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When I let go of her, she actually smiled at me with her tears in her mouth. "I will be a new Phuong."

"Don't make things difficult for yourself. Feng Er, don't make things too difficult for yourself." I smiled softly, tears in my eyes.

There was still pain in her eyes, and she said in a low voice, "My heart hurts, hurts, hurts. It was the feeling of death. I've been in the palace for more than two years, and I don't even have a chance to leave. I know that this was intentional. " She let out a pained breath. "I don't want them to bully me again."

I looked at her carefully. Her petite face was pretty too, with a few gestures. It was probably because she said that Yufei wasn't favored by me. Thus, I decided to vent my anger on her. Since the Emperor didn't intend to do it, then how much suffering did Feng'er have to endure?

"Feng'er, are you afraid?" I asked softly.

She looked at me, tears coming again. "I'm not afraid to die."

Yes, in this world, one would not be afraid of death. The worst thing one could be afraid of was to wish for death, to be toyed with by eunuchs like that was naturally to wish for death. Today, I have advised her, so what about tomorrow? What if there was a next time?

"I took a deep breath. My chest was in so much pain that I couldn't let it out." "Feng'er, destroy your appearance." When I said this, I didn't even believe I could come up with such a cruel idea.

Phuong heard this and smiled sadly. "Why would I not dare?"

"I still don't want to." It would be very painful, moreover, a woman, how much did she care about her appearance.

"No, that's good. That way, I can be expelled from Imperial Concubine's palace. It's truly worse than death there, I really can't take it anymore. "

Concubine Yu, Consort Yu, sigh, how could he be so ruthless?

If it had been me, I probably wouldn't have been able to do this.

However, it's too cruel to ruin a person's appearance. I don't dare to have any ideas. There was a flash of insight in my eyes, and I thought of Shangguan, or perhaps he had a way, and I might as well talk to him. Right now, the most important thing is to stabilize Feng'er. How precious is human life? Raising a child, how much effort and love does it take to be able to grow up safely?

A rich family's child is a treasure, afraid of the cold and afraid of the warmth. Without money, a family's child is also a treasure in the hearts of parents.

"Feng'er, don't act like this for now. Wait a little longer. Tomorrow night, we'll see if there's any solution or if we can get you to leave and become an imperial concubine. "Even if you ruin your looks, you won't be able to do anything about it."

I gently wiped away her tears. She was still a young girl. At such an age, she had already suffered so much.

Or perhaps, she didn't want to die either. If she was someone who wholeheartedly sought death, why would she wait until there was no one around before dying? Hitting one head on the palace wall was also a form of protest, a heroic and bitter death.

"Chu Xue, you have to help me. Actually, I don't want to leave like this either. I hate them so much. One day, I will have to eat them all alive." Her eyes were filled with real hatred.

"I will help you, but neither will I. I am also just a palace maid, I have no rights. Feng Er, there will always be a way. I will give you some time to think about it. If you die, you will suffer this humiliation for nothing, and you will not be able to do anything. " Perhaps, hatred was also a way to survive.

She looked at me and closed her eyes again. Another tear rolled down her cheek.

"Don't be afraid. If it's over, don't think about it. If you don't walk on the road, you will never walk on it. Who's calling, we are all palace maids? " Grief, the lowest of humanity, the lowest of struggles, I saw through.

She wiped away her tears. Her big round eyes stared at the moon. Tears welled up again. Waves of light flashed, carrying her pain, her hatred.

It was Xiao Xiao's voice again. This time, it sounded as if he was struggling.

I was fascinated by it, but I didn't want to be curious about the man who played the flute. It must be the crown prince. He left the palace so many days ago, that's why I didn't hear him.

I sat there and listened. It was so pleasant to listen to, but also so perplexed.

When Phuong took my hand, I winced in pain.

She also looked at it. "Chu Xue, you're hurt too?"

I chuckled, "It's nothing. It's just a superficial wound. It doesn't hurt. As a palace maid, how could I possibly not be injured?"

She looked at me for a long time and said admiringly, "Chu Xue, you're so strong. Besides, you're so free. You won't be sad."

I self-deprecatingly laughed, "Feng'er, what do you mean by 'heart'? Tears … if they could change anything, would have flowed long ago. If you are not happy, who will be happy for us? "Feng'er, go wash your face and go to bed early."

She looked at me, then at her belt, and shook her head. "I'm not stupid, you're right.

"Feng'er, I'm not afraid that you won't be able to think it through. What are you trying to do? I can block you once, but I can't block you twice. "It's fine, I'll listen to this Xiao Ming. You should go to sleep first."

