in front of himself, focusing on looking at his handsome appearanceShe wants to keep this diamond ring, very much, very much. But in the end, it's too greedyWhen Si Nancheng finally stands by Windsor's wheelchair, Windsor finally takes down the ring"Nancheng, I'm sorry, I can't marry you." Windsor took Sinan Cheng's hand, spread out his palm, and put the ring gently in his hand: "when I took this ring, I didn't want to marry you."Windsor tried to pull her hand back, but he caught her by the wrist.Windsor pushed back, but he held on."Si Nancheng?" She looked up at him, embarrassed him, let her see very distressed, like a hand to touch the corner of his lip injury, really want to ask why he is so stupidWith brute force, he put the ring back on her middle finger."You're sick, ALS, I know. You don't want to hurt me, so you won't marry me, I know. I know your understanding. But Sasha, you can't push me away for these reasons. You pushed me once, now do you want to push again? The last time I lived was not like death. Who knows if I will be doomed this time? " Snow squats down in front of Windsor's wheelchair and looks at her affectionately.I don't know how many times she secretly cried alone during this period. Her eyes, which were originally the most watery and clearest, were swollen and ugly at this time."Nancheng, I'm sick and can't be cured... Do you know that I can't be cured?" She grabbed his hand and said to him all the time, "I'm sorry, Nancheng, I'm sorry... Next life, we'll be husband and wife next life. At that time, I would climb mountains, ride bicycles and bungee jump with you as before. "Windsor's voice got lower and lower, and finally choked to the point that a complete word could not be said.She and Si Nancheng have a tacit understanding. They have common hobbies and interests. When they have time, they will make an appointment to ride a bike together, go to see the scenery along the way, climb the mountain together, and when they climb to the top of the mountain, they will show their mind and go bungee jumping. When they jump off the bungee platform together, they will feel that they will never be separated. We'll go rock climbing and morning exercise togetherBut in the future, she can't do these things."I can't be with you, Nancheng..."He knew that her next sentence must be to let him find a woman who can accompany him for a lifetime.Sinan Cheng didn't want to hear that from Windsor. He took out his handkerchief and gently wiped the tears on her face. His broad palm held the thin face in his palm."I don't want a girl who can accompany me to climb mountains, ride bicycles, climb rocks and bungee jump. I just want you... Sasha, just you. We don't climb mountains. We can read books at home. We don't ride bikes. I can push you to the cruise. If you're bored, I'll talk with you. As long as I have you, I can be anywhere. It doesn't matter how. " The water on his face could not tell whether it was tears or rain.Windsor went to break her fingers and tried very hard to break him"Nancheng, I don't want to delay you."I can't delay you, I can't be so selfishSinan Cheng holds Windsor tightly in his arms, as if trying to rub her into the blood."Don't leave me, Sasha, don't leave me...""Nancheng, I didn't abandon you, the doctor said... They said that the average life span from onset to death is only 2-5 years..."She is not afraid of death, not afraid at all, probably because she has been lying for a long time, so when she wakes up again, she feels that the world is really beautiful. Even better, she met Nancheng again and met him againSinancheng didn't want to hear anything. He just wanted to hold her tightly and tell her: "whether it's two years, five years or fifty years, sinancheng wants to marry you Windsor. In your lifetime, I'd like to be your husband, your crutch and everything. You can't push me, you can't push me, you can't push me. Windsor, I believe you, unless you die, I die... ""I..."Don't want to hear half a word of refusal from her mouth, press her back neck, he completely sealed her red lipsShe melted and lost in his kiss. I finally want to understand a truth.She is not afraid of death, but she promised Nuan Nuan that she will strive to survive and strive to live longer, even for a minute, even for a second.But if she lost Si Nancheng, what's the meaning of her life?Forced separation, she will lose the motivation to live, he will also be very sad... He ran here in the rain, all injured, he came here from England, he really proposed, affectionate confession. She thought, he loves himself.But for her short life, she wanted to refuse and strangle his feelings.Is this really for him?She wanted to make him feel betrayed when he didn't know his illness. She would rather he hated him. But now, the truth is clear.Push him away again, and it's not just you who are sad?So... She is not selfish, because if you really love someone, you can't really be selfish.She gently held his face, sobbing and told him: "I love you, Nancheng, I love you..."The confession mixed with tears and hoarseness sounds like the most beautiful and graceful music in Si Nancheng's ears. The voice of "I love you" is engraved into his bones and blood.He responded to her "I love you" with a warm kiss