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"If you can wholeheartedly accompany Lin Yuan, why can't you go back and accompany Mu Xi? Mu Xi's life is probably shorter than Lin Yuan's. Mu Xi is still a man whom you have loved for more than ten years, and a man who has also loved you for more than ten years. "

"Don't say anymore …" Cheng Tian Hua shook his head and pleaded.

How could this be? How can Shen Moxi be like this?

Just when she was determined to stay by Lin Yuan's side, Shen Moxi also became sick.

The old lady still held onto her hand and did not give up, "Little picture, I was in the wrong in the past, I was in the wrong. I did not care much about you, I did not expect Shen Yuqing to be such a malicious woman. It was because I was too confused that I kept such a huge poisonous snake at home, giving her the chance to hurt you. Little Painting, Granny is apologizing to you, so forgive Grandma … "

"Grandmother." Cheng Tian Hua interrupted the excited old lady and shook her head, "I didn't blame you for a long time. You didn't treat me badly, but I'm sorry, I really can't go back with you."

"Why?" The old lady stared at her.

"Me and him …" It's over, but don't worry, I'll go and see him. "

"That's different!" The old lady said excitedly.

"That's all I can do. Don't push me, Grandmother." "I'm also very sad about Mushi's illness, but I can't just go back to his side because I already have Lin Yuan."

After sending off the old lady, Cheng Tian Painting sat alone on a chair, tears streaming down his face.

Shen Moxi's illness cast a shadow over her already dejected heart. She knew that her rejection was ruthless and cold-blooded.

However, she really could not abandon Lin Yuan and return to his side.

"Let's go see him." Lin Yuan's voice sounded from behind him.

Stunned for a moment, Cheng Tian Hua hurriedly used his hands to wipe away the tears on his face. When he turned around, a faint smile could be seen on his face. He said to Lin Yuan, "Why did you come out?"

Lin Yuan smiled lovingly at her, "Stop pretending, your tears are still on your face."

Cheng Tian Hua's tear ducts finally collapsed once again. He leaned on Lin Yuan's leg and sobbed softly, his voice filled with pain. "Why do all the people around me want to leave me? Am I that unworthy of their attachment? Mother is like this, Tensing is like this, Mousey is like this, and even you … "

Cheng Tian didn't know what to say. Was this God's punishment? If it was, then it was too heavy.

"Shen Muxi will definitely get better. Don't worry." Lin Yuan comforted her while stroking her hair.

"The madame said that he could leave this world at any time …"

"No, don't worry."

Shen Muxi was in the hospital again, and when Cheng Tiantang walked in, he was sleeping soundly on the bed with a drop on the back of his hand.

Seeing her enter, the old lady was overjoyed. "It's great that you're here. I'll go back and rest."

"Grandmother, take care." Cheng Tian gave her a faint smile.

"If you have the time, accompany him more." the old lady said to her.

Cheng Tian painting nodded his head. How could she bear to reject such a small request?

After the old lady had left, Cheng Tiantang walked over to Shen Muxi's bed and sat down, looking at his sleeping face. Because he was sick, he had lost a portion of his usual high-spirited spirit and instead looked somewhat haggard.

She stayed in front of him until the water had finished dripping, then she got up and went to the bathroom to wash her hands before carefully helping him remove the water.

The moment the needle pulled out the blood vessel, Shen Mouxi woke up and saw Cheng Tianwen holding the needle in place with one hand and putting the needle back into the trash can with the other.

He looked at her and took her hand in his.

Cheng Tian Hua lowered his head and met his gentle gaze. He smiled at him and asked, "You're awake?"

Shen Moxi nodded his head and sized her up, "When did you arrive?"

"I've just arrived and I didn't disturb you when I saw you asleep." Cheng Tian drew his small hand out from his palm and pressed it against the needle on the back of his hand, "Don't move first, or you'll bleed."

Shen Moxi did not move, allowing her to press the needle on the back of his hand.

"I still remember when I was injured, I especially enjoyed the time when you helped me to bandage my wound. You were careful, professional, and even neatly bandaged your wound."

"Because I've learned it." Cheng Tian drew a glance at the back of his hand, "Including acupuncture, as a medical staff, you must learn it."

