Chapter 121 - 121 Easy Decision

Feng Teng has always claimed me as his. He was a total possessive to the absolute maximum which unreasonably so. Plus hee always wanted to keep me covered, do not letting me wearing an exposed cloth so not anyone can see my bare skin except only for him to see. Was he was trying to make me the complete opposite from everything how I suppose to be?

But what about us?

I sit up. I think I really need to talk to him. About his darker side even involving killing and I would think about it how to deal with that side of him later. But right now I know, for absolutely sure, I'll never get over of him that much easier.

This is an easy decision really. I love him so much even it's hurt to learn the truth of him.

By seeing him so fraught and desperate must at least mean he's hurting, surely?

And he wouldn't behave like that if I didn't mean something to him, would he?

Why so many questions…

I look at Kevin.

A small smile spreads across his cheeky face.

"Now work here is done." he mimics Feng Teng words as he gets up on a little wince. 

"That evil girl. I need to settle with now." He smirk.

I smile on the inside. This bombshell, obviously, hasn't affected SiSi in the same way it has me. I throw on the nearest clothes I can find, and grab my car keys.

Tears flood my eyes and guilt punch a great hole in the stomach. I've made a monumental f**k up. He was the one who wanted the cards on the table.

He was going to tell me about his dark side, but was there something else he wanted to tell me? I hope so because I'm on my way to find out. 

Muxin warning about building dreams on Feng Teng comes crashing back into my mind as I race down to my car.

Maybe, she's right, but I can't live not knowing.

I drive to Deng Tai in a stupid fashion, overtaking, banging my car horn impatiently and running a few red lights.

When I pull up at the docks, I can see Feng Teng car parked on an angle, spanning two of his allocated spaces. I abandon my Beetle on the road, let myself in the pedestrian gate, thanking all that's holy I remember the code and rush into the foyer, finding Mi Ke at the concierge desk.

He's looking more cheerful than usual.

"Wei Lin! You here. I've finally got the hang of all this ruddy equipment." he declares delightedly.

I brace myself on the high, marble counter to catch my breath.

"Good job, Mi Ke. I told you it would make it," I say.

"Hey, what's up with the mood. Are you okay?" Mi Ke asks concerned.

"I'm fine. I'm just going up to President Feng," I say.

The phone on the desk starts ringing, and Mi Ke holds his finger up in a signal for me to excuse him for a second.

" Yes Sir, of course, Sir." He hangs up, scribbling a few notes on his pad.

"Sorry about that." He apologizes.

"Small matter. I'll make my way up." I bid.

"Ah, Wei Lin, President Feng hasn't notified me of your visit here," He scans his screen.

I gape at him.

Is he having me on?

He's seen Feng Teng carry me in and out of this place on numerous occasions.

What's he playing at? I smile sweetly.

"How are you finding the job, Mi Ke?" I ask.

He immediately becomes willing and animated.

"Well, I'm basically a personal assistant to thirteen filthy rich residents, but I love it. You should hear some of the requests I get. Yesterday, Mr Yen asked me to organise a chopper ride over the city for his daughter " He leans over the counter, lowering his voice.

"Mr Wang up on fifth, he has argued with his wife every day of the week. But keep that to yourself. It's all confidential." He winks, and I wonder what Feng Teng has had him do or arrange.

Should he organise for his smashed car window to be fixed would be a start.

" It sounds very interesting. I'm glad you're enjoying it," I broaden my smile at him.

"Do you mind if I head up?" I say calmly.

"I need to call first," he informs.

"Call then!" I huff impatiently, standing and shifting irritably, while Mi Ke rings up to the penthouse.

He hangs up and dials again.

"I'm sure I saw him pass through," he mutters on a frown.

"Maybe, I didn't." He frowns again.

" Mi Ke, his car was outside so he must be here," I push frantically.

"Try again." I point to the telephone.

Mi Ke presses a few buttons again as I look on.

He hangs up again, shaking his head.

"No, he's definitely not there. And he hasn't put a DND on his system, so he's not asleep or busy. He must have gone out." Mi Ke inform strictly.

I frown.

"DND?"

"Do not disturb." Mi Ke stated

"Oh. I know he's home. Please, can I go up now?" I plead.

I can't believe he's being so difficult right now.

He leans over his desk, narrows his eyes on me and looks to either side, checking the coast is clear.

" Wei Lin. I can get in serious trouble for not following protocol, but as it's you, it's okay." He winks.

"You can go on." He thumbs over his shoulder and straightens his red hat.

"Thanks," I say gratefully.

I jump in the elevator, punch in the code and pray he hasn't got around to re-programming it in the short time I've been gone. I let out a relieved breath of air when the doors close and I start my journey to the penthouse.

He's got to answer the door yet, I don't have a key.

My stomach does a few three sixties as the elevator door slides open and I'm faced with the double doors into his suite.

I frown to myself. The door's open and there's music was very loud music. I walk to the door, gently pushing it open, my ears instantly bombarded from every direction by an extremely powerful and poignant, but equally sad track. I recognise it instantly Jay Chou.

The words hit me like a thunderbolt, immediately putting me on guard.

Right now, it sounds so loud and depressing, not soft and ardent like it was when we made love. I need to find a remote control so I can turn it down, or off. It's so affecting and with it coming from all of the integrated speakers, there's no escaping it.

Maybe he's not here. Maybe the system has malfunctioned because he couldn't possibly sustain this noise level for long. But the door was wide open. I clamp my hands over my ears as I glance around the huge space trying to locate a remote control. Running into the kitchen, I spot one on the island and quickly find the volume button to turn the music down.