Chapter 1808 Long-awaited Date (1)

Chapter 1808 Long-awaited Date (1)

Casting away the other thoughts in my head, I held Shizu’s hand tightly as we started our journey outside the school grounds. We had no set destination but for now, just the company of each other seemed to make us tremble with excitement on how this day would end.

The night had yet to fall but given that it was already past five o’clock in the afternoon, the sky was already tinted orange. The busy street outside the school also seemed like a different place than before. No uniformed students walked around or stayed at some corner to pass some time.

A few steps out and the silence engulfed us. I looked at Shizu walking quietly by my side and caught her staring at me.

With her clear, round eyes filled with her deep thoughts, a small smile bloomed from her lips.

“What? Can I not stare at my man?”

“I haven’t said anything yet.”

The way she said that would surely make anyone’s heart skip a beat and then her following giggle would spell their death sentence.

Somehow, I felt like we were back to where we started. I was carefully treading the line to understand this girl behind her mask. And likewise, her meaningful gaze seemed to see past my mask of confidence.

“That’s how I interpreted it, numbskull. I trust you won't just let me trip over. And even if I do, your strong arms will prevent me from being hurt. Hence, I can whimsically decide to just admire your side frame.”

“Alright. You can do that but isn’t that unfair to me?”

“Numbskull, how is it unfair when you’re always staring at me when I’m working? I’m not busy this time so it is only right that it will be my turn.”

Uh. She’s not wrong. That’s what I always do whenever we’re in her office. You can trace the roots of this content at n0v@lbin

“Come on. Accept your fate. I’ll keep admiring you like this. Besides, if I let my eyes only have you as my focus, no one will dare attempt to provoke you and flaunt their ugly desire to gain my attention.”

“I see. I guess that’s fair. I might take down more idiots if that happens. Your eyes are only for me.”

I found myself agreeing to her words. But then again, the way she said that was filled with confidence. She’s more than aware of her beauty. For sure, he had been hit on many times over by those ignorant during her first year in our school. Walking along these streets alone, she would be thought to be a target they could impress.

Alas, she had neither the time nor the interest to get to know them. Maybe if I didn’t get involved with Nami, I also wouldn’t be noticed by her.

That’s in the past now though. At this moment, this girl will never shy away from declaring her love for me.

“A jealous numbskull will probably be a sight to see... However, I won’t intentionally do that. That’s a vain thought.”

“You don’t like the fun of seeing me act childish when I’m jealous.”

“Yes.”

Shizu’s short answer was then followed by a squeeze on my hand. Then as though she was asking for my full attention, she tugged at my sleeve.

“You didn’t finish that sentence.”

“Hmm? But I did.”

“No, numbskull. If it’s you, you’ll mention the girls who you often went to the bookstore with. I don’t mind. We’re all in this together. You don’t have to hold back or tread carefully. I also like hearing things about them. You see, aren’t I kind of an outcast?”

Ah. She’s not wrong. It’s already in my head. How Rae and Aya loved it whenever we were here. Although it hasn't happened a lot of times yet, those moments are really something I truly cherish. Their genuine enjoyment from discussing things with me and at the same time the glint in their eyes as they listened to me try to describe my interest in books.

Like she said, we were able to understand each other better during those times.

In any case, her last sentence made me stop.

“An outcast, how so?”

“Come on, numbskull. Aren’t I hard to talk to? I’m also the one who kept on declaring that in the future, they’ll leave you and I will be the last one standing next to you.”

Hard to talk to? Her?

Hardly.

She’s frugal with using words, true. But she’s already getting along with the others. Hell, even Komoe found it fascinating to be in her presence. And then there’s Marika who immediately admired her even from just that short time they sat next to each other a few days ago.

“I guess that’s one thing I’ll disagree with, Shizu. You’re not an outcast. You never are and never will be.”

“Alright. Explain.”

“It’s simple. Because you’re one of my girls. Including Nami, everyone already sees you as their sister.”

I picked up a book that caught my eye, it’s an educational one but it’s probably written to not be filled with boring terminology. It’s an introduction to psychology. It’s something I read once before. I even have a copy of it on my bookshelf. However, I have yet to continue delving deeper into that subject. I mean, I feel like I might not be able to fully understand them considering I deem myself broken.

I handed the book to Shizu. Her eyes alternated between the book and me before shaking her head and flipping the book open.

A few seconds in, Shizu still tried to respond to what I said last. Or maybe refute it. But slowly but surely, she became engrossed even with just the first page.

Before flipping it to the next one, she looked up at me, placed the book close to her chest, and tiptoed to deliver a kiss on my lips.

“They see me as their sister? Okay. I’ll believe you, numbskull. Let’s go, it’s my turn to share with you my interest in books.”

While still holding the book, she grabbed my hand and dragged me further into the aisle.

We’re just starting our date but there’s no doubt that we’re already enjoying it to the fullest.