Chapter 248

Thinking of him at night will make the night brighter, and thinking of him at night will make the heart more desolate.

Barren spring, summer, autumn and winter, how many days and nights, such as green silk, like frost and snow.

The heart is empty, the love is white, and the face is old.

Don't let yourself think too much. You can't draw your own picture when you mention it.

Finally, I only drew a mask.

That's what I mean. It's fate, it's fate. It's not fate. He knows what happened that night.

The painting was still handed over to the nineteenth Princess and asked her to take it out for me.

The days are back to the past, but I'm sad.

Carefully arranged the emperor's desk and saw his post.

The emperor spread it out here for me to see? It was written by Lou poxie.

It was a post that rejected the throne. The emperor approved it with a vermilion pen and sealed it with a jade seal.

My heart was low and sighed gently. Finally, he was free.

When he left, I didn't dare to count the days. It turned out that the days would pass quietly.

The departure of Lou poxie dealt a great blow to the Empress Dowager. I began to believe that there was a suicide note, but he didn't take it to heart at all.

The Empress Dowager told me to go. She didn't dare to let me go to her palace. Just in the sea of flowers, she made me kneel on the ground full of stones, and my knees hurt.

She turned her face and looked at the trees and white flowers in full bloom. Last time, I drew a picture of the fragrant snow sea here for the emperor to see. This time, it was the Empress Dowager who announced that I came here. What happened in the palace. It turned out that everyone thought they did it most unknowingly, but how many people knew in the dark.

When she turned her face, I saw her anger, sadness and despair.

She raised her hand and gave me a heavy slap.

Cover your face, but your face hurts, nothing else! He said to guard against the Empress Dowager.

Fight and punish. This is the selfishness in the palace. There is no warmth of human nature, so he wants to leave. They can't use it. If they get too deep, it will be difficult for them to get out.

I see. It's about the same as I was then.

"Do you know why AI Jia wants you?" her gloomy face was angry and hurt.

I nodded: "I know."

"Ni chuxue, you shouldn't live in this world at all. Your existence makes the people in the palace disordered and crazy."

Is it a mess? Yeah, I messed up something.

People's greed is always endless. The emperor is not good to the Empress Dowager at all. She has only an empty shelf and has nothing. She has to urge her father-in-law to ask for food. The emperor is intentional, and the Empress Dowager has a hard time.

The legacy on her hand is the last guarantee for her to turn over, but Lou poxie doesn't cooperate.

She slapped me hard again. It was clear and loud. Wet things flowed out of my nostrils.

"Ni chuxue, if you disturb everything I have, I want nothing. It's all you. If it weren't for your existence, how could he leave? How could the emperor want to embarrass him? You shouldn't exist in this world at all." the deformed pupil is so black, so black, and so black.

Shouldn't I exist at all? I felt so sad that she pinched my neck with both hands.

I can bear it and don't struggle. Then I will be free of all, including missing, missing and not knowing about the future.

The pupil is lax. I can't hear clearly. What is the Empress Dowager scolding?

"First snow, wait for you all your life." the sound of Lou poxie seems to be in your ear, and the appearance of Lou poxie seems to be in front of you.

Tears gently flowed out. I couldn't do this. I pulled the Empress Dowager's hand hard, bowed my head and bit hard.

The painful hand retracted, and the sharp long fingernails scratched on my face and hurt my face.

Some wake up slowly. How do I want to be like this? Acacia, is it really terrible? What if I go first and he's been lovesick all his life?

"Are you all selfish people?" I shouted.

Panting at the Empress Dowager's dark face: "Have you ever thought about whether he is willing or not? If he wants to seize power, he will seize it long ago, and he won't wait until everything is safe. Have you ever thought for the emperor, empress dowager, you respect people a foot and people should respect you a foot? What's your threat to the emperor with this? Anyway, they are also close brothers, and their brotherhood is so fragile? Can you also be the emperor Considering that he did his best for the Yan Dynasty, it was not easy. Everything calmed down. Do you still want to make a storm? Aren't you tired? "

"I can't tolerate you, I can't tolerate you." she rushed up, pressed me and wrestled like crazy.

"Is prosperity really so important? What are you when you break evil? A puppet?" I shouted, and Erxing's tears slipped down.

As soon as the hand on her neck loosened, she closed her eyes and said, "no one doesn't want it?"

"He won't want it early in the morning, never before, and never again."

"You're not him. How do you know? If it weren't for you, how could he become like this?" she was angry and hated. It seemed that everything was me.

