Chapter 180

However, it was in the joy of such strong expectations that a sudden lightning strike broke all her happiness and tore a wound in her heart. The bloody wound was used by those reporters to act with their recklessness, which made her feel more painful than ever. Most importantly, her pain and her crying were beyond anyone's control.

"All my joy and self-confidence that I just accumulated suddenly collapsed. They denied me everything. I felt that all my ugliest aspects were exposed in people's eyes. I had nowhere to hide and nowhere to avoid. Even so, they still won't let me go. It's like I'm standing alone under the realization of everyone. I want to open my mouth and shout, but I can't make a sound at all. "

Li Huaijin's hand clenched tightly, his fingers almost trapped in the palm of his hand.

He knew that she would face the scene, but he didn't expect that it was terrible that he couldn't understand at all. He is always in the spotlight has been used to, has long forgotten, she is like being placed in the sun under the magnifying glass, focusing will let her burn to ashes.

"Even if I'm in such a mess, I still have one last hope. I hope you will come back, hold me and tell them that you are protecting me. Well, I think I still have the courage to stand and wait for you to come out and save me.

But... "

Lu Renren's voice was hoarse, and there seemed to be a strong sense of astringency in her throat. How much pain did she have to bear to recall the unbearable scene again?

"Lu Lu..." Li Huaijin hugged her and comforted her, but he didn't know how to ease her pain. "Cry out, cry out..."

Lu Renren did not cry as he said, but continued, "I know the moment when the company issued a statement on your behalf, I really felt that everything was over. Really, you don't know what else I have experienced, your inaction, and the betrayal of my best friend... "

She grabbed his clothes, tears rolling in her eyes, voice taut hoarse, "I don't have any reason to think, is that what you mean. I suspect that everything I've been through is like a nightmare. As long as I try to wake up, the nightmare will pass. "

"Lu Lu..."

"In fact, after I left, I didn't wake up a lot. I always can't separate the reality from the dream. When I dream at night, I always dream of you. I don't want you. When I wake up, I feel that this is a dream, and the environment I live in is fake. Just wait, one day, I will really wake up. "

"Until the day my little baby was born, I really suffered a day and a night in the pain of almost dying. There's no pain like childbirth. That's what makes me realize the most real way of life. "

"After I woke up, I saw little baby's innocent face. At that moment, all the unconsciousness and all the nightmares seemed to disappear. Then I really laughed. I thought that I had the best gift in my life."

The tears in Lu Renren's eyes just fell. She endured the pain. Her tears only moved her for the beautiful life.

"Lulu, I won't let that moment happen again, never." Li Huaijin raised her head and looked at each other. He showed her the most firm promise in his eyes.

Five years ago, he would never let that happen again, whether it was a mistake or a deliberate act.

Every day after that, he would never leave her and let her go alone.

Lu Renren is smiling in tears. It's strange that such a heavy scar has become less terrible in her recollection and his firm eyes, and gradually fade away the darkness.

Perhaps, the scars of five years are waiting for this moment to pour out in his arms.

"So, Huaijin, I'm not dreaming now, am I?"

She asked again, hoping he would give her a more definite answer.

"No, it's reality." He kisses her on the forehead, and the gentle voice doesn't seem to be true. "Even if it is a dream, it will never wake up again. I want you to always sit like this, the sweetest dream, the dream has always had me by your side. Believe me, this dream will last forever. "

Lu Renren sat up and faced him. He put out his hand and rubbed his cheek. He looked into his eyes. His black eyes with pure black, such as the pure night sky, made her feel unspeakable beauty.

She leaned over, tooted her mouth, and kissed the corner of his lip. Then she stepped back. Her eyes changed and her light became brighter.

She moved forward again and gave him a kiss on the tip of the nose. The light in his eyes twinkled with a shallow smile.

Lu Renren's mouth also has a shallow radian, reflected in his pupil, complete and clear.

"You are really like a dream, you inadvertently entered my blank dream world, let me, in my dream, you write the colorful world at will, weave my dream into a beautiful world, I am reluctant to wake up, just want to sleep in your colorful world."

"Then don't wake up. I will continue to paint the most beautiful world for you. How about that? ""Good!" The radian of Lu Renren's lips became bigger and bigger, and the laughter became louder and louder. A string of the happiest voices came out, spread into his heart and slid into his eyes.

Li Huaijin just looked at her with a smile, who said she was not beautiful, in his eyes, she has always been the most beautiful.

His obsession, his appreciation and his persistence make Lu Renren unhappy?

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Not long after the secret shooting of Shangcheng, Li Huaijin took his family to the studio.

Basically, he is not the leading actor in the script, but he has a lot of scenes, so he has to deal with other affairs of the company remotely in addition to intermittent filming. I believe that the most leisurely person in the whole shooting is Lu Ren.

So, basically, the task of taking care of the children was left to her.

At the beginning, little baby was really clever. Lu Renren didn't want to take him to the shooting site, but Li Huaijin was very generous to take him and introduce him to those who knew or didn't know.

After that, little baby was really curious about the shooting. From watching curiously to starting later, Lu Renren had no choice but to be dragged to the scene to watch.

So, those who know and don't know all know now, baby's Mommy is the screenwriter.

Lu Renren can only harden his head, put on a smile, take his son and tell himself over and over again that it's no big deal.

Of course, little baby's cute, smart and smart, together with the handsome little face, won everyone's favor. So, most of the time after that, Lu Renren was sitting on the set, while Li Huaijin was busy working and filming. The little guy was alone, drilling this and that, and he was absolutely at home.

All the staff are not surprised, at least the little baby will not delay their shooting.

So, when LAN Yixuan proposed to add a role, let baby also appear, but got the majority of people's approval!