C40 Who exactly do i love

"It's not like that. Si Yu, I love you. Otherwise, I wouldn't have carried Liwei with me and married you." Xiao Yichen said excitedly, eager to prove his love for Si Yu.

"But you still haven't given up on Xu Liwei. When I was alone in this foreign land, you were blissfully together with Xu Liwei. Do you know what it brought me? I lost Dad's love, lost three years with my parents and friends. " As Si Yu spoke, his eyes reddened.

"Sorry, Si Yu, I'm sorry." Xiao Yichen said that Si Yu was most likely the person who had let down the most among his generation.

Looking at Xiao Yichen, Si Yu laughed calmly, "But after experiencing so much, I realized that other than you, I still have things I care about. Even after leaving you, I can still breathe."

Since Si Yu said this, Xiao Yichen didn't know what to do.

"Can't you love me as much as you used to?" Xiao Yichen said.

"My love for you has always been increasing, but our feelings will never return to their original innocence. Do you know? Whenever I want to properly love you, the past will always occupy my mind and make me struggle in pain."

Si Yu paused before continuing, "Xiao Yichen, there's something I want to ask you. Did you marry me because you thought it through? I think we have to go through a lot of marriage to get close to happiness. "

"No matter what happens, I won't let go this time." Xiao Yichen said.

"Where's Xu Liwei? Have you thought about what would happen when you marry her?" Si Yu asked.

"No, I never thought that Hsiao Liwei would have a marriage. It's impossible for us to have a marriage." Xiao Yichen said firmly.

"It's because of her family. Your parents wouldn't agree, would they?" Si Yu asked.

Faced with this question, Xiao Yichen became silent. When he was first with Xu Liwei, it was because he was very lonely, and very few people were willing to take the initiative to get close to him. Xu Liwei was one of them. When he met Si Yu later on, he asked the heavens many times why she didn't arrange for Si Yu to appear a little earlier, but if there was no such thing as an opportunity, he had no way to get Xu Liwei to appear, even if he loved Si Yu.

It was a strange logic, but there really was such a logic in the world. They couldn't imagine the pain of breaking up, so they chose not to break up.

Xiao Yichen's silence was like a sharp sword that was stabbed into Si Yu's heart. When it came to the matter of smashing Xu Liwei, she really hoped that Xiao Yichen would not hesitate at all, because in Si Yu's eyes, Xiao Yichen's hesitation meant that he loved Xu Liwei. Just thinking about how the person he loved with all his dignity loved others, just this matter, was already enough to make him unable to sleep all night.

"Si Yu, don't think too much. You have to believe that the one I love is you, it's you." Xiao Yichen was very firm in his love for Si Yu, but was very hesitant in his love for Xu Liwei.

"Alright, I trust you, because this way, I will also feel comfortable." Si Yu said.

Xiao Yichen carried Si Yu into his embrace, and Si Yu, who was in his embrace, looked at the food on the table that was slowly cooling down, without a trace of joy in her heart. She was truly afraid that Xiao Yichen would harm her again.

After talking so much, Si Yu still didn't have any appetite anymore. On the other hand, Xiao Yichen treasured Si Yu's dishes very much.

Seeing that Xiao Yichen was about to lick the plate, Si Yu finally smiled.

Seeing Si Yu smile, Xiao Yichen finally relaxed. Si Yu quickly took the plate and placed it in the kitchen while Si Yu followed behind him. He rolled up his sleeves and prepared to wash the plate.

"Don't move, let me do it." Xiao Yichen said.

This should be the first time Xiao Yichen had washed the dishes. Si Yu thought to himself, but this scene looked really warm and comfortable.

"Actually, I don't like washing dishes." Si Yu said.

Xiao Yichen looked at Si Yu and smiled. "I also can't bear for you to wash the dishes, it's all smeared with oil."

Si Yu smiled and said, "In the future, I'll wash your dishes."

"As you wish, old woman." Xiao Yichen said as he made a respectful gesture, the oil all over his face, he really did not expect the usually cold CEO to behave like this.

Xiao Yichen had called her that before as well. However, at that time, they were still students, and their marriage seemed to be very far away, but in the blink of an eye, they were already husband and wife.

"As long as you don't have any connection with Xu Liwei in the future, we can definitely return to the past." Si Yu said.

Xiao Yichen quickly finished washing the bowls, walked over, and hugged Si Yu, saying, "There might be a connection, but I promise, it's just a friend, you should know about her family's situation."

Hearing Xiao Yichen say that, Si Yu immediately struggled out of his embrace, quickly walked out of the kitchen, and entered the room, closing the door behind him.