"It's me, it's me. What was he like before? Just as ruthless." ruthless Lou poxie, does she want to please? Otherwise, it won't wait until now.

I feel unworthy for Lou poxie. Everyone wants to use him. I don't blame him for his previous ruthlessness. If not, I'm afraid he would have become a puppet without his own.

"Is the queen mother enough?" the cold voice sounded above my head, and the bright yellow Dragon Robe flashed before my eyes.

I closed my eyes and didn't want to see it. He looked for a long time. What kind of situation would he appear?

The Empress Dowager panicked: "emperor's son?"

"I'm afraid the Empress Dowager will lay a heavy hand on the palace maiden only if she doesn't feel well. I'll ask the imperial doctor to take the Empress Dowager to anregret temple for good treatment." if she doesn't feel emotional, the Empress Dowager's face will be pale.

Anhui temple, but if you go in, you can't get out.

"Huang'er, huang'er, the empress just taught a palace maid. Huang'er, this palace maid can't stay. She has an affair with the seventh prince, so she can't stay." she tried hard to save everything.

The voice of going farther and farther is the emperor's determination.

"Emperor, do you hate AI family so much?"

"Can you get up?" he looked down at me.

I close my eyes, so tired, so tired.

It is missing that hollows out my heart and everything. Even my will has to be so weak.

"Chuxue, no one will treat you like this again. Get up." he squatted down and pulled me up. His messy hair was full of dust. I just looked at him and didn't want to talk.

"Chuxue, it's all right." he said softly.

He Lou poxie is like, like, but he is not him.

Try to open your eyes, close your mouth, and slowly stabilize your breath.

He gently tied my hair and swept the dust on me. "Chuxue, she won't appear in front of you again!"

"Emperor, am I your chess piece again?" I cried sadly.

He was stunned: "first snow."

"I'm sorry, Emperor." I turned my face.

I hate unhappy things most, but when I think of these, I won't be happy.

The Empress Dowager smoothly entered the anregret temple. I had a lot of merit. I twisted my fingers and hated myself. "I don't know why I struggle. In fact, I don't want to."

There was some surprise in his eyes, but I smiled, stood up and staggered to one side.

Gently wipe the blood off my lips, but there are still more tears. After he left, I never shed tears, which makes my heart so sour. I really want to see him now.

The emperor stroked me from behind: "I heard you say just now, I'm glad if you think about me."

I just shed tears. When I was weak, I thought I could rely on someone.

Ni chuxue, be strong. You promised to break evil in the building. One is very simple. However, when missing comes like the tide, it is so sour.

"First snow." he held up my face, holding a hand of tears: "don't cry."

"Emperor, he didn't want it before and he won't want it in the future. Would you please let me out of the palace?" I collapsed and ignored everything, and my reason was gone.

"First snow." he shook me: "what's the matter with you?"

"I just want to think of the palace, Emperor. Please do me a favor. I haven't begged anyone so low. Let me be free. I think I will suffocate in this palace." I miss him so much.

He forced me into his arms. I struggled. This is not what I want to rely on. No matter how weak, I will understand.

The drizzle in spring is floating like silk. My hands cover my face, and my hair hangs down from my hands to cover my ideas pain.

In the palm of his hand, he wrote three words "upstairs breaking evil". I want to feel, feel.

The emperor ignored me, leaving only one father-in-law looking at me and going back.

I want to be happy, not happy, more is sitting on that step, watching flowers competing for Fen, too lazy to pick up a pen to outline this beauty, look up, empty blue sky, count fleeting days, so lonely.

I like to see everything from the opening of clouds, the dispersion of clouds, the sunrise and sunset to the stars all over the sky.

The faint fragrance came with the wind, and a light figure sat beside me.

I held my knee and didn't go to see it.

He took my shoulder: "chuxue, are you better?"

I shake my head, acacia, how can it be good? Just, let yourself sink deeper and deeper.

"Chuxue, I like your, you know?"

"Forever? Even if there is someone else in my heart, the emperor only remembers how long the pleasure of talking to slaves and maidservants can last." I stood up.

He took my clothes: "first snow, watch the stars with me for a while."

"It's the queen who wants to accompany the emperor."

"I want you to be my queen?" he asked me expectantly.

The dark eyes were shining faintly under the starlight. I shook my head. "It's impossible."

"I give you this possibility, chuxue. I keep my word." he was a little angry.

I chuckled: "yes, I won't give myself this possibility."