"I was sleeping there." She closed her eyes and bit her lip.

"I can't sleep, so I have to sleep, understand?"

She nodded. "I understand. Chu Xue, thank you. I will repay you for the rest of my life for your great kindness."

I chuckled and put the hair on my forehead back together. "Feng Er, what are you saying? "It's okay. Think about it a little more. It's no big deal. Go to sleep."

She took two steps, then looked back at me and smiled. "I'll do my best to bring myself back to life," she said.

Such a straightforward young girl, when she was sad, she could seek death and live. When she woke up, she was so sensible. It was because their loved ones weren't around. Otherwise, they wouldn't be so desperate to die.

I didn't expect that Feng Er would be the one to save me this time.

Where's the pear blossom? When she comes back, I'll sit here and wait. I want to wait for her. If Pear Fragrance was injured, she would have risked everything. But if she was injured, she wouldn't be like Feng Er. If I can't persuade her, she'll just choose to die bravely.

When all things were quiet and peaceful, the autumn night dew was somewhat cold. The wind carried a cold chill as it began to assault the harem.

I didn't wait for the pear blossom, but for the crown prince.

[I am so awesome! Just thinking about it, the Crown Prince really came in the middle of the night.] He waved his hand with a tired look to tell me not to be too polite.

I sat there, under the quiet trees, the jumbled stones, the belt floating on the branches.

I am sad, and the crown prince is also sad, wanting to be speechless to Er.

He looked at the belt, at me, and it seemed incredible.

I chuckled and shook my head.

He closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "She's back?"

I didn't say anything. I didn't even know what he meant by her, but it looked like he had a lot to say.

I am a good listener, he can say to his heart's content, I will not be distracted, I listen quietly.

"She's back, but I hate her." [The Crown Prince doesn't care? Sit on one side of my rubble.

Under the shadow of the moon, two black shadows were spread out on the ground. They were both lonely people.

He seemed to have something to say. With his emaciation and exhaustion, there was a trace of helplessness in his eyes.

I held my chin and listened.

The Crown Prince was under too much pressure and carried too much burden.

"She's back." He didn't look at me, either.

Did he want to repeat it all the time? This was already the third time.

After a long while, I asked, "What are you afraid of?"

He looked at me with hatred in his eyes, confused. "I don't know. Do you believe her anymore?"

"Why?" I asked, looking sideways. Of course, the Crown Prince couldn't just trust others. Otherwise, he would lose everything in one fell swoop.

Naturally, I didn't dare to say that having him spend more time to look at the harem would change a lot of vices after he ascended the throne.

I dare not say that saying this is a great disrespect to the current emperor of Yan Dynasty. After all, I am not really familiar with him.

"Still beautiful. So helpless, so pitiful, so bright, with her at the princess's side, and I don't know whether to believe her or not. "

He lowered his head and hid it in his palm, his shoulders trembling. It was as if she was sighing deeply. She didn't know how to deal with that helplessness and helplessness.

I've never seen a prince like him. He's always quick, fierce, and violent, but his temper comes and goes quickly.

Was this necessarily something that he was in great pain over? Alas, all men, whether high above or low, have their own sufferings. The word 'love' could trap so many people.

"And you want to believe her?" Or don't you want to? " I asked softly.

"I don't know." Lifting his eyes, he no longer had the noble aura that he used to have from Ling Ba. He was as pure as a child. He wanted someone to point him in the right direction. How would I dare? There were some words that would be best said in an ambiguous manner. It would save me a lot of trouble at that time. Smiling in his heart, Ni Chuxue was selfish after all.

He looked at me, wanting me to give him some answers, and how would I know what was right and what was wrong?

I frowned slightly. "Crown Prince, Chu Xue doesn't know much about you two and she doesn't want to know anything. However, there are some things that should be done according to your wishes, so it will not be so sad. "

"Nothing." He obviously didn't want to say it anymore.

Everyone has a secret, and every secret can be known or not known. What Shangguan Bing told me was my secret, and I won't tell anyone.

He said he likes it, but I don't even dare to say pear blossom.

"There's no need to draw that picture anymore." he said suddenly. I think he wanted me to paint him to think about something. That's good, I don't want to paint either.

In that case, his decision was to believe it all again.

I breathed a sigh of relief. This puts a lot of pressure on me. " Since I don't want to paint, I have no intention to do so either. In any case, if I drag him along and spend some time with him, I will gain some guts if he is easy to talk to.

"You are not allowed to mention this to anyone." He stared at me.