Since it was already like this, and Xiao Yichen was unwilling to agree to his condition, his heart that was just a little warm suddenly cooled down. Why was her life unable to get rid of Xu Liwei? That was her nightmare!

"Si Yu, quickly open the door!" Xiao Yichen shouted from outside the door.

"Scram. I don't want to see you again. I don't want to talk to you again." Si Yu said.

"Why can't you understand me? I've already made such a huge concession." Xiao Yichen said somewhat painfully.

Since Xiao Yichen had said so, Si Yu already had nothing to say. This was a compromise, to Xiao Yichen, a compromise.

Si Yu did not open the door, and at the end, Xiao Yichen found the spare key to open the door. Seeing Si Yu was hiding inside the blanket, Xiao Yichen walked over and heard Si Yu's soft sobbing sound, and the anger in his heart instantly disappeared.

"Alright, I promise you, we won't contact each other if we don't meet." Xiao Yichen lowered his tone to a very low one and sat down, hugging Si Yu to his blanket.

Si Yu struggled inside the blanket, but he could not resist Xiao Yichen's strength, and could only allow himself to be hugged like this.

Fortunately his phone had rung. Si Yu got out of the blanket in time, his face was already completely red. Xiao Yichen realized his mistake.

"Hello? "May I ask who you are?" Seeing that it was an unknown call, Si Yu still received it out of habit.

"Guess." It was a man's voice on the phone. It was very magnetic and very pleasant to hear.

Si Yu thought for a while and said, "Is that Nuan Xi?" Although his voice didn't sound like Nuan Xi's, but it couldn't be ruled out that Nuan Xi was teasing her on purpose. Thinking about it, only Nuan Xi would call her to make such a joke.

Hearing Si Yu's words, the person on the phone was clearly unhappy.

Leng Xuan frowned and asked: "Who is Nuan Xi?" How could he not know that Si Yu was beside someone called Nuan Xi, and why did he not know that Si Yu's voice was so friendly when he called Nuan Xi?

Si Yu was stunned by the coldness in the other party's voice. He shouldn't know the other party, why did he use such a tone to interrogate him?

"Excuse me, do we know each other?" Si Yu politely said, feeling that this person didn't make the wrong call.

"We know each other yet we don't know each other. We will meet again." With that, Leng Xuan hung up.

Si Yu was stunned by the unfamiliar phone call. When he heard the man's voice, he couldn't help but shudder. When did he know such a person?

"Who is he?" Xiao Yichen heard it very clearly from the side.

Seeing Xiao Yichen like this, Si Yu felt it was funny. He had only received a call from a male student, and that was all.

"What does it have to do with you?" Si Yu suddenly wanted to confront Xiao Yichen.

When Xiao Yichen heard Si Yu's words, he cared even more. He thought that the man could be like Si Yu, and the man's voice just now was really nice to listen to.

"Is it right for you to pick up a man's phone like this?" Xiao Yichen said.

"Why not?" Si Yu asked.

There didn't seem to be anything inappropriate about it, which made Xiao Yichen unable to give any reasons for it.

"Alright, I'm going to sleep." Si Yu stood up and was about to take a bath, but he felt a little better seeing Xiao Yichen like this.

Just as Si Yu stood up, he was pulled back by Xiao Yichen.

"Xiao Yichen, what are you doing!" Si Yu fell in a sorry state and became angry.

"I ask you, who is that man? And why are you still contacting that Nuan Xi? " Xiao Yichen said.

"I don't know. Didn't you hear it?" Si Yu said.

Xiao Yichen didn't believe Si Yu and said, "But that man knows about you. Think about it, did you provoke him somewhere?"

"What?" Si Yu could not believe that Xiao Yichen actually said that she was provoking him, what did he take her for?

"Who is that man?" Xiao Yichen repeated himself.

"Who do you want to know? Xiao Yichen, I really don't look like you still have Xu Liwei with you. " Si Yu was infuriated by Xiao Yichen and wanted to poke at his pain.

Xiao Yichen laughed coldly and said, "Don't you have the blessing of Nuan Xi, that thousand-year-old Bei Tai?"

"Xiao Yichen, shut up!" Si Yu said angrily. Anyone could call Nuan Xi that, but only he, Xiao Yichen, could!

"Why did he get angry out of embarrassment?" Xiao Yichen became a little unreasonable.

"Xiao Yichen, anyone can call Nuan Xi, but you can't. Do you know who was always by my side when you abandoned me? It was him, if not for Nuan Xi, I would have already died in England, you know!" After speaking, Si Yu went straight into the bathroom and closed the door.