"Right now, do you also prick and pull out needles for Lin Yuan every day?" he asked, looking at her.

Cheng Tian Hua slightly avoided the disappointment in his eyes and nodded his head, "Yes, he is resting at home right now and did not go to the hospital. Furthermore, I also happen to understand the situation, so I didn't hire any medical personnel."

"He's so happy." Shen Mushui smiled.

Cheng Tian drew his hand and said with a smile, "Mu Xi, don't worry, the hospital will definitely find a heart that suits you."

"I'm not worried." Shen Moxi shook his head and smiled sadly, "At this point in a person's life, it doesn't matter whether they live or not anymore."

"Don't say that …"

"I remember that time fifteen years ago when I cut my wrist. Just like now, I felt that the entire world was dark without any signs of life." He looked at her. "If I hadn't met you back then, I wouldn't be in this world. I wouldn't have hurt you and Tensing so badly."

"Shen Moxi!" Cheng Tian Hua furiously shook them off and suddenly stood up from his chair. "Do you think that just because you say that, I will come back to you? Save your strength! I also regret saving you back then, but why would I fall in love with a weak man like you?

Shen Muxi's eyes gradually turned red. He admitted that he was indeed weak. If he wasn't weak, he wouldn't have killed himself fifteen years ago. In fact, he could bear any blow or injury, but he could not bear to have someone he loved to leave him.

Fifteen years ago was the disappearance of his mother, and fifteen years later was the departure of his beloved.

"Little picture, do you know? These days I've been thinking that if I go back in time, I won't go abroad to study. If I hadn't gone abroad back then, there wouldn't have been so many trials and tribulations afterwards.

"Shen Muxi, don't say anymore." Cheng Tian painting stopped him.

Shen Muxi shook his head, "If I don't say it now, I might never have the chance to say it again. How many more times can I see you in the rest of my life? "

"You'll be fine."

"I know my own body." Shen Moxi gave a bitter smile and once again took her small hand to make her sit down. He sized her up and said, "The reason why I said all this, is not because I want you to leave Lin Yuan and come back to me. I just want you to know that I love you and have always loved you. It was I who didn't protect you properly. It was I who lost you, causing you to suffer so much harm. If there is an afterlife, I must definitely meet you again and repay you with what I owe you in this life. I definitely won't let you suffer any more harm. "

Cheng Tian Hua raised his face, forcefully pushing the tears back into his eyes. When he lowered his head, his face was filled with anger. "Do you really want to die that badly?"

"I haven't had enough love in my life. How could I want to die?"

"Then cheer up!" Cheng Tian drew his hand, "Think of Grandma, think of Mrs Shen. If you leave, you can only rely on Grandma to support you." She was already over 80 years old. How many more years could she last? Even if he could survive for ten or twenty years, what about after that? After 20 years, the Shen family can only belong to the upper echelons of the country or group that have been eyeing Shen. "

"So, you have to be more alert and optimistic. Only then will you be able to recover from your illness quickly." Cheng Tian Hua stared at him and said seriously.

"I know all of this. I don't want to leave Grandma and Madam Shen behind either, but …" Shen Muxi smiled, "But don't worry, I will definitely pull myself together and not give up even a sliver of hope to survive."

"It's a deal." Cheng Tian Hua tried his best to force a smile.

Shen Moxi nodded at her.

Coming out of Shen's room, Cheng saw the old lady dozing on a chair by the door. She walked over and said softly, "Grandmother."

The old woman woke up and immediately got up from her chair.

"Grandmother, take a seat." Cheng Tiantao supported her and sat back in the chair with her.

"What about Mousey? "How is it?"

"He's probably tired and just fell asleep."

"Oh." The old woman nodded.

"Grandma, what did the doctor say?"

The old lady sighed, "It's getting worse. This morning, Mu Xi was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment because he was barely able to catch his breath. The doctor said that he can no longer leave the hospital, and his heart transplant has been hopeless."

"So he'll have to stay in the hospital?"

"Yeah, to put it bluntly, he's just waiting for death."

"Grandmother …" Cheng Tian Hua grabbed her hand sadly, "Mushi won't leave so easily."

"Thank you." The old lady patted her hand. "After all these days, I'm slowly beginning to accept reality. Grandma can bear it."