Chapter 24 - 24 Difficult Irrefutably Things

I can't. What'd happen to me? I'm trying really hard but that bloody words won't come out. I've been fling back to our previous encounter at the mansion, but this time there won't have an girlfriend to interrupt us. Still i still have an consciences but my desire battling inside getting drowning me into his body when he places the tip of his finger on my shoulder, his touch flare up my desire through me greatly. And then he slowly drag his finger up to my neck until it stop at my sensitive spot under my earlobe.

My heart goes into overdrive immediately.

'Lub...Lub,' he whisper at my ear. 'I could hear you Wei Lin. And I can feel it mutual feeling.'

NO! This is not right. I mustn't fallen into his temptress. I go rigid and pushing myself further into the wall.

'Please, don't do this and leave.' I barely get a words out.

'Wei Ling. Put you hand over my heart, feeling it.' he whisper, grabbing my hand and placing it on his chest. Actually he not need done that because I can see and hear his beating dozen hard under his shirt. I didn't need to feel it coz i know he's also got affected by me just the same as I did.

' Woman why are you trying hard to stop the inevitable ?' Wrapping his fingers around my neck, he tilts my face up so I meet his eyes.

I'm immediately consumed by him. His long lashes are fanning his cheekbones as he leans down so his lips brush my ear lightly. I release a quiet gasp as he brush it.

' There it is,' he murmurs as he trails feathery light kisses down to the down side of my neck. 'You feel it too, my dear. Be good.'

Yes, I do. I'm so incapable of stopping this. My brain completely has shut down, my body is taking over and his mouth works its way across my jaws. I surrender myself to the fact that I'm lost to his seductress. He is too irresistible. I'm so lost in his lead.

When I almost drowning into pleasure by him. Just then I hear the sound of a phone ringing. It's not mine but him. This an interruption immediately wake me up from this trance of pleasure that he take me into. 'Oh god, it must be Muxin;. A voice snap into my mind and I immediately back to my consciences.

I raise up my hand on his firm chest and shove him away immediately. ' Stop it. Please.'

He pull away and yanking his phone from his pocket and cursing. 'F.u.c.k!' before he press reject. and swings furious eyes to me.

'You still haven't said it.' he remind.

I got staggered at my inability to utter some very simple words.

' I am not interest,' I whisper at him. I know I sound a bit desperate denying it but I must stop this from going on.

' You have to stop this. What ever you think you felt, or how i think or felt, still this is wrong and you have been mistaken.'

I don't mention about his girlfriend because it likely i admitting that i feel the same as him. And when illusion of Muxin come cross to my mind, she's the concrete reason why must i push to stop this. I don't want to be selfish and hurting other feeling. Of course not just because of that only but he most important part is he obviously a pro cheater and heart-breaker man have written all over him.

He laugh amusingly at my statement.

' What? Mistaken? Wei Lin don't you dare to pass this off as a figment of my imagination. And if that only just was my imagination mistaken, why don't you give me more certain excuses!'

' You give me some f.u.c.k.i.n.g excuse!' I'm burst out.

' Mouth!' He shout with command tone.

' You, I told you to leave. Why must you make a difficult of it,' I say calmy.

' Woman. I only told you to look into my eyes and tell me that you don't want me.' He stares at me expectantly like he know that i could't bears to say it.

' I DON'T WANT YOU,' I murmur and looking straight into his hazel eyes.

He wincing as the words cause me a physical pain. He inhales sharply and looking wounded.

'I don't believe you.' He denying.

' It's the truth. You should. This is what you want to hear.' I define the words clearly and collect every bits of strength that i left

We stare at each other as if it seem like an eternity but look away first. I might collapse if I continue. I can;t think anymore to say adn I silently implore him to make a leave before I take an dangerous path I know he''ll be. He runs his finger trough his hair in frustration, curses profusely and the stride out. When the door slams behind him, I allow air to rush into my lungs as I sag against the wall.

That was the most difficult irrefutably thing I've ever done, which is should have been easiest things. But I can't even to understand why. When i seen his wounded expression when I denied the truth that I wanted him too almost cripple my heart inside. I actually wanted to scream that our feeling was mutual but my consciences woke me up won't allow it. I don't want to be the third wheel. Never in my life.